Bright Honor

Yes! One time as a little kid I went on a mountain hike with my brothers and grandfather. I remember doing the rocky victory pose when we reached the peak.

Mainly Astrobot and Dragon Ball Sparking Zero atm.

3 doors down easily. Kryptonite.

Congratulations SCS!!

Okayish. Money troubles persist and lately I have been having these dreams where I am homeless or something bad happens to me. But I try to take my mind off of it. I guess I feel…lost.

Feeling good. Next month is exciting due to my bday.

Really enjoyed this year’s summerslam. Looking forward to Bad Blood.

Honestly?just a stable and secure life. I would envision myself living in a small town, with a ranch style house and decent yard. I work a stable job and come home to a wonderful woman who supports me. I’d want my brother to do well as well. And I want my mom to be ok. That is all.

Congratulations! Excellent work.

Welcome to the forum!!! Your oc looks amazing!

Feeling better after a rough week. Things looking up at the moment.

Feeling annoyed. My brother cancelled lunch plans Saturday last minute so we wasted precious EBT Money on expensive ribs. And my immediate family has been putting off mowing the lawn for no reason. My family really pisses me off sometimes. More fuel for my -endless- anger I guess.

My main ones are gaming, photography and nature walks. I wanna listen to audio books at some point.

So I have thought about this and...I see that I have a lot of pent up anger within me. My anger comes from a few things I would say. A lot of it is social and life events. I've had a pretty rough last several years and I think it's all added up. -Multiple family losses, including my father back in 2020. That one really effected me. -Financial hardship. Due to car troubles and family incompetence, I have had to spend so much money to keep things afloat. I had to join a debt relief program and had to take out 401k money. Sell personal things like game systems and so on. -Social problems. I feel like my elders failed to prepare to socialize with others. It does not help that I have a degree of autism which makes socializing hard for me as well. I rarely got to hang out with friends. Everytime I tried to make plans they always fell through. I am always rejected or blown off for one reason or another, be it hanging out or asking a woman I was interested in out. I am aware that I am not owed or entitled to anything but I feel like I never got a fair chance to grow my social skills. -Expectations. I feel like the world is expected of me. I always have to go above and beyond. Work harder than others. When I make plans to hang out I have to do everything. I am expecting to pay for a lot of house stuff. Family constant berates me about money and driving. I could go on. Due to all of this I have a lot of anger and resentment inside of me. And to be honest I do not know if I have it in me to forgive. I try and try but it's so hard. I just wanted to get this off of my chest.