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  1. Rikifive

    Oh Sweet Celestia, the pain is gone. :flutter-wonder:

    Words cannot express the relief I feel.

    I'll spare the details, but I've read and seen scary stuff on the internet, and I was worried it might become a complicated nasty thing, so I was planning to desperately consult specialists this Monday. Thankfully, at least for now, it stopped, the inflammation is gone. I know it's not the end of problems, and that I should definitely have it checked, but for now all that matters is, that I finally might be able to sleep. I'm going to appreciate the moment of peace. :dash-blanket:

    The last two nights were so long, it kept feeding my depression so hard. After all that pain and lack of sleep I'm tired as heck, I hope tomorrow everything will return to normal.

    Given I got that moment to breathe, I really should rethink what I'm doing with life. I definitely need to work harder...

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    2. Samurai Equine

      Samurai Equine

      :kindness: I am so glad to hear that, my friend. I really, REALLY hope you continue to feel better.

      But please, if this problem returns, do what you can to get the medical help you need. I know it seems hard and scary, especially without insurance and a lack of money on hand. But please remember that your health is more important than any amount of money, so please prioritize it.

      Spoiler

      And if you ever need help, there are friends willing to pitch in to help you financially, as long as you are honest and only use that money for medical necessities.

       

    3. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm glad to hear you're feeling better now, my friend! :kindness: *hugs*

    4. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Thanks everyone :dash-blanket:

      I managed to get some sleep, and while I'm still being exhausted, I do feel much better. :derpy-party:

      @Snow Oh there is that need unfortunately, there is... Here I thought my only concern is to race against time to "afford bread", so to speak, but turns out health is in play too. I feel like receiving a huge warning - a reminder to approach everything really seriously. At the beginning of the year I wasn't putting that pressure on myself, but time flew by so quickly, and now this... I feel like being currently without a shelter in a survival game, so I have to work on that shelter first. :P Anyway, thank you, I get what you mean, I'm doing what I can. :coco: Wishing you all the best too! twilight_sparkle_smiling_sweetly__s05e26__by_datapony-d9j9wou.png Despite difficulties, we have to keep pushing through. :twi:

      @Samurai Equine I'm pretty sure the problem will return, it always does, and hits harder and harder each time. That's dental health in a nutshell I guess. I wanted to take care of it once I'd have a stable income ('coz with dentists, it's always hard to estimate the price and amount of visits), but that single tooth grows impatient and started rampaging my overall wellbeing. With the recent event, I was so scared it might end up requiring something more than just a single visit to any dentist, but thankfully it wasn't as serious as articles online suggested it could potentially be (at least yet), and the problem disappeared on its own. Of course their point still stands, I definitely should have it checked anyway, probably have that tooth removed for starters. I know it can't be ignored forever.

      If only it could wait few more months... I hopefully should be able to figure something out by then.. That's why I have to work even harder, while I still have the chance. :flutter-wonder:

      Spoiler

      Yeah, health should be top priority, but that's complicated. I do have other problems that also are important. :mlp_icwudt:

      I can imagine everyone disagreeing, but it's all my fault for finding myself in such situation, result of my own silly decisions, and so I have to bear it myself. I'd feel awful otherwise. We all have our problems, and there are others, who deserve the help more than me.

      Of course still, thank you Samurai, but don't worry, everything is going to be okay... eventually... :eager:

       

  2. Rikifive

    The constant pain makes me unable to sleep for the second night now. Painkillers no longer help.

    What a good time to not have insurance, nor job. I think I have doomed myself. :twi-hiding:

    I don't want... Please make it stop :twi-hiding:

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    2. Samurai Equine

      Samurai Equine

      Please see a doctor and get a 2nd opinion soon. Leave no details out when you describe the pain you are under.
      I'll be praying for you, my friend. Sad_Fluttershy

    3. TheRockARooster

      TheRockARooster

      Same here. :(

    4. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Problem is, I don't have insurance, so I'm on my own with this. 

      I'll try to see a private doctor, but if I'm being told it's serious and is going to be expensive to treat it, I give up. :Scaredy-dash:

      It's really scary how life can be ruined so easily. Had job for 9 years and never took a single day off for health reasons, and when I quit it to change something, this is what happens, of all times. :twi-hiding:

      Eh, I only have myself to blame.

      I can only hope it's not too serious but...

      i'm-tired-boss.gif

  3. Rikifive

    WANNABRONY! I hope you're doing well! :coco: Happy birthday! :balloon: :derpy-party:

    1. Wannabrony

      Wannabrony

      Thank you Riki!! :squee: Oh how I miss everyone, it's been a long time since I've been on here, I hope everypony's been well :heart:

    2. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      I hope you had a great day! twilight_sparkle_smiling_sweetly__s05e26__by_datapony-d9j9wou.png

      It's been a while indeed, I've been wondering if you'll be able to visit us, so it's good to see you! :twilightsmile:

  4. Rikifive

    My dad is cooking on his PS4, he recently finished:

    • Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order
    • The Evil Within 2
    • Mafia Definitive Edition
    • Red Dead Redemption 2

    and now is playing

    • Star Wars Jedi: Survivor

    In the past he also completed games like The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt, some from the Assassin's Creed series, God of War (the new ones), Wolfenstein: The New Order, etc..

