General Chat Thread

[Nightfall 3,950]

Speaking of school, I'm looking to see which classes I want to take at the community college next year... Maybe General College Physics I Calculus with Analytical Geometry, Automotive Engines I, Intro to Business... I don't know... There are so many, and many good ones...

[Arcanel 3,041]

not really having any trouble being outside unless i am subjecting myself outside of my area of comfort. but yes, i have trouble socializing. have been that way my whole life.

 

Well...crap. I do hope you sometime get better on that regard. Not completely, just better

 

Speaking of school, I'm looking to see which classes I want to take at the community college next year... Maybe General College Physics I Calculus with Analytical Geometry, Automotive Engines I, Intro to Business... I don't know... There are so many, and many good ones...

 

Well, what is the carrer you want to do Nightfall?

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

Well...crap. I do hope you sometime get better on that regard. Not completely, just better

i want it to get better. i just don't know how. so i could call the psychologist i guess, but what do i say on the phone then? i couldn't explain in a summary how i am feeling. am i supposed to sum something up to her? is it okay to say just that i feel bad and want help?

[Arcanel 3,041]

i want it to get better. i just don't know how. so i could call the psychologist i guess, but what do i say on the phone then? i couldn't explain in a summary how i am feeling. am i supposed to sum something up to her? is it okay to say just that i feel bad and want help?

 

As a matter of fact, yes. Many people think that when they admit they need help, it's representing weakness, or they are to arrogant to actually recognize that fact. This is so wrong on so many levels I can't even count them. In fact, recognizing in what do you need help shows that you are strong and smart enough to require help, and also, that you are willing to make a change to make you feel better. When you ask for the psychologist, you don't tell him or her all right away. In fact, just say on the first call something about arranging meetings or something like that. After that, look the way to slowly open yourself up, regardless of how hard it is. It's a matter of time, and healing stuff like this is NOT easy, so don't rush it. In fact, don't sum. Hell, do the opposite. Explain EVERY SINGLE FEELING YOU CAN. Don't let anything escape your grasp. Besides, the more the psychologist knows aboutyou, the easier he or she can help you with. Sorry, I think that sounded slightly aggressive . Edited October 10, 2012 by Arcanel

[Motion Spark 7,811]

huh.

 

that I never thought that you were autistic

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

-snip-

 

i see. thanks for clearing that up. yes i do want to get rid of this. i just don't know how to do it. i'm aware i am not feeling good, and have been for quite a while. which is why i want it all to end, or at least become less of a pain in the ass to deal with to the point it affects my everyday life in so many ways.

 

that I never thought that you were autistic

 

i know. i was just surprised i didn't seem to give off any such vibes to you. then again, i don't know how much we've spoken in the past. i just assumed you knew me pretty well (even if i don't do vice versa :S).

[Motion Spark 7,811]

i know. i was just surprised i didn't seem to give off any such vibes to you. then again, i don't know how much we've spoken in the past. i just assumed you knew me pretty well (even if i don't do vice versa :S).

 

ahhh Viscra, the fact that I know that you want to be (or like) a princess or that you like diapers (yeah on that forum game) is not a secret to anyone. I've seen some of your posts here and there. Your username is "Princess", your OC is always wearing diapers, and I saw one of your threads requesting for an artwork of her. And is not a secret that you are in a relationship with Feather Spiral, it's in your siggy! D:

is not that I know you THAT well, it's that I'm a bit more observer than other people.

[Arcanel 3,041]

i see. thanks for clearing that up. yes i do want to get rid of this. i just don't know how to do it. i'm aware i am not feeling good, and have been for quite a while. which is why i want it all to end, or at least become less of a pain in the ass to deal with to the point it affects my everyday life in so many ways.

I think anybody in your position would. Just do me one favor. Don't force your mind and also don't expect it to cahnge quickly. This is something that will take TIME, as much as many would hate the word with all their guts. I should know a little bit about this, I've gone to the psychologist myself. I've gone to three different ones, The first was for anger issues, and it worked. The second time was for the same reason and because I wanted to get it more controlled. Those were for at least a year each, and were respectively when I was 10 and 13 years old. Last time that is ongoing has been for more than a year, and it's when I...well...dropped all the bombs I had been hiding, from when I was way little and other stuff. Trust me, it will help you, but you need to be patient, and to explain yourself as best as you can. Those are the two best things you can do . Although this is an 18 year old guy speaking, don't take my full word for it .

