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I'm sorry Zigg, I was too focused in my work and I didn't remember that May 4 is importat day for you
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If you could make G4 come back, would you do it?
StaryStory replied to JayTomz's topic in MLP:FiM Canon Discussion
I still support the idea of a Reboot, I wouldn't reject the idea of making new seasons to FiM or making a new midquel series between "The Ending of the End" and "The Last Problem", but I would still personally prefer a reboot. But any way of seeing the G4 characters again, regardless of the continuity, would be really the only way for me to have any minimal interest in new MLP content ~☆ -
Hi guys, sorry for the days of absence, again, I was supposed to return yesterday but I couldn't
💦 (and no, it wasn’t because of GTA 6, though yeah maybe I spent some time because of ir ~R☆)
I had to be absent because of a few things, but especially, because I'm being commissioned for multiple art works and it has been taking a lot of my time, I'm very focused on making them and they're very important for the customer.
So I just came to explain it, but I'll try to spend some time here when I can. Also, I need to advise that I'm accepting friend requests again, yeah just a few weeks ago I decided to remove everyone and I gave my reasons, but everyone change up their minds, I have a few reasons why I decided to accept friend requests again, but they don't really matter
. So, if you want to send me a friend request, feel free to do it! If not, it's okay too 
Anyway, I hope everyone's doing good and happy birthday to those I'm late for! ~☆
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April 2022.
Such a complicated date for me to remember. Two individuals, trying to take me down, for not accepting my criticism. One a disappointed fan, the other, someone truly evil, at least it was what I felt. It was so fast, I was so desperate, I couldn't defend myself because of the shock. But for me, this wasn't even the worst part. There was a girl, a very special and good girl who tried to protect and defend me. She took care of me, got very close to me, I spent days and days with her, building a friendship that for me felt completely different when compared to any other I had. She became very special to me.
Unfortunately, there was so much negativity and people attacking me and others, it has corrupted my mind and consumed me with distrust. This led to our friendship facing a sad ending, where I thought that she didn't want to be my friend anymore.
Imagine you making everything for that person, taking care of it, giving it priority, becoming best friends with it, only for that person in the end not value your friendship as they should.
I still regret it to this day, she dedicated so much of herself just for me. I just can't even imagine how she felt after that. It's something I just can't forgive myself for doing.
A girl from this forum tried to be my friend and getting close to me. It was all going fine, but when I started telling her about this past, she wanted to get even closer to me, to the point where she was just reminding me of this old friend of mine.
Unfortunately, I had to stop her. I couldn't allow it, I don't know if her desire was truly to become my best friend just like that girl once was, but this was reliving a traumatic experience for me.
I'm just not strong enough to go through it again. I know it's a different context, time and place now, there aren't people attacking me anymore but only lovable people here, my mind isn't in despair. But still. I can't let it happen.
I had to unfortunately "refuse" her friendship. It was too fast, and the trauma is just too big and strong for me. If this disappointed her, I'm really sorry for her, but I'm just hopeless, and I believe that I just don't want to risk it anymore, and I am destined to live with this fear and the pain of this sin that I committed until the arrival of my eternal sleep. Maybe, even after it.
Sorry if this made you sad, but I just thought I had to share one of the reasons why I feel so empthy, pessimistic and "dead inside" nowadays. I always try to be positive with people here, enjoy what you have to share and all, I think it's good for my mind and spirit. But the pain and guilt never goes away.
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Do you have any idea how much this breaks my heart? This is precisely what gets under my skin...
Someone who is as darling as you are... someone who does not mess with anyone... and they target the innocent and the kind simply because of their egos or the thrill of feeling power over those who cannot defend themselves or simply choose not to engage in such pettiness. I understand that this was on an entirely different platform... but if anything like this ever happens here or anywhere within my scope of abilities: Please tell me.
PSA on bullying or ANYONE trying to drag people away on Discord for gossip, etcSpoilerYou have to speak up. Staying silent is how these people work to disassemble the beauty of friendships and connections. They loathe it and try to sneak and work behind the scenes to break it apart.
I highly encourage people to connect in the community - observe who they are in the community as well as how they are to people in private.
And if you meet anyone who drags you away into Discord for 1 on 1 -- put your guards up! (Yes, you may feel special, you may feel shy) but the moment they hit you with drama or garbage about someone you do not even know -- this is GOSSIP. Either disengage from the gossip and politely tell them you wish to have no involvement in that: (observe them, if they get angry and drop you -- this is a red flag.) if they insist it is SO bad that you NEED to take their sides... get the other person involved in a group chat so that they can also tell their side of the story... otherwise, this is petty sabotage and an attack on that person's character.
Also, if the matter is not so serious for a group chat to resolve it more reason to drop it!
