mega thread How are you feeling?

[Crypty Scribbles 5,013]

I am totally and utterly burnt out both physically, and especially mentally. At this time last week I was feeling great... the best I'd felt in a long time. If I knew what was coming in the week ahead of me there is a good chance I may not be here now. For a week to start on such a high point, and end on what has to be the worst thing that has ever happened in my life has had a major impact on me. There is no easy way of saying this but my son tried to commit suicide last week and very nearly succeeded..... now you may start to understand how I feel right now. Allot of other things happened to me last week as well, none of them good but things just kept getting worse each day.... from not getting payed, to having problems with my ex wife, then telling someone you have feelings for them only to find out that they have feelings for someone else, and then just when you think things can't get any worse you get the one phone call all parents dread the most. 'Your son is in hospital.... he tried to .........' If people knew what was going through my head most of the time now they would be surprised...... well I'll tell you....... absolutely nothing...... my mind is blank, my body has given up on me.... and well all I can say is that I am now just existing is this world and no more. I have never felt so empty and useless before at any point in this life. I can't even cry anymore, the tears have just dried up along with any sort of feelings or emotions,, I am just........

If the two friends I have here that know about what is going on with me read this.... I would like to thank you both..... you have been a great help to me and been there when I needed you most. Thank you..... I truly thank you both..... and I'm sorry for having put you through the worst days of my life...... I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me. 

 

Oh, man, Sounds really tough! You really should have much power to overcome it. And it's really good that you have such friends.

I hope everything will be OK. And it's big happiness that your son wasn't successful. It means you have time to find true reason and try to do something.

I wish you good luck from my heart, Bogrick.

[Bogrick Grey Mane 2,594]

 

 

Oh, man, Sounds really tough! You really should have much power to overcome it. And it's really good that you have such friends. I hope everything will be OK. And it's big happiness that your son wasn't successful. It means you have time to find true reason and try to do something. I wish you good luck from my heart, Bogrick.

 

Thank you my friend thank you

[Gentleman 153]

I feel scared, i think somebody is going to hurt me....

[Crypty Scribbles 5,013]

I feel scared, i think somebody is going to hurt me....

Hey dude, that's serious.

If you have real reasons to think this way it's better to tell someone about it.

[n00bUltima 58]

I cried because I couldn't draw. It's a real shame, since I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to like it. I just have to go away from it before it gets worse.

[Celestial Sloth 369]

Slightly anxious, but frustrated as hell. I have no idea where my snake is, and it's my fault she escaped. I've heard they can go for months and be fine, but with each day I don't find her I feel worse. There's this giant, immovable wardrobe which I would love to destroy and check behind, but it's older than I am so I guess it has more of a claim to my room. That and I guess I need it.

 

SHE MIGHT NOT EVEN BE IN MY ROOM, ARGH.

 

Otherwise, I'm getting by. Waiting for summer.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,540]

I feel like a completely worthless, useless, and pointless pile of shit. 

[Willow 1,008]

Better. It took me until 4:30 in the morning, but I finally beat Amygdala. I did it with no blood vials and without taking a single hit   I feel so accomplished. Now, if only I could beat Yahar'gul. I don't like that place  :diamondtiara:

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

I feel scared and alone.   I'm afraid my nightmare might come true in one or another.

[Jest (Inactive) 875]

Feeling pretty good, a little brain foggy and tired, got a boring appointment tomorrow. My doctors appointment was decent, though have to go for another checkup in 2 weeks, bleh. 

[Kiri 7,289]

I'm feeling terrible right now. I'm kind of in a haze of confusion and sadness.

Edited March 7, 2016 by Quartzy

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

I'm feeling much better than before. Although, I have a slight headache and I'm starting to feel tired. 

[PiratePony 8,475]

I feel like the girls at the Grand Galloping Gala. Tonight was not the best night ever.

 

I got a huge audition. Flew NY to LA for it. I prepped all week and had the best preparation of my life. I went in and a couple moments I really had it...but it's so hard to read casting directors. The bad part happened after.

 

Didn't know what to do tonight. Drove around LA, until going to hotel early...8:30. I miss my family. It makes me want them more...not having the audition to work on ir the excitement pull....it was just a lonely night. And i wont get in until like 11 tonight and wont really see them until Wednesday.

 

If I dont get this iob, I dont know how much longer I can beg and fight for auditions and not get anything in return...may not br worth the trouble. Makes me feel like all my training and acting school was a waste.

