Emerald Heart

I am actually scared of dating.

There is so much pressure on girls these days about finding the perfect guy to be with. 

I mean, I told my friend that I hadn't even kissed someone before (a completely different girl, who I only knew for a semester) and she tried to make me kiss an employee at our school book store.

I may be no love expert, but shouldn't these things come naturally? You kiss someone when you feel that you truly have feelings for them. 

Not kiss some stranger that you don't even know.

(Yes, I managed to get away fyi).

I've had some bad experiences with guys liking me anyhow, so that doesn't help either. 

I just don't think I'm ready for this.