mega thread How are you feeling?

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

23 hours ago, Starlight Serenade said:

Yesn't XD I admit I'm embarrassed and excited!

I got slightly ahead for one class by completing a 2,000 word paper early, however- the goal for today was that I needed to do a bunch of review for my Ops course. This week we have a lot of stats/excel functions to work with and I have a complex quiz due by Monday. The rest of my classmates are freaking out over the material and we are all nervous(even though we did great on the exam last week).

I was supposed to gain a better understanding of the materials today, but decided to play a game for the first time in a long time(thanks to a certain someone here- YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE). I had a timer and was only going to play for 30 mins, but the next thing I knew -  I randomly met someone and we hit it off...so much so that I forgot to study and its bedtime now.

Idk what happened to the past several hours! We really hit it off and it felt so natural talking to them over voice chat for hours and I don't usually do that.

Well at least I got my mind off/relaxed for a day, I guess? I really need to review 3 hours worth of material and practice questions tomorrow (bleh)...however, the new person I met told me that they wanted to talk to me again tomorrow and we shared info

Disappointed, but trying to keep my chin up. The last post did not age well, looking back I was optimistic AF as I thought that I met a new friend that understood me.

Spoiler

To put it VERY lightly- I saw that person's true colors today. It turned out that they are a hardcore supporter for a horrible group of people that really hates other diverse groups of people. They said something to me that really upset me, which in turn- I kindly eviscerated them verbally and blocked them immediately. Good riddance.

The other minor note today was that I made a little more headway on my schoolwork.

[Rafa Stary 3,109]

32 minutes ago, Starlight Serenade said:

Disappointed, but trying to keep my chin up. The last post did not age well, looking back I was optimistic AF as I thought that I met a new friend that understood me.

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To put it VERY lightly- I saw that person's true colors today. It turned out that they are a hardcore supporter for a horrible group of people that really hates other diverse groups of people. They said something to me that really upset me, which in turn- I kindly eviscerated them verbally and blocked them immediately. Good riddance.

The other minor note today was that I made a little more headway on my schoolwork.

That is really bad, that's why it's always good to be cautious and know very well about those who we consider as our friends, they can be very bad people or even criminals. Hope it doesn't happen again and that you're feeling better now 

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

1 hour ago, Rafa Stary said:

That is really bad, that's why it's always good to be cautious and know very well about those who we consider as our friends, they can be very bad people or even criminals. Hope it doesn't happen again and that you're feeling better now 

Thank you Raf, I am okay right now. I am just disappointed. 

I usually try to be cautious and some times I feel like I hit it off really well with people, but then it just takes a nosedive.  

They seemed like a nice and normal person at first, but then it seemingly came out of nowhere as something reminded them of the absolute disdain for a certain group of people they had and I wanted nothing of it. 

Edited June 21, 2024 by Starlight Serenade
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[Mirage 24,770]

4 hours ago, GodlyWolf said:

Feeling good enough to kick @Mirage's but at a duel 

 

Yugioh style

Let us dance under the moonlight then...

When no pony can hear you screaming.

Muhahaha!

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

Exasperated as my folks are driving me crazy and I'm tired of being in the middle of arguments. I do so much to keep things together, but my patience is starting to wane badly.

[GodlyWolf Gusty 2,147]

Feeling good. Today's movie day.

 

First it was Godzilla, now it's the movie 65 with Adam Driver 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,400]

Stressful in full regards to this heat as I'm upstairs  

[Rafa Stary 3,109]

4 hours ago, Starlight Serenade said:

Exasperated as my folks are driving me crazy and I'm tired of being in the middle of arguments. I do so much to keep things together, but my patience is starting to wane badly.

Friendships are hard to maintain, it's always good to see you fighting to see your friends hope, but if it's not working and all you feel or receive from these friendships is negativity, then the best I think you can do is just take a break from them, or simply move on, it's what I've done with my final brazilian ex-friend from Facebook a few months ago, we had good moments but he was mostly just so negative and annoying, and I was always there to help him or to make him happy but he kept complaining about lot of stuff like that I didn' care about him, even though I said multiple times that he was one of the only two persons that I cared about in that site, and I just used the messenger app because of him. If a friendship is not working no matter how much you try to keep it, and if it's specially, making you feel bad, then it's better to just move on from it, it's a unfortunate but also the only choice, I'm feeling much better now, I think it may be good for you too, at least that's what I believe.

[Tao 7,776]

Odd,  I did a full bio on a mlp oc random-like....

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

1 hour ago, Rafa Stary said:

Friendships are hard to maintain, it's always good to see you fighting to see your friends hope, but if it's not working and all you feel or receive from these friendships is negativity, then the best I think you can do is just take a break from them, or simply move on, it's what I've done with my final brazilian ex-friend from Facebook a few months ago, we had good moments but he was mostly just so negative and annoying, and I was always there to help him or to make him happy but he kept complaining about lot of stuff like that I didn' care about him, even though I said multiple times that he was one of the only two persons that I cared about in that site, and I just used the messenger app because of him. If a friendship is not working no matter how much you try to keep it, and if it's specially, making you feel bad, then it's better to just move on from it, it's a unfortunate but also the only choice, I'm feeling much better now, I think it may be good for you too, at least that's what I believe.