 

Drinking rum too...cause pirate.

 

Thanks for letting me rant.

[Crypty Scribbles 5,013]

I feel like the girls at the Grand Galloping Gala. Tonight was not the best night ever.

 

I got a huge audition. Flew NY to LA for it. I prepped all week and had the best preparation of my life. I went in and a couple moments I really had it...but it's so hard to read casting directors. The bad part happened after.

 

Didn't know what to do tonight. Drove around LA, until going to hotel early...8:30. I miss my family. It makes me want them more...not having the audition to work on ir the excitement pull....it was just a lonely night. And i wont get in until like 11 tonight and wont really see them until Wednesday.

 

If I dont get this iob, I dont know how much longer I can beg and fight for auditions and not get anything in return...may not br worth the trouble. Makes me feel like all my training and acting school was a waste.

 

Drinking rum too...cause pirate.

 

Thanks for letting me rant.

 

Yarrr, Pirate! I don't congratulate you cuz it's too early. But I'm happy for you and wish you good luck from all my heart!

Don't lose your chance! Fair wind to your sails!

 

Let us know how it was.

Edited March 8, 2016 by Crypty <3~

[Plume 922]

STRESSED

 

I GOT 3X THE AMOUNT OF MATHS HOMEWORK

 

BECAUSE THE TEACHER FORGOT ABOUT MATHS HOMEWORK

 

;V;

[Jaxsie (Inactive) 1,343]

To be honest, I'm tired and emotionally drained. But tomorrow is a new day, so I hope that I'll feel better by then.

[Lunafur 17,898]

I'm doing okay I guess It's just my mood is up and down more often then before all this stuff that's been happening to me and I haven't been sleep as good cause of it.

Edited March 8, 2016 by FrostDiamond

[FluttershyKindness 217]

i fell BOREED  :diamondtiara:

cuz..... nopony want play with me....

[AtomicStone 724]

I had the worst nights sleep because of our neighbours shouting at each other at 5am this morning. >.<

[Spanish In Physician 295]

I'm feeling pretty damn good! I was playing the Division, and it is AWESOME!!! YEAH!

[Jest (Inactive) 875]

Like complete rubbish, I knew there was a reason I don't try to be to close to people, they just end up 90% of the time being two faced asses, especially over the internet. Well, used to that by now, so just move on I guess  -_-

[Mentis Soliloquy 3,025]

Like complete rubbish, I knew there was a reason I don't try to be to close to people, they just end up 90% of the time being two faced asses, especially over the internet. Well, used to that by now, so just move on I guess  -_-

Hey come on jest there are good people out there for you to make friends with, maybe me who knows. But you should keep trying I had rather abrupt and bad break with someone who used to be on here. (Though I hope that she comes back and we can be friends again.) Anyway I am here to make friends with all people here I mean that is why I am here. Just some words for you lass.

 

On the note of tge subject I'm rather happy playing The Division.

[Jest (Inactive) 875]

Hey come on jest there are good people out there for you to make friends with, maybe me who knows. But you should keep trying I had rather abrupt and bad break with someone who used to be on here. (Though I hope that she comes back and we can be friends again.) Anyway I am here to make friends with all people here I mean that is why I am here. Just some words for you lass.

 

On the note of tge subject I'm rather happy playing The Division.

 

I can't seem to find those good people, people who seem like they're good or genuine, just end up dumping me when they find someone else to be happy with, or to fill in the time when they are bored, or when they need help with something, it's always been the same, I must just be that type of person. That's why I don't bother 90% of the time trying to be close with anyone, which I'm fine with  

[Mentis Soliloquy 3,025]

I can't seem to find those good people, people who seem like they're good or genuine, just end up dumping me when they find someone else to be happy with, or to fill in the time when they are bored, or when they need help with something, it's always been the same, I must just be that type of person. That's why I don't bother 90% of the time trying to be close with anyone, which I'm fine with

 

Well... If that is you thing well I don't judge. I mean I'd like to be your friend if you'd like? Even we are opposite sides of the world.

[Jest (Inactive) 875]

Well... If that is you thing well I don't judge. I mean I'd like to be your friend if you'd like? Even we are opposite sides of the world.

 

Sorry mate that is not the reason I made this post and thats not the way it works for me. This is going off topic we should probably stop.