FullMetalDash

"I did not know you could scream so loud"

Hey, HEY, HEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ponies. How is everyone doing this fine, whenever it is in your time zones What, you want to know how I feel? Well... I feel great. I feel happy. I FEEL stressed out because of work. So the army lets me reinstate but i have to go through a lot of hoops to get back to my old position. But i am willing to do this. Yes in my previous post i bashed on the army. But i am sorry, because i ment some of the army. Not the entire army. I still have to clarify something tho... About some baby i mentioned....... yeah so uh...... I have a baby.. a cute little girl... Well i dont really see her a lot anymore due to work stress and no time and she mostlly stays at my brother (<3 thank you bro <3) and she is happy there. The reason she likes it there is probally because her parents are always fighting and one dissapeared for sometime. I got told all the things i missed while i was gone. I got told she cried a lot in the beginning, asking for her mommy. Well... How are you going to explain to a baby that mommy ran away. I stopped drinking BTW. I am no more a active alcholic! Yay. Back to the baby, turns out she nearlly died while i was gone.... She was in her buggy being pushed around by my sister-in-law when she accidentlly slipped and pushed the buggy on to the road. Thank god somebody saw it and saved the buggy or else..... I dont blame her for that tho... I blame me for leaving... Being a bad mom... A bad wife.... A bad sister.... A bad everything I am sorry.... To everyone in my life... Also my ex-husband is trying to get me back, it is for a later day. STAY STRONG AND TELL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOUR PROBLEMS BEFORE YOU DO RADICAL STUFF <3 MESSAGE ME FOR FAMILY/FRIEND/DEPRESSION HELP. I ANSWER ASAP AND KEEP IT A SECRET. ~FML

Hey hey HEY! How everyone is this here uhm.. internet forum doin? Is it all radical and LIT? Okay ill stop, i write stupid stuff when i am stressed out. Which i miiiiiiiight be a tiny, little, miniature, very much stressed out. So! Some context on my title of today and me being S TO THE R E S S E D out. "Reintergrating" is going rougher as planned. People arent really accepting me back. People are mad, confused, down right.... Hatefull towards me. I get why but i dont want to brag but HOLY SHIT (Forgive me lord jesus) IF ANY OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT COMPLAIN NOW CARED FOR ME BACK THEN, THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPEND. And i qoute a... Ex relative of me: HURR DURR BUT IF YOU TOLD ME I WOULDVE HELPED. excuse me nameless man, but if you keep being "busy" with seeing other girls behind my back, no wonder i dont trust you. No wonder i didnt ask for help since you were one of the REASONS. I digress On to the title of today First off all, Turns out people were exploiting my vanishing as a excuse to missuse and say stuff i supposedlly said, which at this point lost me friends and family, right down to the point that my own baby is.... Yeah other blogpost about that. Secondlly, the betrayal is basically... EVERY.SINGLE.THING. i did for the army for: Safety Health First Aid Train new medics All have been thrown in the bin and they are back to being a bunch of headless chickens. Which angers me. Oh well, Not my army Not my duty May they all burn in hell Fuck the Russian Army and their entire staff. ~FMD no heart today Only hatred

So hey everyone that might read this... I am back.. The great something Back to this fandom and live. With changes that i shall go in right now. As some of you know. I had been declared dead which was a intersting way of explaining what i did. So! What did i do, instead of being dead? I killed my former self and returned a new person... I buried her in Warsaw Dont go searching for it. I never will again. Well. Something i didnt mention in my blog posts that my biggest hobby beside the army was being a active alcholic. Which i became because of personal problems and issues. Between now and my last time i spoke, a lot has changed. A lot in a positive with some regrets. First off all. I quit the army. I couldnt handle somethings that happend there and i left it behind me. Then i left my entire life behind me and died. I traveled away from home and had to find my newself and bury my oldself. But i am back and will start posting soon on here. Probally not about the army since that... *chuckles* difficult. Probally life advice since i am wiser than ever before! Happier then ever before! Younger then eve.....ohwait ;( And hey... Maybe the army lets good ol me back someday if i ask them nicelly... "Oi havent you boys learned to stop sucking that cannon barrel. If not you still need me ;)" Nah jk I am happy tho from all the love i got for the most part, for being half a zombie atleast. ~FMD <3

Dust laughs. "Oh oh sorry i just, that News message." dust makes a very deep voice. "everypony died, oh oh then why am i alive?" she giggles. "Oh. Anyway, you have a point. And i am guessing you dont know how to disable the alarm, So i am coming with you. Since it can only Read changeling hoofprints, which if you look here" dust pulls out a Hoof."this is a changeling hoof. Which i....found yesterday so they wont know yet it wasnt him"

The reason you are here because this is an ambush of the changelings" she laughs. "Nah Just kidding" She pulls out a Blue print of what seems to be a outpost."this is outpost 463A-2. Or the food supply for north-east Canterlot. I want to make this our supply base. Yes, ponies will starve. But hey, sacrifice for war." she sits down and takes a breath."my...umm...inside pony says roughly 2 Guards patrol and 2 inside. But they have a alarm which will alert the near barracks." Suddenly a radio cracks in the corner of the room. "*static* welcome listeners to suuuuuuun FM. Bringing you *static* news of the frontline in the south. Great news for all of Equestria, our troops took back 1 mile of Equestria. Meanwhile all over Equestria *static* starts to grow. Most notablly the Sunbringers, which to numerous sources have been all killed or captured in the latest raid of last week. Thats the News ponies. I am your Radio host *static* and may the Sun still smile over our recent captured 1 mile"

Dust laughs. "Jeez. You are well armed. I appreciate that." she inspects all ponies. "Even an alicorn." Dust suddenly punches everyone softly on their head. "Get used to this. I wont tell you why." She laughs. "Anyway, so how can i trust you all not being changeling spys?" dust takes her dagger and points it at everypony and then licks the Blood of it."mmhm. I tasted better." Dust puts a box on the table writtrm.*food* on it. "Hungry?" she opens it....it looked like cooked Body parts."the enemkes even follow right ony stomach"

Dust chuckles in the back of the warehouse and then slowly walks towards the table. "I appreciate the ponies filling in yes even you dont know for what. For all you know you said yes to exexution by decaptiaion. You know your previous...ex recruits didnt fill it in. Took no risk here nor in the field and died. Also......could everypony atleast show their weapons? You are doing a shitty job hiding them." she throws her dagger on the table."here is mine" it was still a little dirty from old blood."yeah...a changeling saw me hanging up the flyer." she giggles. "HE never has a chance." she shows a picture with her face smiling next to a decapitated changeling head."look he is sad"

Dust stands in a corner of the warehouse smoking and looking at the door, then gazes at a clock hanging inside the warehouse. she sighs. ''well then, let's see my new recuits'' She looks at the door seeing multiple ponies waiting inside and outside the door. She pushes a table to the middle of the room and makes a small gesture to the table implying everyone should walk over to it. On it lay a couple of papers simply with 2 boxes drawn on them, saying yes or no.

t's been 5 years since the Changelings took over almost all of Equestria and bringed a strict diplomacy with her. Celestia is presumed dead or captured after the war. All resistance against Nightmare Moon is swiftly disbannend, captured or worse. But that doesnt stop from ponies fighting back, they call themself Sunbringers, fighting back against these changelings in Canterlot, trying to weaken the forces here, playing every night for any breakthrough of Equestrian forces. The war took almost every Equestrian forces out. But they are fighting in the south. (Wont be any infuence for us soon, just establishing that Equestrian forces are still active fighting back) The resistance uses propaganda and small raids to demotivate the changelings and motivate the ponies to join the resistance. They also use a Radio Channel. Only this isnt broadcasted by the Sunbringers but a diffrent, for now unknown source. This RP will have violence, and maybe Romance. Death can be debated in the OCC. You can be a changeling spy disguised, you will eventually be caught. This subject will go in further detail once this topic occurs. This does not to have to Be told to the other rp's. Dust walks around the streets of Canterlot. She giggles inside everytime she sees a changeling get mad. She hopes ponies respond to her request. "Well, i hope these recruits are better then the last one. One little Raid and they got caught and executed." Dust shakes her head. "Well time to paste this folder to the Wall" she paste a small folder on a wall. It simply read:"follow the s.u.n". She walks to a old warehouse building. On the front gate it read:"Shipping United Needs" (Link OOC https://mlpforums.com/topic/149601-sunbringers-resistance-of-canterlot/?p=4442205)

So, i havent been Active or posting in like a year..... Yeah.... Sorry :$ So. My life been busy lots has happend. And i will make more posts on this blog about those subjects. Now i just want to tell you how my Army career is going. So, i am a Combat Medic now, and i teach medics in training. Which i really enjoy, even though it is time consuming, and very very busy. Yet it makes me happy teaching them. Being a Combat Medic does make me the person if you act dumb or Dangerous in the base. Like,jeez is it that hard not hurting yourself? Talking to you, Tank Battalion. nah, love you guys, love seeying you know how to drive tanks, but now how to fix a tank while not hurting yourself. Anyway, the other reason is this will be my place to tell you my worries about the world and my own life. This blog will become more of a life of a private...first mudafuck- class XD i got too excited for that line. But i'll be posting more probally once a week Remember: the louder you scream, the faster we come

But the food we've stored is running out, and we can't grow in this cold

It became optional when the media went mad about it.

Dear game designers, why is the future suddelly the big hype? I can understand thats because you can literally make everything up about the game, stort and mechanics. But why does almost every game designer follow eachother, sure you want to compete, but then makd something completely diffrent. Few Games dare to Go to An alternate timeline in war, for instance what if the Russians won the cold war? Or what if Japan was never nuked. You are just to worried to make something controvircal because it will get bad media. But the truth is, controvercial. sells better. See mw2, No Russia was sooooo controvercial,yet the game sold well. Please stop going in to the future. Go as far as 2025.

Dust looks at the food. "Well. Can't say there isn't enough choice." Dust giggles "i am just going to follow your lead because i cant choose" . dust thinks for a second. *what if they pick something i dont want to eat*. Dust looks around the restaurant, i still cant believe this is all free

@SigmaBrony Dust smiles at Sigma. "Good and if i get hurt, you are the one giving me the kiss on the hurt spot" Dust winks at him. "Nah just kiddin i am not a little kid,i wont cry" She rubs through her mane. "But i dont see myself falling". Dust looks forward. "So what now"

Dust smils as Alex does that and then checks her nose. "Alex how much longer? Because well..." she points at het nose."i can play like this but you know it isn't ideal" Dust stretchea a little. "Also i want to ask you a couple of things" She looks at him and then looks at the ball/