writing Paranoia

[Finesthour 7,287]

I wrote this in Algerbra...

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The ignorance in my heart has been reaveled,

extreme paranoia plauging my mind.

 

My heart may beat for you,

but fear runs with it.

 

With the paraoia enfusing its self in my mind,

thoughts of pain come with it.

 

Your voice says you love me,

yet my mind drifts to dark thoughts.

 

I see you in my mind ripping my heart to shreds,

yet you are the person who fixed it.

 

The fear of my heart breaking once again brings me to tears,

but I never want to leave you.

 

I want to be with you forever,

but I am truly scared.

 

I trust you with all of my heart,

but I never want to lose you.

 

For it is not you I am afraid of,

but the fear of pain its self.

 

The stupid mistake that occured is regretted,

as I wanted to wait for a special time.

 

Alas, the chance of that happening has long vanished,

leaving me with uncertainty.

 

As I wait to hear your sweet voice again,

I also fear it's soothing touch.

 

For if you drop me out of your life,

I will be plunged into despair.

 

No other words can be said than...

I love you.

[Lunatic 1,186]

i think its beutifull. how you wrote that.

[Ninja Derpy 343]

Wow... I can't beleive how beautiful that is....I can't even....Just,

Wow... I wish I could write poetry like you....That is so deep. I can't beleive how lucky your lover is. I am absolutely astonished. You keep writing.

 

​I wrote this and that in white to show you how empty my life is, and how fulfilled yours is....

[HanPolo 151]

Thats pretty beautiful... Reminds me of an old relationship

[Finesthour 7,287]

Well, fuck.

 

Did not expect this reaction.

 

I wonder what she will think of this...

[Crimson Sky 104]

I can relate to this well. Unfortunately, i write my best poetry depressed.. so i cannot hope to write like this at all, but maybe if stuff goes down the drain, then i could possibly match poetic wits with you. ^^

[Finesthour 7,287]

I can relate to this well. Unfortunately, i write my best poetry depressed.. so i cannot hope to write like this at all, but maybe if stuff goes down the drain, then i could possibly match poetic wits with you. ^^

 

I write when I have any emotion really.

 

This one is just paranoia.

 

I only have one depression poem, and it is this- Two Paths of Fate