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It's been fun, but I'm out


Kyoshi Frost Wolf

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Well, that's it. 3 and a half years. It has been a long time, but I am not doing this anymore. Being on a forum where nothing I say matters. Where any slight mistakes you make are held to you in the highest regard. Doesn't matter what good you do, the moment you do anything wrong, people will forget. People will not care. So I have stopped caring. I have donated over $100 to this forum in the past. I have made signatures for everyone to use. I have made banners. I have tried to be a welcoming person. I have tried to be a friend. I have tried, so much. Yet, once you make a mistake, nobody will care. The moment you fuck up, every bit of good you ever do will be thrown out the window. Remember that, life is just like that I have noticed. I thought this place would be different, but I see that once again, I am wrong.

 

So, there you go. I am fucking done.

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By then all of my enthusiasm will be completely gone. That is already almost the case.

 

If need be, I -- presumably along with everyone else replying to this Blog -- will vouch for you should you change your mind.

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I may not completely know what is going on, and we may have very rarely interacted with each other, but your reaction has pretty much made me lose all respect for you. Call me an asshole if you want, but this is how I feel about this.

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I'll miss seeing you around here, my friend. But I know that, if you want to go, I shouldn't try and change your mind. You've been a good friend, so thank you for that.

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I may not completely know what is going on, and we may have very rarely interacted with each other, but your reaction has pretty much made me lose all respect for you. Call me an asshole if you want, but this is how I feel about this.

That's fine, you do that. Lose respect for me without knowing many of the details makes sense, I guess.

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Apparently I made a couple of 'suicidal-like' statuses, which I think I did, when I was having an emotional breakdown after I found out my dad could potentially go to jail. Had a huge moment of weakness because of my many issues and that somehow negates all of the good I have ever done or said. That's fun.

The fact that Poniverse staff would go out and punish someone who's calling out for help comes across as blaming the victim, not aiding him. I can see why you're angry.

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I may not completely know what is going on, and we may have very rarely interacted with each other, but your reaction has pretty much made me lose all respect for you. Call me an asshole if you want, but this is how I feel about this.

 

If people get to speak their minds freely on Ky's own blog posts, I'd say I respect him more.

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For months and months i tried to help you. I helped you from the bottom of my heart Kyo. But i really have to draw a line here. I tried to be your friend and i cared deeply for you, but it just feels like, i just can't get through to you,

 

I am really sorry that it all came to this. But i feel like, this is where our paths are seperating.

 

I wish you a good life.

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For months and months i tried to help you. I helped you from the bottom of my heart Kyo. But i really have to draw a line here. I tried to be your friend and i cared deeply for you, but it just feels like, i just can't get through to you,

 

I am really sorry that it all came to this. But i feel like, this is where our paths are seperating.

 

I wish you a good life.

That is your choice, not mine. You told me that I am basically abandoning my friends, which I am not because I will still talk to them all on Skype where it would be easier anyways, but then you proceed to abandon me. I don't quite understand that but I won't stop you. I always considered you a great friend.

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Sorry you feel that way, man. The mods did that to me as well.

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I do want to clarify something: This may not be a permanent goodbye. It depends on how some things go. At best, it is a prolonged absence. At worst, I may not come back at all.

 

Just want to put that out there.

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Sorry to see you go, and especially after you were treated so unfairly. 

 

On another note, I knew I shouldn't have waited so damn long to ask for a sig.... ;( 

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Well, I feel bad that you'll leave. But isn't this a bit of an overreaction? 

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Oh my god. Please no. Dude, MLP Forums won't be the same without you. Take care and god luck with everything else. Stay strong. You'll always be a bro. :( *hugs goodbye*

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This is sad, this really hurts.

I'll miss you, Kyoshi.

*hugs goodbye*

Thank you for everything you did and for welcoming me with open arms to the forums.

I'll never forget you and you're always gonna be my brother.

*hugs again*

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kyoshi- We met along time ago,about two years ago,and I just want to say...thank you...I really appreciate you helping me in my time of need when I was younger,I see this may not be permanent but if it is then so long my friend..I will always hold a place of you in my heart,I hope we can talk on skype-

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Although I don't think we ever talked before, but I remember seeing you before. I remember thinking you are a nice person.

I understand your decision to leave. And since there is nothing I can do to change your situation, so I won't try to change your mind.

I wish you good luck and hope you would have a great time! (:

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Like I said, this may not be permanent. If my status stuff gets reactivated, then I may reconsider, which from what I have been told that apparently will happen eventually, but I have not been told when. So it could be a while. I have many, many problems with these forums at this point, but I will stay for all of you and the good memories that I have. I just cannot bring myself to do much while the status thing is deactivated. It probably seems weird but when I know that I can't do anything with it, it reminds me of certain things way too much.

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The moment you fuck up, every bit of good you ever do will be thrown out the window.

It does seem that way often times, doesn't it, especially out there in the current world of #MeToo and hyper political correctness and racism paranoia and all the rest.  You post one tweet that you had Mexican food for lunch and suddenly you're fired from your job for being a racist that appropriated Mexican culture.  But you have to ignore the shitty people.

Incidentally, I'm really glad that this decision didn't stick.  I'm really glad that you decided to stay, because I would be extremely sad if you left.  Maybe it's because I relate so strongly to you.  Maybe it's because I think you're a really cool, interesting person.  Maybe it's because I think you're far more entertaining than some regular, run-of-the-mill, boring old 9-5 shmuck.  Whatever the reason, it always brightens up my day to read a post by you.

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