writing The key to my heart

[Finesthour 7,287]

The key to my heart

You think I am strange, that much is clear.

You try to push me away, but I come right back.

We have known each other for such a short time...

Yet it feels I have known you for life.

You have caused my days to seem brighter.

You have made the dark clouds dissapear.

I can feel the dark side inside of me die down,

As the feeling of love is flowing through me.

I know you want nothing to do with me...

But I will continue to like you.

My heart is a strong thing, while feeble.

And it has attached itself to you.

You hold the key to fix the remains of my heart.

You are able to unlock the happiness within.

The only way to let my heart go...

Is for you to destroy it yourself.

Edited December 24, 2011 by PinkiePie

[Inkfeather 597]

Give her this, If she wont believe you after this then she's not worth it.

[Ganondork 42]

Oooh, pretty good read. O:

[Finesthour 7,287]

Give her this, If she wont believe you after this then she's not worth it.

 

I will not accept this.

 

If she does not believe my feelings to be true, I will continue trying.

[Inkfeather 597]

To show her they are true, GIVE HER THIS. Any person should love it.

[Sheogorath 1,155]

I don't know if she frankly is worth it. Humans are unreliable feeble selfish creatures that resist personal growth and introspection with all their strength.

People are afraid to admit that other people are people too, have feelings and actually possess a degree of worth to them that deserves respect.

 

Limerence that you are experiencing may convince you to do silly things, like cling to an emotion you have constructed in your mind based on time together and the incorrect false image of the person you thought you know. In the end though you'll discover that the person you loved does not exist, but actually is a whole different individual who only either presented to you a false personality to gain your favor momentarily until she grew tired of it, or whom you attributed properties that do not exist.

I would say that before pursuing any course of action you spend some time, like three years in personal contemplation and trying to understand yourself in further detail. So you will be better prepared to deal with other people as well.

 

I am saying this all, not to judge or to bash your hopes, but because I care about you as a person and have spent time thinking your situation, and the feelings that keep tossing you around like a bag of peas.

So don't go prodding the fire if you don't have a bucket of water ready, you may get burned even worse

[Inkfeather 597]

 

I don't know if she frankly is worth it. Humans are unreliable feeble selfish creatures that resist personal growth and introspection with all their strength.

People are afraid to admit that other people are people too, have feelings and actually possess a degree of worth to them that deserves respect.

 

Limerence that you are experiencing may convince you to do silly things, like cling to an emotion you have constructed in your mind based on time together and the incorrect false image of the person you thought you know. In the end though you'll discover that the person you loved does not exist, but actually is a whole different individual who only either presented to you a false personality to gain your favor momentarily until she grew tired of it, or whom you attributed properties that do not exist.

I would say that before pursuing any course of action you spend some time, like three years in personal contemplation and trying to understand yourself in further detail. So you will be better prepared to deal with other people as well.

 

I am saying this all, not to judge or to bash your hopes, but because I care about you as a person and have spent time thinking your situation, and the feelings that keep tossing you around like a bag of peas.

So don't go prodding the fire if you don't have a bucket of water ready, you may get burned even worse

 

 

(I put it in a spoiler to avoid another wall of text.)

 

I could not have put it better myself. Everything Pencils here said is the painfull truth about the society we live in.

I would also recommend you to take precautions when seeking the feeling of love. I learned this the hard way and as Pencils said: I didn't "have a bucket of water" and I got burned pretty bad, 8 month and still feel the aching.

 

It never hurts to presents ones feeling to the outside world, but the answer to those feelings might, so be well prepared.

[D1SC0RD 987]

Yup. Pencils hit the nail on the head.

 

There's nothing I have to add.

[pondus30 152]

Nice work on that one

[Sheogorath 1,155]

Yup. Pencils hit the nail on the head.

 

There's nothing I have to add.

 

Yes, D1SC0RD gets it ^^ It is important for a person to keep in mind that when you go confessing to someone your feelings, they have their own feelings of the situation too, and it is rude to enforce your own on them once you have been rejected.

 

You may feel like a victim, but do not make the subject of your own emotions a victim of them! Friendship is no "second place" to a relationship, if anything it is more valuable as it allows you to see others for what they are, love them for who they are, not what you perceive them as.

 

Have patience, self discipline and spine to face a rejection, move on and clear your head.

 

Edit: It is not a matter of her believing your feelings to be true or false, It is matter of her having her own feelings and idea of the situation. Persisting to push your own to hers will only harm your relationship and make her feel bad for no reason at all other than your own egoistic assumption that your feelings alone are enough.

 

Please, respect her and yourself and get some distance to the situation.

Edited December 24, 2011 by Pencils