The constant loop of my mom and stepdad screaming their heads off at one another and calling me the weird one for reacting to it. I really try not to but when it eats up my entire weekend, I just can't help it. I don't understand why they won't divorce, they clearly hate each other and don't respect anyone else enough to stop this toxic madness.
It's also pretty evident my stepdad hates me because all he does is judge me and my life decisions. I honestly feel the same towards him because he causes me and my family so much misery all the time because he takes his pain out on everybody.
I just hate this so much and I wish I could leave! I should've moved out a long time ago, anyways. Maybe I will just move out by myself even though I'm always advised against it because of my "mental health". It would have to be better than how I feel here sometimes.