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I need a breather from life.. my sweetest bean died, it’ll be silent without her and worse to no longer get her kisses when I’m in bad mood; I feel really bad I wasn’t there for her in final moment cause I took a quick shower.. I wish I could just reverse time rn.. I don’t think I can do my job properly tomorrow.. they set me up for the hardest task but I don’t think I’d be able to concentrate rn..
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Today okay but worried too my oldest guineapig is not eating again not even from fruit/ veggies bowl I fear the end is coming close..
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nervous, nervous.. new work contract.. they are basically forcing me to give up my day off whenever they want me to even while they know i have this day off to give my back a break. Now i fear that they'll keep me going until i cannot get out of bed anymore and have to call in hospital.. this is where i hate having something that people cannot see but i can feel. Because you don't see it, it's simply.. not there.. according to work.. but i didn't ask for getting two car accidents in my life. nowadays my pain already expands to my legs and i get so much pain from my back that i end up feeling so nauseaus i could vomit, it wakes me up. I'm terrified for that outcome.. what if they force me so much that I'm getting a dangerous surgery forced on me?! there's no insurance for that.. + my schedule is changing every single day, they've applied so much pressure.. i am so close to getting a burnout from it all. Yes, at work I smile, at home I break. I can put on a pokerface but that doesn't mean I don't break under stress. Not helping that the few people who made me hold my head up are forced to quit! :c Instead am left with people who are grumpy and rather unfriendly..
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if i can get myself to finally watch this series i'd been meaning ot watch, this past few week i wanted to watch it but everytime i did, i fell asleep after just 2 minutes of watching because work tired me out so much.{+ my eyetwitch issue still hasn't gone away} and what i hsould eat tomorrow
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you mean Foive? Does anyone have duct tape? this mod needs.. special help and possibly their fingers taped too! O: #1 + 2
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2 - never
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3, Simon says, "MODS BE QUIET~"
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huh i'm confused it's saying for this "Princess silky quoted you in a topic" but then it was poofed
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wraps with honey & mustard dressing in it
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frustrated - that is all
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13 {1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20) Quick someone do the other 20!
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1 sssshhh Lets not wake the mods again
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it's not even finished yet but woo <3 makes me wanna watch fast and furious which it's made for!!
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about king <3 {yeh bf just nickname king} What to name an oc of mine and how some people are doing
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How is everyone?
i'm glad this week is overrr <3 i've been spending most of my time working and sleeping and just away from activity online because of so tired-
*hugs*
I hope next week is a lot better for you, my friend!
Mine has been alright, I've been a little tired at times too, but the weekend should be great with more racing to watch (yeah, that's the case almost every weekend now). 
I'm trying to be a little more active here again, as the forums have in general been more lively recently. 
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currently very sleepy <3 but i'm really glad the week is over. It was very rough y w y <3 staying awake for king rn tho.. <3 meanie bean keeping me up D:>
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staff And the new Administrator of the MLPForums is...
Pandora replied to Ice Princess Silky 's topic in Throne Room
Congrats on this it's well deserved <3 sorry for my slowness.. {As expected of a panda} i have been too sleepy to do much but hope it all goes well and goodluck on this part of the team! -
I’d prefer my bed now if that’s okay, life is just kicking my guts and even if this week just started.. I want the weekend!
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Quite sad bc I had a rough day, Friday I made so many mistakes at work. I feel I’m growing closer to a burn out with all the pressure they apply and every hour they force something new upon me. i do like kings support & care 💜 just sad I get home to be so dead exhausted but my chest going bonkers
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Panpan would just try and make everyone believe it’s a moon by continuesly pointing and going “Panpan.. Moon!” she’d probably drag ghost into this to help her too so Silky be lucky, smoll bean is on her side!
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about how to conquer my fears and become better at this thing called life, trying to become a better person aswell as trying to regain some confidence i lost a long, long time ago. The past has always been haunting me for years, i've always cried and felt so out of place. Thinking it's time to change, life can come to an end so suddenly it's not good to sit in the past.
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*awkward panpan noises intensify*
It feels okay to do a face reveal but also so awkward and nerveracking for me;
eeyup i did on stream and was asked twice if i knew but the thing is.. i knew!
I just have to get over my fears.. and over the thought process of not being allowed to be there because people told me i wasn't and that i should be dead, abomination, etc. {this is not online, i was told this irl as a child many many times}
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happy king is feeling better ; _ ; <3 staph getting sick my love
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Sleepy but i'm over my sleep y - y lol <3 So instead we listen pretty songs and enjoy the night
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king
The motorcycle races were definitely interesting ones. Sadly my Moto2 favorite Pedro Acosta crashed out, but the races were otherwise nice. 
It helps that there are no riders I really dislike. 
