General Chat Thread

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Ugh, I hate being stuck at work. But at least I get to chat with you fine folks.

[Finesthour 7,287]

 

This was written as a song. (God I'm fucking retarded when I feel sad.) Twisted emotions occurring inside, getting ready to go on a motherfucking ride. Happiness was a feeling on which I once thrived, but now a new feeling on the shore once dark has arrived. I thought I was strong and right, ready to fight these dark things inside the light. My problems so small, thought I could tear down this wall. Because everyday more and more people die, the battle for souls and they are on the front lines. Yet I stay behind, living inside what's left of my mind. You see I write this now in the heat of this fight, trying to let go with all of my might. I don't think I can, don't want to be a man. Stay here and cry, sit here and wonder why... Sadness takes over now, go ahead and take your bow. Emo songs really do reek, cleansing words is what I now seek. God I hate myself when I feel like this.

 

[Gatekeeper Giggle 2,902]

 

 

his is how edgy I used to be. There's so much worse.

Edgy indeed. But it's written rather well, all things considered.  

[Finesthour 7,287]

 

 

 

(Wrote this at 12:13 PM after a night of no sleep. God, mistakes aplenty.) Do you want to know why I fight so hard, ready to put my life on the line? Willing to fight for anything, willing to let people hate my guts? The reason is quite simple, yet it is close to my heart. I fight anti-cloppers for one reason, and one reason alone. I fight for the feelings of my friends, I fight for those who are afraid to speak. So many people spread their words of hate and anger, anger directed towards many people here. And in their fear of being hated, they stay quiet. They stay quiet, fearful of the people we call friends. They come to me for comfort, come for me to help. And in return, I fight for those who are silent. I am ready to make sure that the hate is stopped, even by a small bit. For my friends mean everything to me, and their pain is my own. As long as there are people who spread their hate, I will fight for my friends. No matter what, I will fight hard for them. Because no one here is disgusting, we are all family. Even if someone tries to tell you that you are different, it doesn't mean you are. You all have a friend who is there for you, who is ready to fight. I may not be the best friend, but I will try my best to keep my friends happy. So my friends, you can stay behind me as I fight. I am ready to accept all the hate, I am ready to take the beating. The hate will cease one day, the hate will soon be gone. We will go back to happiness, we will go back to joy. One day I hope, I hope is very soon.

 

CRAAAAWLING IN MY SKIIIIN

[Count Paradox 3,548]

 

 

 

 

 

 

CRAAAAWLING IN MY SKIIIIN

ykno could be worse Edited March 31, 2015 by Count Paradox

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

@, @@Count Paradox, @,

 

 

Bet you never heard of this language before.

Edited March 31, 2015 by Ganaram Inukshuk

[Count Paradox 3,548]

@, @@Count Paradox, @,

 

can't watch it right now, work internet is too shitty

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

 

can't watch it right now, work internet is too shitty

 

Then queue it and watch it later.

 

We're going back to Home Depot for the third day in a row.

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

 

I literally read this as a spoken word rap lmao

 

 

 

 

Why, hello there. ;D

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Then queue it and watch it later.We're going back to Home Depot for the third day in a row.

whatchagonnabuild!?

[Moon Rat 4,772]

Repost from another forum:

 

 

Meanwhile, food has been making me sick, lately

 

I Hope I'm not coming down with anything :x

[Gatekeeper Giggle 2,902]

@, @@Count Paradox, @,

 

 

Bet you never heard of this language before.

*Stormgiggle counterattacks with a video of his own!* 

 

[Finesthour 7,287]

I literally read this as a spoken word rap lmao

 

Why, hello there. ;D

I posted like, 3 "suicide threats" a day.

Man, what was I thinking.

[Gatekeeper Giggle 2,902]

Repost from another forum:

 Oh my gosh! Are you going to be okay!?

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

I posted like, 3 "suicide threats" a day.

Man, what was I thinking.

Yeah, that's a bit silly. Good thing those were empty threats though. :z

[Finesthour 7,287]

Yeah, that's a bit silly. Good thing those were empty threats though. :z

Well, I would "try" to kill myself for attention for sure. I only actually hurt myself once, and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK OW THIS SUCKS WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS"

[Count Paradox 3,548]

... why do I suddenly feel like I'm being looked down upon, and the people looking down on me are going, "god, this guy is weird?"

[Finesthour 7,287]

... why do I suddenly feel like I'm being looked down upon, and the people looking down on me are going, "god, this guy is weird?"

Well I am looking at you, but instead I'm thinking "damn dat ass"

[Gatekeeper Giggle 2,902]

... why do I suddenly feel like I'm being looked down upon, and the people looking down on me are going, "god, this guy is weird?"

If it's any consolation, I don't think you're weird. 

[Moon Rat 4,772]

Oh my gosh! Are you going to be okay!?

I hope so.

 

I've lost quite a bit of weight, lately :/

[Finesthour 7,287]

... why do I suddenly feel like I'm being looked down upon, and the people looking down on me are going, "god, this guy is weird?"

To be quite honest though, I take pride in being weird myself.

Who the hell wants to be normal anyway?

[Gatekeeper Giggle 2,902]

 

 

I hope so. I've lost quite a bit of weight, lately :/

You need to eat, even if food makes you feel weird! Have you seen a doctor about all this? 

[Moon Rat 4,772]

You need to eat, even if food makes you feel weird! Have you seen a doctor about all this?

oh, I do eat.

just not as often as I used to

 

I think it's just my body changing

 

I'm craving salads and healthy stuff more, now

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Well I am looking at you, but instead I'm thinking "damn dat ass"

uh, thanks?

 

If it's any consolation, I don't think you're weird.

 

thank you...

 

To be quite honest though, I take pride in being weird myself.

Who the hell wants to be normal anyway?

I know, but... it feels like I might have said something wrong, and weirded out a person or two, and that idea is making me a bit depressed... I don't know why...

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

Well, I would "try" to kill myself for attention for sure. I only actually hurt myself once, and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK OW THIS SUCKS WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS"

This is exactly why I couldn't kill myself unless it was something super fast and quick like a gunshot. I'm a complete pansy with 0 pain tolerance.

... why do I suddenly feel like I'm being looked down upon, and the people looking down on me are going, "god, this guy is weird?"

What makes you think that?