I am literally getting fed up with the creepy, rotten apple types thinking they are so clever with twisting the narratives in order to hurt others through false rumors or violation of privacy/conversations that they call "evidence." Involve the other person of the topic or drop the matter entirely, otherwise, "evidence" can be fabricated or taken out of context -- and then we have a situation where a victim is literally being painted as a bad guy in order to have people who normally would not bully, suddenly join in bullying....
As for your friend.SpoilerI will do what I can to help here. I understand it was years ago. But if she is anything like me... she takes her friendships very seriously and she still thinks about you. You remind me of a close friend I have on here whom I love dearly and I have told him before... if he ever planned to disappear from here -- to please keep in touch because I will always think of him -- forever. Even in 20 years!
So, please... try to find her. Try to reach out. You would be surprised just how precious you are to people -- even if you cannot see it in yourself... I will be here if you need anything. I will do what I can to help.
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Dragon Ball Z Kami to Kami's credits are still my personal favorite. New version of a nostalgic opening theme and a quick look at the entire manga series. It's so simple, but at the same time so special to me. ~☆
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Neutral. I believe I'm just surviving and doing what I believe is right. ~☆
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I believe this morning the interactions here really helped to rise my spirit and make me feel better, I told you that this place always brings positivity for me, I'm feeling a little more alive now, thank you very much, you really have a mysterious power.
Well I have to go now, I have multiple drawings to do for some people and a few other things too, I'll be back soon, I wish you all a beautiful day
~☆
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Beauty in the Simplest Things
StaryStory commented on EtchASketch's blog entry in Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ~Ze Woods~ʕ oᴥoʔ
I think they both look very good in quality. I really like how dream-ish 1 and 3 feel. Beautiful place you live by the way ~☆ -
I said this before but I'll repeat. I think it's terrible how such a young, innocent and pure soul had to go through this. Not getting love from the own mother during the most important part of your life, the childhood. But i admire a lot how you could be stronger than it, there was even physical abuse, but you could overcome it. I don't even know what to say honestly, I just know that, you're very strong, for having such determination, still being alive and always sharing a lot of positivity here. There a lot of mysteries in life, for me how you managed to overcome it is one of them. Maybe it's a surprise for me only, but it doesn't matter, that still shows how strong you are. I think you did something similar to what I did, but in the reverse. I don't treat anyone badly, but I feel that nowadays I am similar to how you were before, while in childhood I was like how you are today. I am very happy that you could change that, my friend. Hope you continue being this lovely and sharing this positivity. Hope you have a beautiful future ~☆
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Not sure about Jesus, God and angels (not criticizing, I just don't believe it), but I agree about the rest.
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I still feel bad for not showing up in time to vote for OverTheStars' art hope she has better luck next time Congratulations and awesome work to everyone though ~☆ -
Morning, I think that 3 days experience affected me way too much. It's no one's fault though, but mine. I think I talk too much, especially when I start talking about things when no one really asked me to talk about.
3 years ago I used to interact with friends in a way that just felt completely different when compared to how i interact here. I don't think I'm prepared to have that former style of interaction again. I'm so used to the way it is here, everytime I come to the forum, the people here only bring me happiness, no matter how bad I feel, the people here always feel positive to me, my friends, and for me that's great. I don't want to keep talking about myself over and over again, it's already bad enough that I can't control it from time to time. Anyway I just want to resume my activies here, return to my "normal mood", I want to spare others from my problems. ~☆
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Hello, I'm sorry for being online these days but not interacting. I was on a journey with a special person from the forum, it was a kind of...strange trip...it took me to a complicated part of my past.
This person really wanted to help me but I don't know if my mind allows it. I think this even had a chance of leading to something big, but with me and my stubbornness the chances were low, and not everyone has time for my craziness. I'm very tired, exhausted, for no reason, I'm feeling like I'm sick, but my health is fine. It's so weird, maybe I'm starting to go crazy, or maybe crazier than I already am, my head is spinning, my soul keeps leaving my body and coming back.
I think I'm tired...maybe of life, but definitely not of this site (I know what I said doesn't make much sense, but pretend it does). I had to focus on this journey. So I think that tomorrow I will be interacting here normally again, so wait (if you missed me), I will resume my activities, thank you. ~☆
Now, to the person who accompanied me on this trip, if you are reading this, you helped me enough, you did what you could, you're a amazing person. However, I think that this type of experience is no longer for me, I am in another time, with a different mind, I think I just want to live my final days peacefully doing what I do daily and forget the past, your intentions were the best and I admire them. However, there is no point in insisting on this if the most important element in this (me) simply does not move to collaborate. Thank you very much for your help and I wish you the best.~☆
Good night ~
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@Snow thanks Snow, it means a lot. You and the others are very special for this beautiful place as well ~☆
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general What were you doing just 10 minutes ago?
