General Chat Thread

[Hawk Moth 390]

That's... I'm sorry to hear about your grandparents' families :x

 

I dunno, but some people I know kinda hates fishing. I have no idea what's their problem.

Initially, I was horrified that anyone would compliment the Nazis for anything, but in time I realized that someone who liked Nazi memorabilia did not necessarily have Nazi ideals.

 

Also I'm at a loss about why fishing could be a friendship deal breaker.

[Starshine 16,333]

 

Initially, I was horrified that anyone would compliment the Nazis for anything, but in time I realized that someone who liked Nazi memorabilia did not necessarily have Nazi ideals.

This world could use more people like you, who can see things behind the surface. I myself am guilty about it, sometimes my short-sightedness prevents me from seeing things more than just the cover.

 

I'm still wondering how could those nazi equipments survive until now, what with millions of people around the would love to see them burn.

 

 

Also I'm at a loss about why fishing could be a friendship deal breaker.

 

It's the mystery of life.

[Hawk Moth 390]

This world could use more people like you, who can see things behind the surface. I myself am guilty about it, sometimes my short-sightedness prevents me from seeing things more than just the cover.

 

I'm still wondering how could those nazi equipments survive until now, what with millions of people around the would love to see them burn.

 

 

 

 

It's the mystery of life.

Believe me, you don't want more people in the world like me. I'm an awful, judgmental bigot of a person. Years of bullying in elementary and middle school left me an anxious paranoiac, filled with hatred. I'm only just now trying to change myself.

[Starshine 16,333]

 

Believe me, you don't want more people in the world like me. I'm an awful, judgmental bigot of a person. Years of bullying in elementary and middle school left me an anxious paranoiac, filled with hatred. I'm only just now trying to change myself.

Hey, everyone as been gone through an awful phase of their life, but I can see that you're different. You've realized your own mistakes, and you're willing to change. That's not something we will see often at this time of history :3

 

On a completely unrelated note, we need ponies

 

[Hawk Moth 390]

Hey, everyone as been gone through an awful phase of their life, but I can see that you're different. You've realized your own mistakes, and you're willing to change. That's not something we will see often at this time of history :3

 

On a completely unrelated note, we need ponies

 

Changing is not something I think I can do though. How do  you change your brain? I'm taking medication and seeing a therapist, but it all feels for naught.

 

Also ??????? ????!

[Starshine 16,333]

Searching for "Soviet" in Derpibooru gives the weirdest of results

 

 

 

Changing is not something I think I can do though. How do you change your brain? I'm taking medication and seeing a therapist, but it all feels for naught.

Just take it slow. For a good portion of the year you will have to consciously change yourself, but in time it will be permanent. Therapists might help, but don't rely too much on them.

[Hawk Moth 390]

Searching for "Soviet" in Derpibooru gives the weirdest of results

 

 

 

Just take it slow. For a good portion of the year you will have to consciously change yourself, but in time it will be permanent. Therapists might help, but don't rely too much on them.

Fashionism. That's epic. Also incredibly ironic pairing up Nazis and Elton John/stereotypical fashion obsessed gay people.

 

That's the thing. I don't know how to actively and consciously change myself. So many of my thoughts are automatic, and I don't even think about them. Changing myself feels like grasping at smoke.

[Fox 5,330]

I have never felt so fat in my life. Except the time when I got my wisdom teeth pulled. I went to go play hockey and basketball outside for like an hour. Right now I'm pretty tired. I usually have enough energy to go for like all day. Didn't have the power of youth in me to give it my all. I feel kind of crappy about it. ;~;

[pyrofirestorm 2]

how does one get warning points

[Doctor Shuu 797]

 

how does one get warning points

By breaking the rules. Try not to get them.

[Fox 5,330]

how does one get warning points

Oh you are just itching to troll I can tell from the avatar. XD

[Starshine 16,333]

 

how does one get warning points

By smacking the admin with wet fish

 

 

That's the thing. I don't know how to actively and consciously change myself. So many of my thoughts are automatic, and I don't even think about them. Changing myself feels like grasping at smoke.

That's kinda abstract... If I try to explain it here, I would end up looking like a madman :z

It's something that you'll have to learn by yourself. My suggestion is to take more time for anything. Don't rush it.