     

    And me?

    ...pretty much only doing some dailies and stuff in gacha games due to lack of free time to start playing more games.

    Man, I need to step up my game. Apparently my dad is a bigger gamer than I am. :mlp_icwudt:

    I really miss playing and immersing myself in games without worrying about things in background.

    Also, I wish I could buy him a PS5. :flutter-smile:

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    2. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      @Samurai Equine I see, fair, fair. :P

    3. ZiggWheelsManning

      ZiggWheelsManning

      How did Jedi Survivor go?  

    4. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      @ZiggWheelsManning The amount of bugs and how poorly optimized the game is (at least for PS4) is mind-blowing, but technical things aside, it's a nice game overall, and has full polish dubbing, which I, and especially my dad, appreciate.

      He's slowly finishing the game, currently revisiting locations for collectibles.

  5. Rikifive
    JAPONIES I had that song added on Spotify for quite a while, but I haven't bumped into a version sung by japonies yet, nice.
  6. Rikifive
    Aww... It's a shame things have to be like this, that there's never enough time for everything. *sigh* why do I feel like everything is falling apart... I completely understand you though. I hope life treats you well, and guides you on your path.
  7. Rikifive

    Wooo happy birthday! :party-pinkie:

    I hope you're having a good time :derpy-party:

    1. Longhaul

      Longhaul

      Thank you so much!  I have a nice day planned and I'm sure it will be fantastic!:derpy-party:

    2. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Planned? 👀 That sounds great, enjoy your time then! :party-treats:

  8. Rikifive

    Happy birthday! :party-pinkie:

  9. Rikifive
    hmm I think I know let's use the method of elimination... that's not me, so it has to be someone else... okay I won't ... I'll look above then IT'S DYNAMOOOOOO! I GUESSED IT RIGHT! jk @DYNAMOOOOOOOOOOOOO Congrats! Totally deserved! Thank you for all your hard work on the events and everything!
  10. Rikifive

    [redacted]

    I may be often unavailable, so don't take it personally if I won't be replying, be it in here or Discord. :flutter-wonder:

    [redacted]

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    2. Snow

      Snow

      I wish you every success Riki!!!

      Even though you do have a lot to focus on, please don’t self isolate too much my friend :coco:

    3. Samurai Equine

      Samurai Equine

      Take your time, my friend. Real life comes first. :sweetie-squee2:

    4. StaryStory

      StaryStory

      We understand. Please take your time, and good luck. If there's anything I can help, tell me ~☆

  11. Rikifive

    Happy birthday! :balloon::party-pone::balloon:

  12. Rikifive

    Happy birthday! :party-pone:

  13. Rikifive
    Silky did something and suddenly I became a goat But hey, I have two horns now! The magic has been doubled! I can cast two spells at the same time! Twilight's gonna flip out when I show her my epic skills!
  14. Rikifive

    Happy Birthday!!! :balloon: :party-pone::balloon:

  15. Rikifive

    poof_goat.gif

    1. Astralshy

      Astralshy

      When I thought Ive seen it all :>

    2. Samurai Equine

      Samurai Equine

      :ponder:

      Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground...

    3. PrincessPriscillaPT

      PrincessPriscillaPT

      Could've done G.O.A.T. (aka Greatest of All Time) there, @Ice Princess Silky <3. She turned herself into a goat that will literally ram into something that's in her way lmao

  16. Rikifive
    Are you time traveling on a bucket? Hello and welcome! And see you in the future!
  17. Rikifive
    Hello, hi, and welcome to the herd!
  18. Rikifive
    Fixed an oversight, whereby the footer (text at the bottom) was still invisible during evening phase of the background. I initially adjusted it for night only, and overlooked, that the evening phase is also just as dark.
  19. Rikifive
    Oh by the way, I created a new page, that displays the today's birthdays: https://mlpforums.com/birthdays/ And that's what I attached to the button.
  20. Rikifive
    It indeed doesn't hurt to have it, so I cooked something. It's kinda a budget solution for now, but at least it should get the job done. As for notifications, that's kinda a different league unfortunately, it goes deeper into the software, I'd have to do a proper research on how to work with these, and sadly I can't afford that at the moment, so let's leave it for future, hopefully.
  21. Rikifive
    Plot twist - Actually, the birthday widget already does sort users based on their last activity. Recently active users are always at the top. That said, who shows up there and the order isn't random. Nowadays, usually only like 1-3 first slots are taken by still active users, the next entries often show users, who haven't logged in for years, so the next invisible ones that didn't make it to the list are even more ancient. So the question is, would anyone need to dig that far? A way to view all today's birthdays would be doable, but that probably wouldn't reveal any active users. An icon before/after name when someone is celebrating a birthday is actually something I did years ago as an experiment. I believe I did suggest, or at least mention something like this myself in the past, but now I'm not sure if I actually ever mentioned my science results to consider adding these to MLPF. Anyway, I'd love to toy with stuff if I'd get the chance.
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