My fight with feeling inferior's gotten worse in recent years, partly due to my vertigo and having heard snide comments from aunts, uncles and cousins that lets me know I was right in assuming they think I'm beneath them.
Had been trying to do better with dealing with it, but a friend of about eight years bailed last night after giving me a paragraphs-long list of everything I did wrong that upset his own life. That...has mostly just thrown me. Still in shock over it, but starting to hear that little voice that says "he's right, you've only ever caused problems for others".
I just keep up this mostly cheerful shell to hide it, because any time I've tried opening up about it I just get "aww you need attention", etc. Honestly prefer no attention, but not even being able to vent every now and then just makes all the pain and anger build up.