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

On 10/10/2012 at 7:52 PM, 'Motion Spark' said:

ahhh Viscra, the fact that I know that you want to be (or like) a princess  is not a secret to anyone. I've seen some of your posts here and there. Your username is "Princess", and I saw one of your threads requesting for an artwork of her. And is not a secret that you are in a relationship with Feather Spiral, it's in your siggy! D:

is not that I know you THAT well, it's that I'm a bit more observer than other people.

 

i see. well, i tend to talk a lot, and then i mean a lot, about myself online, often rather shamelessly (i'm not afraid of making sex references, indulge into it, or curse).

 

i'd like to experiment with a bit more approach, but i'm too self-conscious to do that on my own, i feel. it's why i want to see my OC in those things, to kind-of visualize how it would look like.

 

also, Viscra is not always. i'm pretty sure that if i had an adult pony with that in my avatar i'd get some kind of notice about it.  

 

finally, while yes i do have that in my signature, people still seem to go 'uhh you have a bf?' on here for some reason. :S

 

On 10/10/2012 at 7:54 PM, 'Arcanel' said:

I think anybody in your position would. Just do me one favor. Don't force your mind and also don't expect it to cahnge quickly. This is something that will take TIME, as much as many would hate the word with all their guts. I should know a little bit about this, I've gone to the psychologist myself. I've gone to three different ones, The first was for anger issues, and it worked. The second time was for the same reason and because I wanted to get it more controlled. Those were for at least a year each, and were respectively when I was 10 and 13 years old. Last time that is ongoing has been for more than a year, and it's when I...well...dropped all the bombs I had been hiding, from when I was way little and other stuff. Trust me, it will help you, but you need to be patient, and to explain yourself as best as you can. Those are the two best things you can do . Although this is an 18 year old guy speaking, don't take my full word for it .

 

i am sort of impatient with things, i guess. i want things to happen now, not later. at least i am given the opportunity to do that now.

 

alright. if i haven't called her sometime this week (which i'll probably mention on here), you can give me a shout about it. i tend to put things aside when they don't get done immediately, so it's only good i get pushed in the right direction about it, i guess.

Edited November 29, 2020 by Viscra Maelstrom

[My Little Mandy 838]

@, BACK

[Arcanel 3,041]

i am sort of impatient with things, i guess. i want things to happen now, not later. at least i am given the opportunity to do that now. alright. if i haven't called her sometime this week (which i'll probably mention on here), you can give me a shout about it. i tend to put things aside when they don't get done immediately, so it's only good i get pushed in the right direction about it, i guess.

Haha, so am I. Trust me, you don't want to trust me when it's about patience (only thing I seem to actually do that is waiting for games, oddly ). Also, I know that feel of procrastination my friend. I know that feel. You wouldn't believe how many times I do that. I'LL TRY to remember you in case you don't do it yourself by then but...I can't Pinkie Promise you, because my memory usually sucks and when I am concentrated, I am fully. But if not, my distraction powers amaze me . And the last thing I want to do is make a woman mad. I like to go by a phrase that says "Hell hath no fury like a woman"

[Motion Spark 7,811]

i see. well, i tend to talk a lot, and then i mean a lot, about myself online, often rather shamelessly (i'm not afraid of making sexual references, indulge into it, or curse).

haha believe me, that about you, I know very well.

 

also, Viscra is not always wearing diapers. i'm pretty sure that if i had an adult pony with that in my avatar i'd get some kind of notice about it. which is why i only do that on the fillyversion of her. BEST PLAN EVER. even though i am hunting around for the adult idea to be made possible as much as i physically can. =P

I remember that you put a lot of emphasis on the diaper

is not that hard to guess

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

On 10/10/2012 at 8:13 PM, 'Motion Spark' said:

is not that hard to guess

 

why not?? it's the part i wanted to be perfect about her! well, aside from being an adorable, snugglier version of Viscra, that is. (not that adult Viscra isn't snuggly too *wink wink*)

 

On 10/10/2012 at 8:12 PM, 'Arcanel' said:

Haha, so am I. Trust me, you don't want to trust me when it's about patience (only thing I seem to actually do that is waiting for games, oddly ). Also, I know that feel of procrastination my friend. I know that feel. You wouldn't believe how many times I do that. I'LL TRY to remember you in case you don't do it yourself by then but...I can't Pinkie Promise you, because my memory usually sucks and when I am concentrated, I am fully. But if not, my distraction powers amaze me . And the last thing I want to do is make a woman mad. I like to go by a phrase that says "Hell hath no fury like a woman"

 

i'm actually a man. but a really pretty one~ (at least that's how i think i am...)

don't worry. i've told my dad about the number, again, and he's gonna call the psychologist tomorrow.

