I won't go into the truly personal details, but I can openly talk about things.
Back in 1998 when I was sixteen, I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. Compared with a lot of other people, I was a late bloomer in this regard as usually one would get diagnosed at a much younger age. After this, I've had to deal with problems which aren't just related to my mental disorder. In 2004/2005, I began suffering age issues which have been plaguing me ever since. I don't like getting older and I do have a legitimate fear of dying. It's gotten so bad that I have to take medication to keep myself from going insane. Somehow, I've managed maintain my sanity so I must be doing something right.