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@Partialgeek514 I have a typical crappy job in a warehouse, sadly.  I used to operate a reach truck (which was a cool job), but they weren't paying me properly, so now I'm staying on the ground, so to speak. 

I'd love to find a better job, but I'm clueless. Pony of success, that's not me. 

@Bastian Yeah it is, to say at least.  

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nuuuuuu I just want to go to sleep and wake up in 2021, I have enough of this year. Totally enough! 

@HereComesTom Yeah, both sides have that problem and while I understand the whole situation and all, it's still difficult to accept that, because people still have bills to pay. No one cares how the next month will look like for us.

The loan I took earlier alone will consume about 60% of the salary I'll have left after taxes. If not the fact I have some savings, I'd have a bad time. It will be a bad time anyway, because I'm sending some money to my family, which will be laughing at their salaries as well.

It would be acceptable if just existing wasn't so expensive.  And by just existing I mean paying for the house (bills/rent/whatever) and paying for the daily tasks (such as getting to the work - wings would be nice) etc.. By default most of the money goes to space, especially during Winter, because heating ain't cheap. You can use only a tiny part of it for your own needs.

2020 has definitely begun to rear its ugly head.