Rikifive

I think it's a good time to slowly start saying goodbye. As some of you know, I'll be leaving the forums on Saturday, so I'd like to have a little moment for these last conversations and such, rather than dropping a status and vanishing immediately. 

So... yeah... The time flew by so fast.. 

I'm still having mixed feelings about my activity in the fandom. I wanted to bring something to the community and I failed. Instead of just being here and enjoying the time with the others, I sacrificed all of that for my projects and was minding my own business most of the time. Heeeey, it's kinda like Twilight in the past -- Heh I think I said that in the past already. 

Anyway, not only time in the fandom was sacrificed, I resigned from most of my free time and even health, as I was often staying up extremely late coding and stuff. Lately I've been noticing effects of that heh, trying to sleep better now. 

... And all of that for pretty much nothing. There are so many things I wanted to do, but it ended up taking sooooooo long. I blame my job for all the failures, nothing else. 

At least I managed to do some little things and somewhat be a part of community, but I feel like I could have done better. 4 years spent on hobbies and I barely see any achievements. I did learn a lot yeah, but so far I haven't used that really well, though of course I'm looking forward to it.

These hobbies made me busy, but on the other hoof, at least I'm doing something kinda productive in my life and that's a nice thing. Also it's all thanks to MLP, literally. I'd never guess I'll be capable of doing anything, but the inspiration and motivation mlp gave me made me give these things a serious try and it's been a great experience, not only in the MLP community.

I'd never guess I'll be watching MLP.

I'd never guess I'll be capable of doing anything besides playing games and things like this.

Also I was never a forum guy to begin with.

... So it's safe to say, that ponies changed a lot in my life, for serious.

There's so much more I'd like to say, but holy balls, I already have a wall of text here. 

Thank you everypony for being a part of this community, being here with me and thank you for all the support you gave me. 

I hope you enjoyed what I had to offer. Perhaps we'll see each other in the future.

I still have some goals to achieve before I leave and even though my illness has slowed me down, I hope everything will be fine in the end.

So yeah... It's sad it already came to this.

If any of you would like to say something or have a question, please feel free to say and ask. 

Thanks. c: