writing An Apple of Eden (poem)

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"An Apple of Eden"

 

A cacophonous scream echoes
Inside of my head.
Outside, I am Memory,
Inside, I am dead.

I’m full of regrets
In this life that I live.
I’ve tried, but I fear I gave
All I can give.

Frustration inside my mind
Pulses and grows,
Forgetting my pleasures;
Holding on to sorrows.

I’m sick of emotions
And sick of this place.
I hate to stare in the mirror
And look at this face. 

The screams that assault me,
I fear now are real.
I want to be rid of these troubles;
To no longer feel.

I’m an Apple of Eden
Full of things that I hide;
And Life’s a knife that cuts me
To the Darkness inside.

I’m a miserable time-bomb
Of chaos and pain,
Leaving my family
To stand out in the rain.

Edited February 7, 2013 by MelancholicMemory

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I seriously wish i knew what to say here and no matter what i try to think of not a single thing comes to my head accept thisss: