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Flight. 

Some look up in joy, at seeing another doing what they love.

Some look up in anger, at the constant reminder of what they cant do. 

Some. Dont look at all...

 

Within the clouds, I hide. I know the anger, the sorrow i bring. And I am aware of the joy i bring as well. But anger always washes over, like a wave on a beach, slowly eroding the joy till it is but a wisp of sand in an ocean. So i hide. I regret my wings. I loath them. But i wasnt always like this. I used to be the center of attention. I was the one who people looked up to. I was a star. But then, in the dead of the night, all i loved was cut loose. Five knives. Five blankets. Five Shovels. Now, as i hide in the clouds. I look back to realize that it was my fault. If only i had been faster, i might have saved them. I... no. there was no excuse. It was a mistake. But it was my mistake. I  remember. seeing the red staining pink. The silver colliding with yellow. The scream echoing around the hollow wood. Then the two running in fear, i could see them, i could almost reach them, i flew as hard as i could. But two flashes of silver washed them out. Now. I hide. Blamed. Scared. And angry. I reach around and find the rope. Finding it, i wrap my wings, pulling so tight that my wings hurt, and bled. then i jumped.

Falling.

Some look up in joy, at seeing the one they blamed, hated, fall.

Some look up in sadness, seeing someone they loved, do something unthinkable.

Some. Were always looking. Waiting.
I am innocent. I am guilty. 

I am gone.


 

The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.”

 

H.P. Lovecraft "The Call of Cthulhu" 

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This is wonderfully written. Much praise!

 

-Ls

Thanks! I have always planned on writing more to this idea. But writers block is a pain in the ass.


 

The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.”

 

H.P. Lovecraft "The Call of Cthulhu" 

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I know the feeling! I am trying to write a fimfic, but the blockage is killing me! 

 

-Ls

Try doing some random short storys. Like at one point I was taing requests for storys, someone would post an idea, and a character, and I would write about it. It helped bring in some new ideas, and really worked for me because i work better under pressure. Try it, might help.


 

The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.”

 

H.P. Lovecraft "The Call of Cthulhu" 

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Well, good luck, and im always welcome to help


 

The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.”

 

H.P. Lovecraft "The Call of Cthulhu" 

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