Thank you for your kind words. I'm sorry to hear that about your ex-friend. Some people I met in the past few months since I have returned here really made me reconsider things. I think I need to reevaluate some things.

Edited June 21, 2024 by Starlight Serenade
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[Ice Princess Silky <3 13,929]

I’m feeling.. really proud of everyone. Things have been so peaceful and kind despite so much chaos and everyone seems to have grown in a more positive light.

19 hours ago, Rafa Stary said:

That is really bad, that's why it's always good to be cautious and know very well about those who we consider as our friends, they can be very bad people or even criminals. Hope it doesn't happen again and that you're feeling better now 

I’m so sorry to hear about this. I HATE being forced into the middle person of someone else’s arguments but we’re here for you if you ever need to vent. Or share nice things. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,400]

58 minutes ago, Ice Princess Silky said:

I’m feeling.. really proud of everyone. Things have been so peaceful and kind despite so much chaos and everyone seems to have grown in a more positive light.

I’m so sorry to hear about this. I HATE being forced into the middle person of someone else’s arguments but we’re here for you if you ever need to vent. Or share nice things. 

I'm feeling happy that you're really proud of everyone @Ice Princess Silky , have a listen to R.E.M.'s Shinny Happy People  

@Starlight Serenade @Rafa Stary @GodlyWolf

While I take view of this gorgeous summer sunset, I can't help but feel that I'm becoming Another Brick in the Wall  

On 2024-06-20 at 11:56 AM, TheRockARooster said:

I’m fine, feeling a little chilly though.

I'm fine too, but in America, I'm suffering from the opposite of cold  

[GodlyWolf Gusty 2,147]

14 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

I'm feeling happy that you're really proud of everyone @Ice Princess Silky , 

@Starlight Serenade @Rafa Stary @GodlyWolf

While I take view of this gorgeous summer sunset, I can't help but feel that I'm becoming Another Brick in the Wall  

 

Maybe we all are bricks in the wall. We support each other and if one of us is about to give, then the rest of us will hold you in place as best we can.

 

And like like bricks in a wall we are together in this

[Cash In 22,345]

Legs still hurt from work yesterday. Will be starting a new job next week, so yeah, that should be interesting.

[TheRockARooster 51,398]

I’m fine, starting to feel tired though.

Edited June 22, 2024 by TheRockARooster

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

Slight relief. I ended up pulling an all-nighter last night and turned in my assignments early. I still have a lot of work to do for these final 2 weeks of classes.

I'm going to take a small break and reflect on things because I am realizing that something that I want is intangible and that I may have to find it elsewhere.

Edited June 23, 2024 by Starlight Serenade

[GodlyWolf Gusty 2,147]

Feeling "Meh" today at work. It's going to be a long day. Not really happy or upset. Just blah and feeling the day willbedonewhenever it's done 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 13,929]

Nervous and excited but making some big changes! 
 

also excited to meet up with some forum friends. Some are shy and wish not to be mentioned. Others are @Dynamo Pad @Skylight Scintillate and my beloved @Sir Hugsalot… goodness how I miss our huge gatherings with people! Lol 

The adventure isn’t over yet, though. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,400]

I feel confident @Ice Princess Silky 's adventure will enter a happier chapter  

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

Excited and nervous with so many things this weekend and upcoming week.
 

This is the last week for my summer semester.  It has been a tough 7 weeks so far, but I am in the end game with week 8.

I’ve been preparing for the OSCM final and looking to take it when it opens early on Wednesday morning. I want to get it over with already. On top of that- I have 2 large group papers due for Global Marketing as well this week. 
 

On another note- I have been meaning to do this when I had more time, but with the month ending, I am planning to write a blog post later regarding my personal journey and something that means a lot to me.

Edited June 30, 2024 by Starlight Serenade

[Ice Princess Silky <3 13,929]

40 minutes ago, Starlight Serenade said:

On another note- I have been meaning to do this when I had more time, but with the month ending, I am planning to write a blog post later regarding my personal journey and something that means a lot to me.

YES OH MY GOSH, same!!! We should really kick ourselves to get to it but then life gets so distracting 

[Starlight Serenade 3,311]

3 minutes ago, Ice Princess Silky said:

YES OH MY GOSH, same!!! We should really kick ourselves to get to it but then life gets so distracting 

For sure! Every little thing adds up and next thing you know- it’s Sunday already! 

[Tao 7,776]

I adulted yesterday and cleaned my apt and did some cooking .  

[Bizarre Wizard 5,013]

Feeling kind of meh...

Was busy all the weekend and missing something important to recharge myself before new working week. 

28 minutes ago, Tao said:

I adulted yesterday and cleaned my apt and did some cooking .  

I'm proud of you. 

[Tao 7,776]

14 minutes ago, Crypty Scribbles said:

Feeling kind of meh...

Was busy all the weekend and missing something important to recharge myself before new working week. 

I'm proud of you. 

Thanks 

(Mostly I did my main cleaning and etc so on my next day off I can just watch anime and read my books)

 

Better after a shower!