Hi hun, did it feel better to get it all out?
With your game, is there any way you could maybe make a new account and tell only the people you are close to and can explain that you just want to relax with them?
And as you said, you aren't ugly, you are really smart, and you are a social person. Just because you are on the internet right now doesn't mean you will be forever, and if you really want to change that then taking little steps to do so might be a good idea~ Just maybe cut down on the amount of time you are online for, only small amounts to start with, but maybe try writing that book you spoke of~ It might even help you through it~
As for the tree and bar, I understand, I am really sentimental too. But parents don't seem to realize or understand it. Have you tried maybe sitting down with your dad and telling him how it makes you feel? And how about putting something where the bar used to be? Something equally as nostalgic, or something you can build new memories to when walking past, or even a little post-it with a "" on it. Just so you can also see that even though things go, there can be things to fill that space that can make you equally as happy to be there!x
Have you ever thought about maybe something that you could store away like stickers of something you enjoy or something personal to you that you could keep just for you?
I understand how you must be feeling right now, and there is no shame what so ever in needing a little break from things at times!x
Hang in there...
Pinkie Pie is on her way with cupcakes!~