Pandora
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my head doesn't appear to stop hurting lol but after so many weeks.. finally that weird eye twitch thingy stopped. {it lasted a long time.. hopefully it doesn't return quick..} I am dead tired lately though after having been sick ;; I only keep myself awake so my cat has some play time before we go bed again after work -- i am keeping my fingers crossed that i can get progress done on art that is long overdue though :c <3 +worried about a friend aswell.. very worried
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Time to Cash In on the new mod in town <3
Pandora replied to Ice Princess Silky 's topic in Throne Room
*holds her wallet* cash out! -
The small bean would take the paper but didn’t really read it and wrote “Panpanville” on it rather sloppily before filling the paper up with drawings and giving it back to ghost after as if proud of her work. She did stay away from ghosts writing. She just… added her own mark to it. -
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If i could say something to my bullies from my childhood that caused great trauma it would of been something along these lines
"How does it feel to know that I am capable of more than you will ever know, don't tell me i'm not good enough. You won't knock me down anymore."
this was probably the biggest trauma for me to deal with in my life; these people had created me to go into a state of depression when we just started with life; age 7; i went downhill but kept going, age 14 i was so emotionally damaged that i had to visit therapy after therapy, psychiatrist, etcetera. At home wasn't safe, it was hell. If it wasn't for my friend, James, coming into my life I wouldn't be here anymore. He was the one person who still believed in me and told me I could when no one else would.
I'm just glad that the past is.. the past. The past hurts but the future doesn't have to.
I'm still learning a lot, i still get disconnections and feelings of hurt that are related to the past and moments i can't shut off. I'm trying really hard to be better version of myself, trying is all i can do;
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Communicating? but with autism + trauma's it's kinda hard ;; Music - piano in particular but given that i come from a poor family and even classes were so $$$ i never got a chance to; would have loved to though, i find the sound very calming Anything that requires my back to function properly {my back is damaged so that won't happen in a life time}
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to sleep but i am nervous; {i have to be on camera tomorrow for something from work.. & i'm still sick and yeah i'm not looking the best for that rn; work will be applying so much pressure again tomorrow and i really don't enjoy working anymore when thats something i used to love quite a lot, not to mention one my favorite people is not there anymore because they fired them only to hire a person who doesn't work and talks trash behind people's back..} + waiting on airco
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About if i should vent out my feelings through story writing regarding one of my oc's with a darker theme. It might help me fall asleep to write it out; + it makes characters story grow--- I do think i'd keep the story private as to not bother anyone with it.
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Considering to throw in a price change for my full colored art with bg.. but is it going to be too much?
2 characters + props + full detail, full background for only 45$ feels very low for me especially with the amount of time i'm spending on it;
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@Kujamih i only do commissions as a side job so i don't necessarily need them. The only + is that it would give me the ability to commission other artists myself or get something extra for myself. I work a heavy factory job and i noticed that earning so little for something that takes up a lot of my time which i already don't have much is adding stress.. especially when people start wanting more and more into the commissions {props, backgrounds etcetera} not to mention that it depends on a person too, like some people have angel patience and let me take my time.. others don't have patience at all and start demanding me to finish it in rapid tempo which applies more pressure and stress and often results in drawings i'm not happy with myself.
I'd rather work on making it worth it than making it not worth it if i do and sometimes i feel like even smaller commissions like the little YCH's are more worth it, they take up less of my time but can earn me an equal amount of cash in less time. <3
i do plan setting up new rules etcetera too
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Oh! Then a rule change it is! I second your decision on rule change, especially the required time limit.
If money isnt an issue to you and health is more important. You can request that you have more time to finish the job and have lesser pay or just apply a rule that you arent restricted by time etc.
Also lessening the work load to help you finish the job is also a good plan of yours. This can ease your work load plus you can get more comissions if you need it to be.
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She would give a slow nod of her head... but was she really a fan though? She just thought this one needed a hug is all. "Respect.." She would copy but would cross through the word "Ponyville" on her little selfmade banner and added "Tartarus" While holding it up since ponyville already won. Except the banner did still say "Tartarus please" Instead of vote. -
my mood is genuinely dropping -- ignoring sucks
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What made you sad/ angry/ negative emotion today?
Pandora replied to twiia's topic in General Discussion
That I’m still sick bothers me cause my mood cleared up but my body just doesn’t want to fix itself lol and I might have to go see doctor for my eye -
Pan would stare up at Sombra with her big eyes and would scoot over to them. She would go and hug the pony’s hoof. She wasn’t afraid of him somehow.. she just felt they needed a hug.
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She would squeal when she was was given the new plushie. “Yay~!” She squeaked as she would hug both the new plushie and her favorite brother bunny. they were even more lucky considering that ponyville won this match!
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Pans facial expression changed from a scared one to a sad one when the stranger called her a ‘hindrance.’ She has always been around ghostbit. Without thinking she would grab her bamboo plushie and whacked White light with it. she always finds her way back to ghost.. and just about then she would turn to him to see the new plushie he was making.
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The small bean would whimper and hide behind the bunny, she didn’t like where this was going and muttered. “Panpan scared” as she tugged on his tail.
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For King & waiting to get better;
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Mostly.. time; there's never enough time to process everything going on Time, music, art, friends. Those things? days where there's no work so there's a lot less pressure. {the country has a tendency to add pressure to it's people with it's dumb rules & things}
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fi i dont sneeze so much i can maybe get some art done ;; maybe just hopeful thoughts
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probably.. geeky / collector? / into other languages
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The small bean would hold up a sign that reads “ponyville.. please..” she should have added vote but eh.. she’s not competitive. Just wants to support her favorite ghost bunny!
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With hair the other one is just freaky
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thank you <3 Now slowly trying to process everything that happened but i did get sick along the way; probably from stress tho.. but my boss called today and said i could be free friday so i did said i wanted that. it means i have weekend now and can start working on healing slowly;
Very cute and amazing art once again! 