Edited November 29, 2020 by Viscra Maelstrom

[Motion Spark 7,811]

why not?? it's the part i wanted to be perfect about her! well, aside from being an adorable, snugglier version of Viscra, that is. (not that adult Viscra isn't snuggly too *wink wink*)

twilight is, rarity is, fluttershy is ...this is MLP yo! all of them are cute and snuggly <3

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

twilight is, rarity is, fluttershy is ...this is MLP yo! all of them are cute and snuggly <3

 

funny thing is, i've never actually had a hug i really enjoy, or a snuggle, yet i say these things about Viscra. is that weird?

[Motion Spark 7,811]

funny thing is, i've never actually had a hug i really enjoy, or a snuggle, yet i say these things about Viscra. is that weird?

 

no, not at all...maybe you really need a tight hard bear hug that shake your bones, that's why you said that about Viscry <3

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

no, not at all...maybe you really need a tight hard bear hug that shake your bones, that's why you said that about Viscry <3

 

careful, though. i'm just a tiny, fragile little princess. i might get squished in your arms if you squeeze too tight. :3

[Arcanel 3,041]

i'm actually a man. but a really pretty, feminine one~ (at least that's how i think i am...) don't worry. i've told my dad about the number, again, and he's gonna call the psychologist tomorrow.

Okay, that's good to hear and also... you know, next time, I'll just shut up when trying to guess genders on the internet until I'm SURE from source. This is the second time I've confused genders. First, I thought Berry Pie was a she. Then I think you are girl...ugh please, excuse me.

*rings phone*

Me:"Yo, Applejack, I need you hear for a sec, can you come?"

AJ: "Sure!"

Me: *Applejack enters my house*

AJ: "Watcha need pardner?"

Me: "I need you to buck my face as HARD as you can, enough to make me travel to a distant country. Can you do that for me?"

AJ: "Er...sure, but why do you-"

Me: "Just do it"

AJ: "Okay, prepare yourself pardner"

 

See you guys lat-CRACK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- 15 minutes later. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-BOOM!

 

"Ugh, where am I..., wait, pyramids, sand, and more sand? I'm in EGYPT!? Holy Celestia that was a long travel! I wish I had brought my camera. Oh well"

There I'm trapped without any good equipment in the desert, that'll be enough punishment for me .

 

careful, though. i'm just a tiny, fragile little princess. i might get squished in your arms if you squeeze too tight. :3

 

Excuse me, am I supposed NOT to hug you hard?...But, but, but...you're CUUUUUUUUUUTE!

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,719]

"Ugh, where am I..., wait, pyramids, sand, and more sand? I'm in EGYPT!? Holy Celestia that was a long travel! I wish I had brought my camera. Oh well"

There I'm trapped without any good equipment in the desert, that'll be enough punishment for me .

 

 

Excuse me, am I supposed NOT to hug you hard?...But, but, but...you're CUUUUUUUUUUTE!

 

butbutbut i don't want to see you die in the desert like that. :cc

*looks into the ground like a sad filly*

[Motion Spark 7,811]

careful, though. i'm just a tiny, fragile little princess. i might get squished in your arms if you squeeze too tight. :3

 

I bet that's how you want to feel actually :3

[Wubsie 1,123]

Wut...

[Motion Spark 7,811]

@@Arcanel, I'm sure half forums thought that Berry Pie was a girl, no harm made.

 

Wut...

 

wubs...

[Bari 7,023]

, I found a story you might like. Two's Company, Three's a Crowd

[Arcanel 3,041]

butbutbut i don't want to see you die in the desert like that. :cc

*looks into the ground like a sad filly*

 

Meh, don't worry. Luckily for me, the blast didn't destroy my phone. I'll just call my yet-to-be-drawn and recently thought of OC, who is a pegasus. I'll just have to investigate the pyramids, avoid mummies and traps and I should be fine . Don't you worry your little pretty head .

 

 

@@Arcanel, I'm sure half forums thought that Berry Pie was a girl, no harm made.

 

 

wubs...

 

Meh, I'm still gonna kick myself because I have a tendency for most of the times call someone a man until proven otherwise, or until there are WAY too many "clues" of it. And with Viscra here, I totally failed...buck myself .

[Bari 7,023]

I'm sure half forums thought that Berry Pie was a girl, no harm made.

Well, I don't try too hard to appear masculine...