Wishing Life/Friendship is like MLP - Depression, Lonelyness.

[Zygen 6,066]

Oh trust me, i've had the same thoughts, i'll be watching mlp and seeing all the love and happiness and friendships in the ponies, and i just want to be a part of it, to just share on the hug, and feel the warm embrace of true friendship...

 

Unfortunately, life isn't perfect, or really even like Equestria generally, but you can still strive for it! You can go out there and make friends, and try and find ways to cure your depression and loneliness.

 

And let me tell you. feeling lonely isn't weird or anything, its a totally normal feeling, because everyone feels it at some point, i feel it all the time even myself, its a part of being human to want friendships. 

 

Maybe you have to more actively seek some, or maybe something else, i'm not sure, if you need i'm happy to help, even if i'm not amazing with words, i'm still willing to be a friend and listen.

 

Good luck dude.

[Tan 91]

i know how you feel StealthBrony. I was bullied alot by kids and teachers, i was also a bully at one point cause of peer preasure. Everyone was doing it and i sought to fit in what ever the cost. The guy i bullied was a jerk anyway. He would always get under my skin so i chose him, and i didn't do anything too bad, i was mostly verbal and spat on his deserts. Nothing too bad? I was a real scumbag but i was pressured into it. :\ I hate people, they ignore me, they betray me, they insult me, think i am a weirdo and all such crap that makes me feel horrid. Thanks to computers i can cofess this crap without face to face interaction, if there is one thing i cannot stand it is people's faces when i tell them the low points of my life. God bless computers and the removal of face to face. Text on the screen is just good...but i am rambling. At the moment i am a nice guy with a darkish outlook on life. I have a girlfriend who i love very much and she admitted she loves me too! We cannot touch eachother or even hang out and our only means of connection is the damned cellphone texts. She is a slave to half brothers and sisters changing diapers and burping babies. I feel powerless to help her and that causes me great distress. Sometimes i wanna lie down and just fucking die. I cannot because of the people i would be hurting, the number is small mind you, but i really care about the people id be hurting if i comitted suicide. Its a long story bout why i wanna die and how i can't tell my parents. Don't wanna alarm them with my true feelings. The greatest gift i can give my parents is peace of mind but i suspect they have their doubts. I was a real scumbag in the past though, now i am reformed but I have my faults. I am a socially awkward loser deadbeat dropout who cannot move out of his parent's house and is doomed to a sexless relationship.

 

 

Now i am a nice guy though. a loser, but a friendly loser. I am normally not so open but thanks to the internet it gives me the illusion of bigger balls than i posess. If you wanna chat with me my skype is Tan4500. However bad you feel, i am probably worse and will probably bring you great relief you aren't as bad off as i am. You should get skype if you don't already have one. Well i think i berated myself enough for one time. Us socially awkward people should stick together though.

[GrimCW 658]

Not alone, most people at one time or another wish for such things tbh.

 

Literally its why we watch shows, read books, play games, and often listen to music.

Its to escape the reality we're saddled with. Though its often just called "for entertainment" the highest form of such is in escapism.

Getting away from the droll reality we live, and going somewhere far off like Middle Earth or Equestria.

Flying through space on some space ship, or becoming engulfed in some far off war thats not even real.

 

Then reality sinks back in and we forget the fun that was being had as we sink deeper on down..

 

TBH its why I refuse to accept the concept of "maturity" as anything more than physical aging.  There is nothing anywhere that says I cannot keep my enjoyment of the simpler things in life as I get older. MLP, Vid games, Hobby models, crafts, etc...

 

IMO its unhealthy not too keep a young mind. It causes unneeded stress, and unnecessary problems.

Sure there are times when being "mature" is needed. But that time is minimal, why should all of life be marred by the smallest part of it?

 

Pisses people right off that I can keep a positive attitude while they're grumping out over the small things