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Pandora

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  1. I'm feeling very tired and nauseaus, so much, it's keeping me awake. today wasn't a very good day.. thoughts are spinning in my head a lot at the moment.. & I'm questioning a lot of things.. but listening this;
  2. *huggles* you're not alone, never alone. I'm very tired.
  3. Feeling a very strong exhaustion.. yesterday I was in bed way earlier than normal, right now I feel the same.. but I have to work. Idk if it’s a physical health issue or mental at the moment. Just breathing feels heavy? hopefully it clears up soon..
  4. make him eat the onions? no but.. seriously.. that's not good :c sorry to hear that *& thank you claw and felis for kind words
  5. "Please give me a break right now, i wanna just be myself. No one can truly see, the human inside me." Felix's song is often in my head.
  6. Feeling quite like a burden.. like im the troublesome child from my parents and my brother the golden; like it’s hard to have mental issues and physical issues and keep hearing “how are you gonna do this when we’re gone, huh?” today is just not helping she helped me with litterboxrs then she’s gone and I try to put it back in place and the whole thing snaps and crashes on the ground, all the work for nothing.. everything scattered everywhere smh.. can we just have like decent days? Idk im like a failure compared to others. I feel like im burdening friends/family ((sorry for my rant, this is just how im feeling))
  7. I feel really sad that I let someone down.. Even if unintentionally, it doesn't feel good.. Maybe i'll just go focus on my games for now and on artfight that's coming.. Don't want to disrupt the peace do i mess it all up?
  8. Pandora

    mega thread What are you thinking?

    About.. needing to stop impulse buying oc's // art, art is a luxury but.. i buy and buy and buy it in hopes to push my mood up, like in a positive form. i'm a dummy sometimes.
  9. aww still cute tho, i love their design. [p.s. i'm a old friend of ghost just wanted to say hi]
  10. I know i'm barely active here that has it's own reason but just wondering..
    are any of the artists going to join Artfight? 

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    1. feralfilly

      feralfilly

      Raises hand! I will be. I'm on team fossils this year ( ᵔᴥᵔ )

    2. Pandora

      Pandora

      @feralfilly I'm still contemplating if i do join which one it would be.. I do lean more towards crystals 
      eitherway, it's all fun and games. I should get to uploading characters there and get prepared to actually work on art more again. I'm glad to hear you will be joining tho!

  11. Heyhey, welcome to the site and cute OC! Did you draw them yourself? I hope you get to feel welcome and happy!
  12. Feeling guilty about accidentally upsetting someone with my own stupidity Sorry about the bad word. Hopefully after giving space they will accept my apology and feel better!
  13. i will but i'm probably gonna skip today cause i'm very tired, didn't sleep so.. time so i wouldn't be able to watch properly, maybe tomorrow evening idk ; This show i've seen things about it before and it appears really interesting, i can show you the things i found so far if you like?
  14. I think if you make a clear Terms of service or set rules like you absolutely do not wish for your art to be used with AI machines then this should be enough reason to stay safe; I think staff will hop in if your art gets taken and put into AI by users but i doubt that will happen given you didn't consent to it. The goal from mlpf is.. not having users be uncomfortable but happy, that's why i doubt they'd let that happen to you. P.s. if you truly fear this, i think there was programs like glaze or putting a specific type of watermark over the artwork so you can still show it off but keep the unwatermarked one for your trusted friends to see in say DMs? ngl i would try to ask people first if they are okay with it regarding derpibooru, i've found my OC's on that site too without credit nor saying it would be there. These were commissions, thus artworks i'd paid for and i'd hate for people to use them in AI machines to train it. Ask before use is always the best option especially if the artwork involves people's OC's. It's always a sensitive topic. <3 Idk just my two cents.. i'd say; you do generate good AI art even if AI is not my cup of tea! <3
  15. I just found this.. and it makes me want to watch this series it is new i believe ;
  16. i feel this way all the time, afraid to say something wrong; or where it lands wrong. Intentions are always good but the receiver can see it as bad. I try to add emoji's to my post sometimes to give way to what i meant, though even that can go wrong..+ i also read things wrong sometimes myself as english isn't my native language and i'm hypersensitive, so.. I'm afraid of it but I also need to learn not to think the worst when others write to me? if that makes any sense at all
  17. This song means a lot to me because it helps me self reflect but it also makes me wish.. them well. [["I forgive you, you know not what you have done"]] I hope wherever you go/are you'll find happiness and life treats you well. In the future, you'll be happier. You won't have to doubt. You'll shine.
  18. this.. still remains a favorite.. found it through a merlin fmv once
  19. Howl's moving castle, ponyo, spirited away & when marnie was here
  20. "Your problem is that..Nobody hates you more than you do" <-- i feel this so much ; & sometimes i wish i just couldn't feel a thing.. ; i'm also really, really worried about someone from work, having been told that they coughed up blood and going for research, makes me worried. I really love working with this person, she's someone i look up to. I hope it's nothing.. I go to the doctor myself wednesday for stuff.. ill probably ask for a blood test on my own stuff and going to ask about help w depression but.. i genuinely hope the colleague will be okay! I'm probably just over thinking - sorry about my rant - I've a lot of worries and distress, no hate though, just.. distress. hope everyone i care/cared for is okay / feeling better now ;
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