Count to a million

[lomk 20,666]

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*buys heart shaped box of chocolates*

*buys handgun*

*goes to shooting range*

*shoots box of chocolates

 

TAKE THAT CUPID YOU LITTLE BASTARD!!!!!

 

That's what I think of Valentine's Day. 

[Overdrive 5,366]

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Maybe I shouldn't have brought it up.

[Sonic Shimmer 4,137]

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Valentine's is probably the most forgettable holiday for me. I never remember it exists.

 

 Hi Woona!

 

Hey 27! Have you talked to every single person on the planet? If not you can't say you aren't good enough for anyone.

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I don't need to. All I need to do is look in the mirror.

[PoisonClaw 8,173]

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[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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The only thing I remember about Valentine's Day are the vector requests that happen during this time...

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,305]

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[lomk 20,666]

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Damn with the quad ninja

 

I was only joking, of course. I don't mind it too much...but people do kiss in public lot more around this time and it is kinda gross. I don't care if the couple is hetero or homosexual...it's gross either way. Get a room, people.

Edited February 14, 2015 by Space Woona

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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27, stop that. I'm sure there's at least one person out there who'd feel for you like that. The odds of that not happening are astronomical.

 

 If you really look in the mirror and see yourself that way, I'd suggest getting a better mirror. Yours is obviously faulty.

Edited February 14, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[Overdrive 5,366]

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*Remembers the vector he did last night*

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,305]

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[lomk 20,666]

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I just learned to not care about whether I'm single or not anymore. You've gotta learn to be self-sufficient for your own happiness. If you rely on a lover to be your source of happiness, you will eventually exhaust that person. If you can't be happy alone, you're not going to be happy for long with another person. I hate being single all the time too, but I just stopped caring so much about it. I've bigger goals in life. Like getting settled into my career, seeing a few concerts, traveling around the world, and trying different foods. If somewhere in between I find love, then that would be great. If I don't, that'll be great too. It's just not the most important thing to me anymore and I'm okay with that. 

 

Most importantly, have fun in whatever you do. 

 

That's really the only piece of advice I can offer. 

Edited February 14, 2015 by Space Woona

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[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,305]

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[lomk 20,666]

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Besides, having a girlfriend is an expensive hobby, and I don't think I'm ready for that kind of commitment.

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You never know until you try.

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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I get the feeling I'd end any relationship I get into.

 

 I kinda like being able to just do what I want when I want.

[lomk 20,666]

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Nah man. I've had 4 girlfriends by now. I know what that's like. I still have other things I wanna do while I still have my twenties. I have all the rest of my life to be tied down to someone.

Edited February 14, 2015 by Space Woona

[Sonic Shimmer 4,137]

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Some people are able to live happy lives alone and I envy them for that.

 

But I've always dreamed of finding love and having a family of my own. I can't just walk away from a dream like that, it means a lot to me.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,305]

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[Overdrive 5,366]

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It gets harder as you get older, though. The window grows smaller and smaller as time goes on. Ultimately, you do whatever you feel is right. There's no real answer here, it's just whatever you think is best.

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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Hrmm...

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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My biggest fear for the future is probably ending up alone, without any friends.

 

 I don't even care about romance at this point, maybe that will change, maybe it won't. But either way I don't want to end up without friends again.

Edited February 14, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[Overdrive 5,366]

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Then you need to be proactive and prevent that from happening.

[lomk 20,666]

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Smash is right. You do what you think works best for you

 

Of course, a big problem would be - Are you talking to people? You'll never meet anyone if you never talk to anyone. And if you never meet anyone, you'll never get the chance to ask her out for coffee or a movie because you aren't giving yourself the chance. I've chosen my own mentality that works for me. I try to be the sole source of my own happiness and it works (mostly). I have my rough patches, of course, but they come and go while I'm still dealing with my PTSD. I dream of having a family, too. One day. But I might tell you not to look so far down the line. Just start off simple.

 

Best wishes. 

 

I'm going for now. I've got a lot of chores to do and I'm thinking I might go see my sister this afternoo but I'll probably check in here and there later on See ya!

Edited February 14, 2015 by Space Woona

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It gets harder as you get older, though. The window grows smaller and smaller as time goes on. Ultimately, you do whatever you feel is right. There's no real answer here, it's just whatever you think is best.

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That's what's bothering me. I'm starting to worry that I've left it too late.