writing What happened to me

[Finesthour 7,287]

What happened to me.

 

What happened to the boy who I used to be.

 

What happened to the way I used to live.

 

What happened to make me so horrible,

 

Why did such a nice boy turn into such an asshole?

 

I cannot answer these questions today.

 

I do not believe what I do is wrong.

 

I believe what I do is right at the time.

 

Why am I such a fool.

 

I am losing everything I hold dear to my life.

 

I'm losing my love.

 

I'm losing my best friend.

 

I'm losing my life.

 

I don't have much to live for anymore.

 

I try to get better.

 

I want to get better.

 

I don't want to lose everything.

 

I cannot lose those closest to me.

 

"Grow up,"

 

I hear this from everyones mouth.

 

"Grow up"""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up"

"Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up""Grow up"

 

I thought I had grown up already.

 

Now I see that this is not the truth.

 

What has been said about me is true.

 

I am pathetic.

 

If I died, the world would be better off without me.

 

I am a "pathetic emo cunt", as it was perfectly worded.

 

I don't deserve anything in my life.

 

I deserve to die.

 

But, I don't want to die.

 

I'm going to try to grow up.

 

I'm going to try to be the man I need to be.

 

If not...

 

Then there will be nothing left.

[Pinkazoid 3,493]

Finest, you're grown up, you can handle situations like this, you think about others before yourself, a child wouldn't, you're not whatever they tell you, you are what you are not an asshole, you're not pathetic, you're one of the people I can trust the most, with anything, you take good care of anyone, I look up to you, because you care for others more than you care for yourself, don't be hard on yourself, soon you'll be the only one bringing yourself down '~'

[Fox 5,330]

I didn't know you rapped Krystal.

[Victoria and Co. 782]

I'm going to go back to reading creppypasta's, the false stories of this world are much easier to handle than the real ones.

[MVC NVMXD JVRXD 2,406]

Your stuff is so deep, brah.

[letterone 1,204]

Now where are my beret, scarf, dark sunglasses, and fake soul patch beard?

 

I'm feelin' this poem, bruh.

[Whiteshade 1,426]

Heaven can only be created out of hell.

[VladmireV.S.(Crank) 1,096]

man bro. this speaks to me.

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