mega thread What are you thinking?

[ExplosionMare 20,951]

5 hours ago, DubWolf said:

Scalpers!

Thinking, why have ketchup when you can have cane sauce  .

Cane's such is leagues better than ketchup!

[DubWolf 18,360]

10 minutes ago, ExplosionMare said:

Cane's such is leagues better than ketchup!

I always request a second dipping cup. I can even eat my bread with it.

[Slumberlumber 1,247]

7 hours ago, Acinonyx said:

There is nothing to do but lie around in this oppressive lethargic heat. 

Rise Acinoyx! Rise against the heat oppression! You have nothing to lose but your sweat!

23 hours ago, Octavia Scratch said:

And that not all of them are nice and call ham Canadian bacon

Now thems fighiting words. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 13,048]

Got bedtime to prepare for or trouble is a brewing.  

[Ganondorf8 11,686]

One thought on my mind is how to approach cosplaying given what happened during my birthday.

[Iforgotmybrain 6,862]

I have really high hopes for this new Alex G album on the 18th. The two singles are really good, nice evolution on the sound he had on God Save The Animals.

[TheRockARooster 53,755]

I’m thinking of many things that nobody can comprehend, lolol. 

 

Only kidding. 

[Clawdeen 19,761]

This time of years sucks for rosacea

[Snoopy Fan 7,533]

The new banner looks cool 

[ExplosionMare 20,951]

It's nice to get to relax and do nothing for once.

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,365]

Looks like I won't be able to sleep well again. It's hot as hell in here.

[Clawdeen 19,761]

I will behave myself.
Probably

[Slumberlumber 1,247]

I think I'm FREE! @Ice Princess Silky <3 mandatory friendship camp is no more! Now...to NOT make friends 

Tired. Got the weekend off though so that's VERY good. Getting lunch out at the farmers market tomorrrow. And done (maybe) with the writing for the activist video!

[DubWolf 18,360]

Spoiler

I still hope there’s an enormously satisfying point after all this time I felt I was grounded while everybody else was allowed to pass by without a problem. Still am grounded. I’m far more deserving than anybody else and I dare say that. I wish I could be given a huge lead to compensate…

Thinking what time I’ll end up falling asleep.

[MLP Golden Breezie 711]

I thought there was a storm where I lived, while it was raining here. Luckily, I'm home today. What a storm!

[Clawdeen 19,761]

Just great one day before it needs to go to the dealership to get looked at and it won’t start at all. 

[Raskolnikov 1,603]

Spoiler

My parents have no fucking shame. Am I seriously going to have to fucking unblock my dad so I can fucking cuss him out for even CONSIDERING disrespecting my granddad's wishes and selling that part of the property just so they can get some money they will fucking waste. Did you fuckers forget my granddad planted all these for *me* and not the neighbour???? I don't give a shit about properties I WANT YOU TO STOP DISRESPECTING MY DEAD GRANDDAD WHILE I'M STILL DEEP IN THE SHIT MOURNING HIM AND YOU'RE PICKING OFF HIS CORPSE LIKE SOULLESS VULTURES. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU.

Put in spoilers because it's hard to moderate my response right now.

[Raskolnikov 1,603]

I just can't win. Either I stuff all my feelings and give people an entirely false and guarded image of me, and they completely misread me. Or I don't and I allow myself to be hurt if I express 1% of humanity in me that I show to everyone else.

Sure, most if not all of my parents' perceptions of me is carefully constructed rather than authentic, but that is BECAUSE when I was small and vulnerable they ripped my soul apart for being vulnerable. You can't win. You just get screwed over anyway. 

[Clawdeen 19,761]

Please be covered under warranty 🙏 

[Raskolnikov 1,603]

I'm discussing matters with my sister's mum of how I'm going to approach the subject about selling my granddad's planted forest and unfortunately I can't find a way we can get this done without me grovelling at my dad's feet and I'm not gonna diminish myself into something so viscerally disgusting and pathetic, I'm not a begging victim. I'm not giving my parents power by sucking up to their .01% of goodwill that they are sure to disregard anyway. 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,816]

2 minutes ago, Raskolnikov said:

I'm discussing matters with my sister's mum of how I'm going to approach the subject about selling my granddad's planted forest and unfortunately I can't find a way we can get this done without me grovelling at my dad's feet and I'm not gonna diminish myself into something so viscerally disgusting and pathetic, I'm not a begging victim. I'm not giving my parents power by sucking up to their .01% of goodwill that they are sure to disregard anyway. 

How uncanny. I was talking about this to my best friend. I don’t like groveling or sniveling and would probably die if I had to in order to survive. So, I’m behind you. Shoot me a DM if you need to vent. 

I’m thinking about what I have to do today.

[Raskolnikov 1,603]

Moments ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

How uncanny. I was talking about this to my best friend. I don’t like groveling or sniveling and would probably die if I had to in order to survive. So, I’m behind you. Shoot me a DM if you need to vent. 

I would like to say that I also talk a lot of shit and I understand if other abuse survivors react differently, I just have a lot of anger in me and I don't mean to sound shaming if other survivors react differently.

I will consider this, thank you. :< It's definitely nice to discuss with people who get more angry and indignant about such horrible behaviour. There is often an image of abuse victims being small and people pleasing, and I am like that a lot too, but it's a very shallow image. I burn with anger to power multiple reactors, to be frank, and if doesn't look pallatable.

[TheRockARooster 53,755]

Wadiyatalkinabeet?!! 

[Snoopy Fan 7,533]

I’m thinking about taking a walk outside if it’s not too hot.

[Crypty Scribbles 6,319]

I'm thinking that the next user will be 47000th ^•^