[pyrofirestorm 2]

where does one get a wet fish

[Jinx 2,292]

 

Therapists might help, but don't rely too much on them.

 

I trust therapists as far as I can throw them. I know how my brain works more than they do, I've had years to study it. I went to one therapist and he told me exactly what I already knew, except he did it in such a way to make me angry. He was a good psychiatrist in that aspect, but I don't like the profession.

 

I'm bitter but I'm also smarter now, smart enough to never go back to a psychiatrist again.

[Hawk Moth 390]

That's kinda abstract... If I try to explain it here, I would end up looking like a madman :z

It's something that you'll have to learn by yourself. My suggestion is to take more time for anything. Don't rush it.

I lack a lot of confidence in myself. I feel very powerless to control anything, and it feels like my personality is impervious to change. I have a habit of arguing with or ignoring advice given to me, and when I'm in therapy sessions things go in one ear and out the other. Part of me still thinks like a little kid and believes that I'm perfect and can do no wrong. I get this feeling of intense humiliation whenever I try to seriously admit my faults to myself.

[pyrofirestorm 2]

and no i am not trying to troll

[Starshine 16,333]

 

 

I'm bitter but I'm also smarter now, smart enough to never go back to a psychiatrist again.

 

And that's.. good, I suppose?

 

 

I lack a lot of confidence in myself. I feel very powerless to control anything, and it feels like my personality is impervious to change. I have a habit of arguing with or ignoring advice given to me, and when I'm in therapy sessions things go in one ear and out the other. Part of me still thinks like a little kid and believes that I'm perfect and can do no wrong. I get this feeling of intense humiliation whenever I try to seriously admit my faults to myself.

First thing first you'll have to believe that you are fully in control with yourself. While there maybe some of your actions that were done subconsciously, they are not exactly impossible to prevent. You don't have to feel humiliated by admitting something, it's natural for us human to have mistakes. Don't let anyone else's judgement get to you.

[Hawk Moth 390]

First thing first you'll have to believe that you are fully in control with yourself. While there maybe some of your actions that were done subconsciously, they are not exactly impossible to prevent. You don't have to feel humiliated by admitting something, it's natural for us human to have mistakes. Don't let anyone else's judgement get to you.

I suppose so. I'm not going to argue with you because in the past I always argued with people who were trying to give me hope, as if I was intent on convincing others that I was a hopeless case. It's really hard for me to believe that I can be helped, but I'm not going to argue either. It doesn't get anyone anywhere. I just feel really sad and don't know what to think or do.

[Fox 5,330]

I trust therapists as far as I can throw them. I know how my brain works more than they do, I've had years to study it. I went to one therapist and he told me exactly what I already knew, except he did it in such a way to make me angry. He was a good psychiatrist in that aspect, but I don't like the profession.

 

I'm bitter but I'm also smarter now, smart enough to never go back to a psychiatrist again.

A smart person solves their own problems. You're one of em'

[Sauce 11]

Hello everyone.

[Doctor Shuu 797]

 

where does one get a wet fish

Lakes, ponds, streams, etc...

[Fox 5,330]

Hello everyone.

Hi newcomer. Welcome to the thread that is a tear between heaven and hell.

[Sauce 11]

Well lets get someone to sew that up, then.

 

 

Dont want this forum to be seen as flip-floppy do we?

[Fox 5,330]

Well lets get someone to sew that up, then.

 

 

Dont want this forum to be seen as flip-floppy do we?

Sorry, didn't mean it to come off like that. XD It's a generally good place with great moderation and fun!

[Starshine 16,333]

 

Hello everyone.

Hello there

 

 

I suppose so. I'm not going to argue with you because in the past I always argued with people who were trying to give me hope, as if I was intent on convincing others that I was a hopeless case. It's really hard for me to believe that I can be helped, but I'm not going to argue either. It doesn't get anyone anywhere. I just feel really sad and don't know what to think or do.

Well, seems like you have in you a good dose of pride there. Pride is a good thing to have, of course, but you shouldn't let it get in your way to the betterment of yourself. You should know that no one will think less of you if you ask for their assistance.