writing I screwed up

[Finesthour 7,287]

Welp,

seems I have done it again.

 

I let my emotions run wild,

and I ended up screwing up once more.

 

Seems as if not only have I ruined our relationship,

but I may of really hurt her as well.

 

The silence is killing me,

the wait eating away my mind.

 

I know exactly what I did,

and I knew I shouldn't of done it.

 

I expressed my emotions too openly,

and I ended up scaring her away.

 

I knew it would happen if I did this too much,

it always does.

 

Now she feels guilty,

and maybe even worse.

 

I ruined a perfect friendship,

and a perfect relationship.

 

I seriously should just stop myself before it's too late,

and I hurt someone again.

 

I'm seriously sorry I did this Lexa,

I should of kept my big mouth shut.

 

If I hadn't of been so keen on telling you,

you'd probably still be happy.

 

And now when I leave,

I'm scared for your fate.

 

*sigh*

 

I seriously fucked everything up,

as I usually do.

 

Just Mr.Gary the damn fuck up,

always messing with people's lives.

 

If only I would've stayed quiet,

maybe she would still be here.

 

All I really want is to keep her happy,

but now I have done the opposite.

 

Now she is guilty for making me feel this way,

and I feel worse by the second.

 

Ruined a perfect relationship with a perfect friend.

 

*Sigh*

[Mephala 2,633]

That's basically how I feel right now, except on a mass scale.

*sighs*

That was great, man.

[Storm Spark 115]

Sorry to hear that, man. =/

Edited June 24, 2012 by Storm Spark

[Twister The Twisted 92]

Oh Gary....

 

Dont get yourself down about it, she wll forgive you and she always will

[Pinkazoid 3,493]

Finest, don't feel bad... I'm sure she'll forgive you....