StaryStory replied to Lisa's topic in General Discussion
Thank you Zigg, you're a very good friend (you too Interstellar Sketch, you're not commenting but I consider it too), thanks for always being here for me. I'm feeling too weak now, I'll make some vitamin to drink and then sleep. Hope you have a good night my friends ~☆ -
general What were you doing just 10 minutes ago?
StaryStory replied to Lisa's topic in General Discussion
Remembered about a friendship I had with a ex-friend 3 years ago. This person was so good, yet, I treated her so unfairly, I ended our friendship because I was so mentally unstable, still, I think it was so unfair. I regret so much for doing what I did, I still can't forgive myself to this day, it was all my fault. I'm really not feeling good now because of it. Will do something to feel better -
Hi Sonic! Long time no see! What do you think about the constant disagreements and conflicts that Sega of Japan and Sega of America had with each other in the 90's? What was Sega of Europe's involvement in it? What do you think about Yuji Naka refusing to hell in the development of Sonic X-Treme? Also speaking of Sonic X-Treme, do you think it would've been a good game by part of Sega of America? Or do you think it was cancelled for good? Also, do you think that by part of Sega of Japan, Sonic Adventure should've been a Saturn Game? Or it was indeed better as a Dreacmast release?
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Awesome work Yuyu! ~☆
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Saw live streams of a recent new game and slept, I woke up almost a hour ago, barely drew today. I really don't know why I'm sleeping so much ultimately, something might be wrong
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Oh such a huge lack of love from someone who should be so important in your life, pure and young soul. I really feel bad for you, it really needs a lot of strength and courage to grow this way, my congratulations and all of the best luck to you ~☆
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Thanks for the help Silky Druid, a lot of characters in your list are blonde, but indeed some are very questionable, I personally don't really see the blonde in some of them, Zippoorwhill looks like and greenish brown for me, though I understand why it could be called a dark blonde, but still, I don't see it. Surprise's mane also looks green to me, a lime green very next to actual yellow, but still green. The Yellow in Songbird's mane don't cmpose the major part of it, only half like you said, multicolor hair must have at least a big part of it with yellow, the same applies to Sunset Shimmer. Summer Breeze is actually called Pizzelle according to the MLP wiki, though different photos of her have her with blue eyes and green eyes in a few others, I wonder if one of the different eye color versions is meant to be Summer Breeze? Anyway, thanks again! ~☆ You silly, I said Female Characters only but thanks for Meadow Flower anyway ~☆ I really don't see her being blonde, in all of the show pictures and official arts she looks orange haired to me, but from looking at the fanarts, the fandom apparently really consider her to be blonde. I'll see considering adding her as long as I discover morr characters, so I can add and fill a new row of character charts ~☆ Edit: update, added Apple Cider, Sapphire Joy, Prim Posy and Mean Applejack. I'm now considering different versions of a same character too, as long as this version feels different enough from the original, like Sci-Twi (who obviously won't be here) -
Hi! Happy Easter to everyone! Can you guys give me a help? I want to make a list with every single blonde female charater from G4. All blonde mares and fillies from FiM, all blonde girls from Equestria Girls. Characters from the comics must be considered too, also from G4.5 (Pony Life). Characters with mane/hair with two or more colors can be considered as long as the blonde / yellow parts compose a major part of it. Different versions of a same character can also be considered, as long as it's different enough from the original, for example, Equestria Girls versions and Pony versions of a character will be considered the same due to very few differences between them, but a few versions can be different enough to be in separate charts, like Sci-Twi (but of course she won't be here) I still have to finish reading all the comics and watching all episodes of Pony Life and Equestria Girls specials, so I'll update this list while I discover new characters, but you can already help in advance! Since I couldn't find any list. I'll probably need to rewatch episodes of FiM as well, its very likely I forgot a lot of characters, these were the ones I could remember ~☆ Applejack Derpy Luster Dawn Lightning Dust Dinky Doo Meadow Flower Lavender Lace Buttershy Lily Valley Cloud Kicker Pizzelle Sunshine Smiles Daybreaker Granny Smith (Young) Ms. Harshwhinny Mane Allgood Helia Mean Applejack Eclair Crème Sapphire Joy Prim Posy Grace Manewitz Lyrica Lilac Apple Cobbler Apple Cider Noi Sweet Biscuit Mjölna Sassa Flesh Cherry Berry
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general What were you doing just 10 minutes ago?
StaryStory replied to Lisa's topic in General Discussion
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@ZiggWheelsManning did Silky respond your private message? she's also not responding to mine...
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@ZiggWheelsManning very weird, she was online after you said that she didn't check your message, I saw it
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This is a lovely place to make connections and memories.
