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Some spammer named @Morpheus gets banned from the forums. Silky: Morpheus just got banned from the Forums? We're screwed. @Luna the Great of all the Russias If that is Morpheus then it is better that we all take the blue pill. Too much nonsense. Time to go to sleep.

It is cloudy over here, too! I am feeling a bit tired. I always joked that I was "solar powered" because the sunlight makes me feel energized and empowered. Also, I am LOVING that pink arrow that @Rikifive added to the site that directs us all to the top. Feeling very grateful despite my tiredness. You have been going through a lot. Remember to be gentle with yourself. Do not judge yourself for feeling this way. Just feel and try to be understanding of yourself, okay? As you would to a good friend.

Ooooh, this is such a fun thread to make! That's right @Cash In I am about to spill all the tea on what you did. "Silky, don't spill the tea!" @Astralshy NOT THAT TEA, ASTRAL! Ahem! So the reason why this thread is fun is because it explains the lore behind why this is the only moderator singled out on this thread for counting. So, without further ado. Here it is. The Betrayal Of @Cash In. So, before a Moderation position is even offered, there are a series of trials that a person has to go through and pass. I remember when his application was processed and a potential interview was being discussed within Administration. I had set myself off to offer one of said trials due to his interest. I appeared to him and made an offer. I wanted to test his skill and his ability to gather, protect and guide people in a large group. So, I approached him. And I asked him to gather the counters to harass Moderation into working hard to break their counting streak. He was hesitant at first, suspicious and full of doubt. Asking me, "Oh yeah? How do I know that can I trust you? That you will not betray me and spy for the other side?" I remember smirking and saying, "You do not know if you can trust me. I am neither on your side nor theirs. I am neutral. If I see one side is becoming too powerful, if your group is too strong -- I may intervene to balance it out. If Moderation is too strong, then I will help to cultivate your team to counter them. I aim for balance and full neutrality." "Alright," Cash in agreed. "I will do this." So, I set him off to observe how he managed, guided and protected the massive group. And, to my surprise, overtime he was able to make this into a massive success. Leading his group into a whomping victory of proper coordination against being thwarted in their counting! The team work and hard effort was fun and encouraging to see. Friendships bloomed from it and a record was broken on that thread! Inspirational quotes shared. As trial after trial passed. Finally, an interview was granted. And @Cash In would be announced as the new mod. People were horrified.... @Nsxile was absolutely outraged! He decided to take it upon himself to lead the counters from there! He kicked Cashin out of the group - and me - D: ( "Khajiit did nothing! Khajiit is innocent of this crime!" ) And then made the Count Until A Cash In Posts. :v So there you have it, folks. The Betrayal of Cashin and his fun-slaying ways. I had nothing to do with it, I am 100% innocent. Feel free to judge him. We all do. :v Cashin. You traitor. Stop doing the thing that you did. :v

Awww. Thank you! I am now curious about what it is that you posted and I am thinking if I should try it out sometime, too.

*sips from a mug with peculiar text on it that reads: Your Tears as she smirks between your howls of pain* Anyway. Those are my thoughts for the night. c:

I am thinking about people who hold hatred in their heart and how much of a disservice this can be to themselves than to whatever target they wish to harm. Recently, I was asked to draw an Anubis pony. I remember when my best friend @Sir Hugsalot told me about how, after life, Anubis puts your (symbolic) heart on one side of a weight scale and a feather on the other. I find the symbolism here quite intense. If your heart is too heavy with hatred, how can you grow? If your heart is as light as a feather, you find you are more receptive to things and changes in life. Like a child. (Ultimately, I am merely speaking my own personal beliefs. What has worked for me and may not work for you. But from my personal observations and the observations of humanity for thousands of years, it appears that there are more useful things in life to focus on than wanting to see others go down. :v At the risk of this getting too heavy, just know that I wish for everyone to also be healed and to grow past their challenges and overcome them. I had a really nice day with you guys and hope to keep sharing nice things together.

Like... I am finally healing. Slowly but surely, another fragment of my (figurative) heart is slowly recovering. Causing a certain fuzzy glow to shine. Five or six months and I am finally reaching a point where I might actually be able to be myself again. How strange... the impact that others can have on one. Why should it matter? Why should it matter that I feel happy that a friend of mine is doing better and healing and is back in my life? Why should it matter that people I love and care about are doing well and it makes my own heart feel like it is shining and gaining nourishment? There are still some parts that need polishing, but progress is better than stagnation. I know it sounds like ridiculously obvious questions... but this was not helping me before. Until I got rid of the weeds that were insidiously restricting the nutrients. Get rid of what has been suffocating you and finally you can enjoy and absorb the healing and beauty that is latent and waiting for you. I love people. I wish to see more of them thrive and overcome their challenges. I am feeling hopeful and motivated tonight.

Sorry. Your entry here entraps your soul forever. Should have read the fine print. Now learn friendship or suffer the consequences.

Sparklefan already getting creative. XD

So sorry, sweetie. We are here for you and we care. Never the best feeling. I would like to DM you to talk about it. ;~; I hope you remember to self care and also recharge. Remember, lovelies. It is okay to not feel okay. Just please find healthy ways to cope or manage these negative emotions. ;~; We worry.

Going to be sending you these in the form of a rar file. Pony Smilies.rar If you can download these and then dump them all here, I would greatly appreciate it!

Flowers sent? Friendships made or rekindled?! haha if this were literally a business -- you cannot tell me there is no such thing as a dream job.

Safety

Send them a flower and see what might happen. @DubWolf @ExplosionMare

*happily hugs* It makes me happy to see my friends so happy. This has had me SO PSYCHED! People on here were asking me why I was so happy and I dared not say why ahahaha but yay, you said it, so now I can, too.

Rock star pone!

That is great. It am feeling excited to see you have new family pets to your home! How does that make you feel? c:

hahahahahahah dang it guys -- AND THEN YOU WONDER WHY YOU ARE BEING SENT TO FRIENDSHIP CAMP!!!! (jk, sending one to @Sir Hugsalot now just to confuse him) c:<