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I’m finding some really good retro game tracks. Found one on the Amiga 500. Known as Elvira II: The Jaws of Cerberus. Soundtrack though limiting in quantity, make up for their quality.
Personal favorite of mine is Drugged, Runaway, and Hideaway.
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Are you a fan of the old Nintendo SNES games? Donkey Kong's a great example of a SNES franchise that aged well, except perhaps DKC3. David Wise is a legend in gaming so much so that in Donkey Kong Country Returns ages later, they basically reused many of the old classics from Donkey Kong Country. Here's one a classic, Life in the Mines:
Either way, it's good to know someone who appreciates old school game music and themes.
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Yeah I do occasionally listen to Super Nintendo tracks from time to time. David Wise does live up to his last name because some of the instrument samples on Super Nintendo are just awful. Most notably is the French Horn being the absolute worst instrument sample IMO that only Final Fantasy II (aka IV) and Final Fantasy III (aka VI) makes good use of that particular instrument sample.
Personally I would much rather prefer Sega Genesis with its FM Synthesizer. To me there’s so much untapped potential out of the FM Synthesizer since there are no established instrument samples for it compared to The Super Nintendo’s soundchip. Instead the instrument samples have to be made from scratch on top of making music out of that which gives the FM Synthesizer more potential to create unique music. Of course you get the typical Banjo Guitar Twang that’s typical in most Sega Genesis games which is just as bad as the French Horn from Super Nintendo.
I usually take more interest in games that come out of obscure consoles and PCs mostly. Which in return makes the games obscure by nature.
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It's kinda funny, poetic, and bizarre on my end. That I would choose and consider the thought of Suffering as the lesser of evil than Death outright, while I believe that I have no reason to fear Death due to my religious upbringing. However, I respect and treat my adversaries who are NOT religious as my equal who some of them I encountered both IRL and Online that maintain their stance that they would much rather Suffer (as long as its temporary and not permanent) from the hands of an individual than their Life taken away by them succumbing to Death.
So a moral quandary arises. Which is the worst of two evils you can commit to any living creature: Making them Suffer or Taking their Life away entirely?
Here's an interesting debate from Quora that talks about if Death is worse or Suffering is,
https://www.quora.com/Which-is-worse-death-or-suffering
And here's a Christian blogspot when does Suffering become worse than Death which while not relevant is interesting nonetheless,
https://pastoralmeanderings.blogspot.com/2017/01/when-does-suffering-become-worse-than.html
However, I'm being for real here that taking away someone's Life will always be the worst decision a person can ever make and IMO the last decision I ever want to make. However, I’ve come to realize FINALLY from what my adversaries were implying for why they perceive Suffering to be worse than Death. Because there exists Permanent Suffering which I will argue that is much worse than Giving Death so if I were given the choice to do Permanent Suffering or Giving Death I would choose to Give Death. But Temporary Suffering is not that bad compared to Giving Death. So an option can be exercised for Humanity whether Suffering should be Definite or Indefinite.
So basically,
Temporary Suffering < Giving Death < Permanent Suffering.
Under a realism standpoint based on utilitarianism I would unquestionably choose to Suffer (as long as its temporary) from someone's hands because while I don't fear Dying from someone's hands or even the thought that I should have any reason to fear Death, I fear how I will be judged by the God of Abraham whom I worship currently speaking. So I want to live longer in order to struggle more with my Life in hopes of pleasing The God of Abraham. I'm not perfect. I'm a sinner in the eyes of The God of Abraham. I made mistakes in my Life and I hope to rectify most of them as long as I live. I know I made many enemies (both IRL and Online). And I know I will NEVER be forgiven from my enemies. But I never intend to wrong them and do my best to understand where they're coming from. It's only when they start to wrong me that I take relentless action to seek and bring them to Justice. So I'll seek refuge from The God of Abraham in hopes that He forgives me more so than my enemies will NEVER dream of. Cause at the end of the day, I don't expect my adversaries to forgive me. It's their choice ultimately. They don't have to. Like how they don't have to tolerate where I'm coming from. This is my biggest lesson for the day. Thank you my adversaries.
I know I went off on a weird tangent, but ultimately what I stand by is that it doesn't matter if it's an animal, insect, or a human. All living creatures have a right to live their life to their fullest. I would not choose Suffering nor Death towards any living creature. But, if somebody pointed a gun at me from behind to choose the two: I don't want to do it, but I'll make you Suffer instead of Killing you outright.
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I’m grateful and glad the more I live my Life. Why? Cause I’m making a lot of people around here who hate me for who I am and why I ponder to the point of pure zealotry. Why? Cause it’ll give me the motivation to get good and be a better person compared to my adversaries.
