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    I must respect that person's right for them to believe in that which I may or may not have respect for as long as they respect my right to believe in that which they may or may not have respect for.
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    Philosophy, History, Spirituality, Mathematics, Film, Animation, Video Games, Computer Programming, Boxing and... Religion... Yeah.

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  1. I’m grateful and glad the more I live my Life. Why? Cause I’m making a lot of people around here who hate me for who I am and why I ponder to the point of pure zealotry. Why? Cause it’ll give me the motivation to get good and be a better person compared to my adversaries.

    I made many enemies not only online, but IRL as well. I’ve been, experienced, and witnessed such people who are willing to hate me with the intent of killing me outright. Scary I know, but that’s reality for me since I just want to to come across as an understandable and understanding individual.

    However, don’t take it as if I don’t have anything against people who wanna be cool and friendly with me. As I intend to be cool and friendly with them too and I mostly come across as such IRL who speaks my mind and say as a straightshooter. Somehow my presence alone with my personality IRL attracts mean-spirited, cynical, bigoted and misanthropic people to shit all over me.

    Respect? What’s that? Sounds as old and archaic as Chivalry.

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    2. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      @JonasDarkmane See that’s the beauty behind people you don’t know for sure you’re dealing with online and IRL. While I will admit that my reasoning throughout this post comes across not only overreacting, but paranoid as well there’s a reason for that. You remember the last time we talked about me being a Shia Muslim? The kind of Muslim that are in a minority in the grand scheme of reality.

      People who are in the minority are in the minority for a reason. Because people like us are in grave danger of being ostracized, humiliated, bullied, ridiculed, and even worse. Killed for what we speak and stand for. Look it up. You’ll soon find out how horrific and brutal people like us get killed on a daily basis *cough* Saudi Arabia *cough* just for speaking our minds.

      I will also admit that I’m in a psychiatric hospital and seeking therapy to overcome my mental instabilities. So far my counselor and psychiatrist tells me that I’m making my way to a good recovery. Both physically and mentally. I wonder if my adversaries are?

      I just want people to tolerate my presence and who I am even if they disagree with me because unlike them I don’t intend to disrespect anyone who has a different opinion than me and do my best to understand and acknowledge their points. Do my adversaries (be they hidden or open) do?

      Again you can make your point that I need to draw a line when it comes to Real Life and Online, but Online is just as much of a part of Real Life as Real Life gets. Online is Virtual Reality while Real Life is Real Reality. However, both are intertwined to me IMO and both are necessary to understand Reality as a whole. People can hire a Hitman to assassinate people in real life with the Internet. People can hate online and in real life. People can cyberbully online which will inevitably translate to bullying that individual in Real Life thanks to the Internet. You see how intertwined both The Internet and Real Life actually are?

    3. JonasDarkmane

      JonasDarkmane

      Oh, I know about the rift between Sunni Islam and Shia Islam and how truly brutal it is that is no laughing matter. As for religious marginalization, know about that as well, speaking as a Norse Heathen living in a Christian occupied country. 

       

      As for your adversaries tolerating you, that is for them to decide. It can be rather difficult if other peoples opinions on you matters greatly to you. It gets even more difficult when its strangers opinions on you that you start caring about, or even possible opinions that strangers may hold. Perhaps some things are best left to be unknown and unexplored. Maybe not interesting topics, but rather other peoples thoughts, especially personal ones. 

    4. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      Hmm... interesting point there @JonasDarkmane. One that I never thought of. Strangers may be strangers, but they are people too with hopes and dreams. Strangers reveal a part of their personality when they are interacting with you first time (both Online and IRL) even if they don’t think they are and think they’re being clever disguising their personality as they’re anonymous or some shit. I don’t think ALL Strangers are bad people. Some of them do come across as nice individuals. Take yourself for an example :). It all depends on consistency in terms of how they speak, what are their manners when they speak, and how they’re willing to come across as such to other people.

       

      But I understand what you mean. Human Nature is fickle and unpredictable. Expect the unexpected and all that. While I may not want to think or even tolerate the idea that Humanity has developed misanthropic ideals, I definitely agree with you there that I should expect the unexpected just as much.

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