mega thread How are you feeling?

[Starset Twinkle 498]

Thanks to those who hugged/messaged me, the depression won't go away that easy, but you helped dull its edge, and I'm really grateful for that

[Old Accnt. 3,149]

I'm about to work don't feel like it but I got nothing to do so yeah

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Doing good at the moment

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Kinda sleepy but otherwise good

[Sparklefan1234 170,090]

I feel like I'd like to mention @Savygriffs in every art post in my gallery topic so she can see most of the things I've made

but it's currently 34+ pages. 

Edited August 10, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[Starset Twinkle 498]

2 hours ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I feel like I'd like to mention @Savygriffs in every art post in my gallery topic so she can see most of the things I've made

but it's currently 34+ pages. 

the curse of being too awesome

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Doing pretty good right now

[TheRockARooster 50,921]

I'm feeling sore and a little sickly in the gut.

[Savy 5,077]

Feeling pretty good at the moment.

[Sparklefan1234 170,090]

I just got that feeling where I miss certain MLPF members who I haven't seen or talked to in a long time but I don't want to bother them.

It happens every couple of months out of nowhere. 

[Gone Airbourne 21,977]

40 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I just got that feeling where I miss certain MLPF members who I haven't seen or talked to in a long time but I don't want to bother them.

It happens every couple of months out of nowhere. 

I feel this so hard these days.... makes me look back in the past wishing I could have been a better friend to so many. There is alot I'd change and do over looking back throughout the years... Don't want to emit a negative aura at all. Honestly just the warm welcome back was very pleasant (even if I feel as if I didn't deserve it). Just want to live simply and enjoy what is now and move forwards. Thankful for what is in the here and now. Wishing any of those from the past the best of wishes and happiness.

Spoiler

 

Edited August 10, 2022 by SolaceFall

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,084]

4 hours ago, TheRockARooster said:

I'm feeling sore and a little sickly in the gut.

I highly consider you take that nap.  Hope the symptoms are not from grieving, as that can lead to vomiting  It's what I suffered through when someone close to me had to stay in the hospital a couple of weeks  

[Savy 5,077]

Very tired. I need to go to bed soon.

[TheRockARooster 50,921]

4 hours ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

I highly consider you take that nap.  Hope the symptoms are not from grieving, as that can lead to vomiting  It's what I suffered through when someone close to me had to stay in the hospital a couple of weeks  

Not from grieving.

I think the weather is hitting me hard.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Good, although a bit tired

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Anger. I've always been very violent. Often causing myself harm because of my own brutality. But lately I've been feeling this very, very powerful ire boiling inside of me. It feels like the past is knocking at the doors, every time more violently as to tear them apart from the hinges, taking the door frames, and walls with it. There it is again. It feels like truth. Also, I've been experiencing these electric discharges between my upper and lower row of teeth the more heated I become.

This is part of the reason I've always been so careful when treating with other people. So much so that my voice is but a whisper, to disguise what is underneath the surface. It feels like I've been protecting them from myself. I am burning more and more.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,084]

9 hours ago, TheRockARooster said:

Not from grieving.

I think the weather is hitting me hard.

This hot weather is hitting me hard  

[outlaw_f0x 151]

i’m feeling embarrassed! for some reason i forgot how to smile while my dad’s boss was speaking to me, and i just awkwardly held up a thumbs up and did a stupid face.  holding back tears

[DubWolf 17,258]

These morning shifts drag out my skeleton from my body  .

[Savy 5,077]

Good, although really tired.

[Gun Metal Zebra 2,223]

I feel tired.  Perhaps I should go to bed.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,383]

Despite waking up in a mixed bag state of mind, today has been okay and thus, I'm feeling okay. Same anxieties as always but that's nothing new. 

[Starset Twinkle 498]

I'm feeling good. People have been really nice today, I completed another drawing, and got to play some Halo with SolaceFall. ^-^

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Suffering. The pain inside my chest is tearing me apart. I snapped a chair in half, and ripped off the bannister from a wall mirror, and I stood there watching my reflection in the mirror. My gaunt face, my tired eyes with a spark of compassion. My crowded teeth like a painful smile. My long hair like an overgrowth of twisting brambles falling over my bony shoulders.
He is so beautiful in his ugliness. If he only knew how precious he is. And that his crushing is to the pleasure of the most High.

How much longer before the debt is paid, Father? How much longer do I have to restrain? The devil is such a loving dog. But even his time is running out. For sweet lawlessness has a tall price in this mad world.

This is the price of freedom from the law of God. So, would you dance for me, one last time? Look me in the eyes. I want to kiss your chest, and tell you I love you to your eyes.

Before this farcical image inside the mirror of the world is set to burn ablaze, until there is nothing left. For this is but a deviation of the only way.
So, I keep struggling against myself, holding onto that which is killing me on the inside. Because bittersweet lawlesness will steal your whole heart. So, keep that child safe, for old Saturn roams thirsty for any innocence that he may devour. For those who suffer are the only ones who overcome. Only those who are liken unto children are allowed to pass beyond the ring. Do you have the heart to understand the hidden meaning?
So, don't let go of the heart no matter what you do. No matter how much it hurts. Hold onto it, even if it sears your arms and burns you alive. Keep fighting. Resist and overcome. Or you will know his true face at the end of the world. And it will be the last thing the corrupt souls of this world will ever see.

"Have you suffered?" For suffering is the catalyst of true gold. "Have you rejected white-hot temptation?" For darkness is the true Light of this realm. Because so light is the worthless heart.

This heavy, heavy world is collapsing under the weight impunity. And there is no other answer to the fury of the incoming tempest, than the burning wrath of unquenchable fire.
So much so as to burn the atmosphere until there is nothing left but a black firmament set against the midnight sun.
An stranger approached many years ago, and spoke about this dream when he saw the whole horizon leveled to the ground, and the skies were on fire, leaving these massive stretches of blackness amidst the redish tint of an ignited atmosphere peeling back like parchment under the sun. One third gone, one third gone, one third gone. It is near.

You only need eyes to see. So, can you see the increasing madness of the world? The wheels keep turning. And something needs to end, for another to begin.

So, I'm going to keep breaking down until this world is no more, and temper the radiant soul under the pressure of my own suffering. This world will continue to know increasing pains until there is nothing but the end. And then we will see test the worth of each vessel.

I am sorry, but it is written. The nature of this realm shall be revealed to the ones who overcome. I have nothing to say other than to follow the heart. Overcome, and you will know immortality beyond the wheel of recycling.

There is no other way.

(3333 characters. Perfect).

[Woohoo 34,033]

Still groggy from waking up, even though I've been awake for over an hour now.