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I’m feeling full not half full from my meal. ^^

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Still kind of tired but also feeling like I need some ice cream or an energy drink

 

Maybe both

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I’m mixed, meh.

Feeling sore, which really sucks.


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After that eye appointment, I'm not sure whether to feel ok or like total $#!+.

 

I got misgendered repeatedly (expected, I still look like a man IRL) and forced to pick from "men's" glasses (seriously what kind of BS is that why are glasses sexed?) and I nearly had a panic attack from that and social anxiety turning my brain into mush that could only sit silently or just make sounds instead of speaking (had to force myself to do it when they got the letters out, I was having an internalized panic attack the entire time). Had to keep calming myself down and mentally calling myself "Ash" or once "Ash Dallas" instead of my legal name that everyone still uses because nobody IRL knows I'd rather go by Ash now yet... In fact most people IRL don't know I'm nonbinary, I'm quite closeted about that. And of those people 1 knows my gender more specifically.

 

BUT, I got to make some gender affirming poses (had one of my hips out when I was standing and everything) and I got a prescription so I can order more gender-affirming glasses later on! :twismile: Managed to find a pair also that looked semi-cute on me in the "men's" section (That's going to bother the ever living $#!+ out of me), nice thick frames at the top and all rounded on the bottom...  BUT IT'S BLACK AND NOT RED OR PINK!:angry: Also it's in no other way gender affirming... :scoots:

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1 minute ago, Mx Ash said:

After that eye appointment, I'm not sure whether to feel good or like total $#!+.

 

I got misgendered repeatedly (expected, I still look like a man IRL) and forced to pick from "men's" glasses (seriously what kind of BS is that why are glasses sexed?) and I nearly had a panic attack from that and social anxiety turning my brain into mush that could only sit silently or just make sounds instead of speaking (had to force myself to do it when they got the letters out, I was having an internalized panic attack the entire time). Had to keep calming myself down and mentally calling myself "Ash" or once "Ash Dallas" instead of my legal name that everyone still uses because nobody IRL knows I'd rather go by Ash now yet... In fact most people IRL don't know I'm nonbinary, I'm quite closeted about that. And of those people 1 knows my gender more specifically.

 

BUT, I got to make some gender affirming poses (had one of my hips out when I was standing and everything) and I got a prescription so I can order more gender-affirming glasses later on! :twismile: Managed to find a pair also that looked semi-cute on me in the "men's" section (That's going to bother the ever living $#!+ out of me), nice thick frames at the top and all rounded on the bottom...  BUT IT'S BLACK AND NOT RED OR PINK! :angry:

yeah,
stop that bs with gendering glasses,
let me find relitavely unisex easy so i don't need to throw away my glasses when i start being able to pass more

my cheap frames (i had to replace my last one for them self destructing) are decent looking at least

i hate hanging out with family ssometimes cause a lot of my family are really terfy (so haven't came out) aand get deadnamed

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Conflicted. I don’t know how I feel about this.

I gave my cell phone to my cat. She’ll be taking my texts for the rest of the evening


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