I made many enemies not only online, but IRL as well. I’ve been, experienced, and witnessed such people who are willing to hate me with the intent of killing me outright. Scary I know, but that’s reality for me since I just want to to come across as an understandable and understanding individual.
However, don’t take it as if I don’t have anything against people who wanna be cool and friendly with me. As I intend to be cool and friendly with them too and I mostly come across as such IRL who speaks my mind and say as a straightshooter. Somehow my presence alone with my personality IRL attracts mean-spirited, cynical, bigoted and misanthropic people to shit all over me.
Respect? What’s that? Sounds as old and archaic as Chivalry.
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@JonasDarkmane See that’s the beauty behind people you don’t know for sure you’re dealing with online and IRL. While I will admit that my reasoning throughout this post comes across not only overreacting, but paranoid as well there’s a reason for that. You remember the last time we talked about me being a Shia Muslim? The kind of Muslim that are in a minority in the grand scheme of reality.
People who are in the minority are in the minority for a reason. Because people like us are in grave danger of being ostracized, humiliated, bullied, ridiculed, and even worse. Killed for what we speak and stand for. Look it up. You’ll soon find out how horrific and brutal people like us get killed on a daily basis *cough* Saudi Arabia *cough* just for speaking our minds.
I will also admit that I’m in a psychiatric hospital and seeking therapy to overcome my mental instabilities. So far my counselor and psychiatrist tells me that I’m making my way to a good recovery. Both physically and mentally. I wonder if my adversaries are?
I just want people to tolerate my presence and who I am even if they disagree with me because unlike them I don’t intend to disrespect anyone who has a different opinion than me and do my best to understand and acknowledge their points. Do my adversaries (be they hidden or open) do?
Again you can make your point that I need to draw a line when it comes to Real Life and Online, but Online is just as much of a part of Real Life as Real Life gets. Online is Virtual Reality while Real Life is Real Reality. However, both are intertwined to me IMO and both are necessary to understand Reality as a whole. People can hire a Hitman to assassinate people in real life with the Internet. People can hate online and in real life. People can cyberbully online which will inevitably translate to bullying that individual in Real Life thanks to the Internet. You see how intertwined both The Internet and Real Life actually are?
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Oh, I know about the rift between Sunni Islam and Shia Islam and how truly brutal it is that is no laughing matter. As for religious marginalization, know about that as well, speaking as a Norse Heathen living in a Christian occupied country.
As for your adversaries tolerating you, that is for them to decide. It can be rather difficult if other peoples opinions on you matters greatly to you. It gets even more difficult when its strangers opinions on you that you start caring about, or even possible opinions that strangers may hold. Perhaps some things are best left to be unknown and unexplored. Maybe not interesting topics, but rather other peoples thoughts, especially personal ones.
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Hmm... interesting point there @JonasDarkmane. One that I never thought of. Strangers may be strangers, but they are people too with hopes and dreams. Strangers reveal a part of their personality when they are interacting with you first time (both Online and IRL) even if they don’t think they are and think they’re being clever disguising their personality as they’re anonymous or some shit. I don’t think ALL Strangers are bad people. Some of them do come across as nice individuals. Take yourself for an example . It all depends on consistency in terms of how they speak, what are their manners when they speak, and how they’re willing to come across as such to other people.
But I understand what you mean. Human Nature is fickle and unpredictable. Expect the unexpected and all that. While I may not want to think or even tolerate the idea that Humanity has developed misanthropic ideals, I definitely agree with you there that I should expect the unexpected just as much.
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Y’know I’m getting pretty sick and tired watching all these Cute Animal Videos Online and having to see such comments that reeks of pure Misanthropy.
For those of you who don’t know what is Misanthropy well here’s a definition and a video,
https://www.thefreedictionary.com/misanthrope
IMHO, I’m convinced Misanthropy is a social and mental illness the more people express themselves like this not only online, but in real life as well. Let’s be for real here. It is wrong to be a misogynist and it is wrong to be a misandrist. So of course it is just as wrong to be a misanthrope altogether. It is ethically wrong and a major threat for Humanity to evolve and grow. Misanthropy to me is a Satanist ideology. Satan hates Humans with a fiery passion. Therefore any Human that hates Humans along with the rest of Humanity because ALL ARE EVIL and NEVER TO BE TRUSTED are essentially practicing and preaching what Satan abides by to fulfill his goal in proving The Abrahamic God being 100% wrong for creating Humans in the first place.
I express my bias 100% and I stand by it till death. Not all Human Beings are Evil creatures worse than The Devil. Most of us are good natured creatures who just want to fulfill the path of righteousness and live up to virtues that’ll contribute everything in Life to evolve, grow, and be meaningful. I have more respect for Philanthropists than I have for Misanthropists.