Count to a million

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[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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[DasCapschen 7,775]

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Back

 

I feel a thousand times better

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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Yay, 1 hour, 31 minutes and 40 seconds!

[Pastel 7,630]

Whoa, is very close to 50000 posts here.

 

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[DasCapschen 7,775]

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Hello Blobulle

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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Hello Bulle!

[Pastel 7,630]

Hello :3

 

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[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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If posts were to count in here, he would probably get a special "God of MLPF" ranking tailored for him. :comeatus:

Hai Blo!

[Deano 1,704]

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Wow, work's finally calmed down a bit, and I've got half an hour to spare.

 

Happy 18th Birthday Raritas! (If you're here)

 

Welcome back CAPS!

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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NECTAR

 

How are you my friend? Weather ok?

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,401]

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I guess, to tell the truth, it's not actually the speedposting itself that annoys me, it's myself and my life

 

With work and all I have barely time here anymore and everytime I have, I do also other stuff. I write fics, I RP, looking on other sites,chatting on Skype/PMs, buying stuff, washing dishes, cleaning, playing games.

 

Back when I started here, I only have a practrical experience, often done before 3 PM and a 8 minute way from there to home, only needed to be there at 7 AM, no waking up at 4 AM already, I had holidays. I RPd too sooner or later, but it wasnt much, barely other sides I where in. I still played games but found enough time to do so. Also could sleep even after midnight.

 

The speed here was also acceptable fast, even me

 

And now?

 

Already waking up at 4 AM. Often done after 3-5 PM, over a hour way to home, need to be there 7 AM(Work place), 7:30 AM(Practical experience) 8 AM(Work place on monday and work school) but still leaving in extreme case already at 5:25 AM, no holidays, only vacation. I'm in a lot of RPs, other sides watching everyday to check, playing games but not much time. And I barely can stay awake after midnight, no 2 AM sessions anymore

 

And the speed here is from "No posts for hours" to "50 posts in under 2  minutes"

 

I want to do so much fun, but dont have the time for it

 

better saying, I hate beeing an adult. the only good thing is, I earn money and compared to other places to learn a job, my 316 Euro per month are nothing

 

And that causes to stress myself, but I dont want to stop stuff I enjoy, because that would stress me too

 

In end, no matter what I try, I will fail or stress myself but doing nothing doesnt change that

 

Welcome to beeingadult, where life hates me

[Overdrive 5,366]

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It's part of growing up, Rising.

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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I am sorry to hear your situation sucks so much

but won't be different for me once I get there...

I won't overtake you in the time I have before I get where you are, and when I am where you are, no chance does that happen...

you will stay CtaM god forever, I won't take you that...

[JonasDarkmane 19,790]

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To me, the creator of CtaM is the CtaM God 

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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And yet people wonder where all my negativity comes from...

 

 *Hugs Rising* I'm not sure what to say, glad you got this out of your system. Hope you can feel a bit better soon, you're still our friend no matter what problems you've got.

Edited July 4, 2015 by BaysemeantPoneigh

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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[Overdrive 5,366]

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Growing up is a part of life. It sucks, but it's unavoidable. You're better off just taking it in stride, taking life one day at a time, and just living life to the fullest.

[Deano 1,704]

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Too hot. It was nice and cold this morning and now it's a million degrees

 

We have great air conditioning here in the clubhouse though, and it's a decent temperature inside.

 

Thanks for asking

 

How are you?

Edited July 4, 2015 by Nectar

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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To me, the creator of CtaM is the CtaM God

And that is the one and only WinginWolf, .

 

*hugs Rising*

 

You will still stay awesome to everyone of us, regardless of what happens.

 

Welcome back Nectar!

Edited July 4, 2015 by Microsoft OneNote

[BastementSparkle 20,335]

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I hated my childhood for the most part. And then all I hear is "It get's worse" all the time.

 

 Great way to convince someone to try.

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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That's great to hear Nectar

 

I am fine, sore throat is gone, but I am melting

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,401]

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I know, I just wish, it would be so easy. I need to change myself to get trough my life. I can't let myself getting annoyed by everything. And when were already by you, OD. Sorry for ignoring you since the incident, I just wanted to avoid more stress. Iwas mad at you, because of our fight that nearly had us both banned from here forever. I already said sorry, but still. And I wasnt that innocent either in that.

 

Also to Vinyl Scratch DJ, mayby you noticed, that I deleted you as a friend too. I'm sorry but I was mad, that everypony was ready after all I got trough to give me the 300.000 posts only for you stealing it in front of my eyes, lurking here only to steal it.

 

And to everypony else here, sorry if you feeled bad to me or hated me, because of me. I never wanted harm to any of you and if you ever feeled insulted because of me, I'm sorry. I know I often seemto get mad or so, but it's because of myself and my life, nothing about anypony here.

 

Just, every year seems to make my life worse for a few years now and even when I'm often seem to be happy, I'm probably not always happy.

 

But I try my best to change that, no depressing anymore. I have to keep going as before, just even more. And with you guys I at least have a place to feel joy and fun.

 

You all here in CTAM and in the forum, Thank you for all the good times in the past, present and future, for that we still canhave fun here in few years

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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*tags @ for Rising*

 

Group hug!

 

Edited July 4, 2015 by Microsoft OneNote