Clawdeen

Well now that my excitement for today has passed I’m going to go be a cult leader and play Cult of the Lamb

I had Wendy’s biggie meal. The chicken sandwich version. It was ok. The fries were mushy

I am an actual mess and that’s all I’m going to say about what just happened lol. I don’t know why I thought doing that would help. I truly lacked all common sense in that moment. But it made it worse lol. Now I get to wait for my friend to hop onto discord so she can be like “No *insert Clawdeens real name* Why? 😂 “ I get to be like I don’t know 😂.

I’m proud of myself. What’s going on isn’t easy but despite what I was thinking prior to this, the way I’m handling it now shows me that I have made progress. Even when I thought I haven’t been.

The company my father and I both work for has randomly decided to change our health insurance to a completely different company. We got letters in the mail. I wasn’t happy at first but reading over it I feel like this one may be better than what we had. This was however a random surprise

Well hopefully I’ll be eating lunch and have figured out what I want to play lol

I mean I gotta go with the bat pony

I’m aware my family is freaking out but I don’t hate this change actually.

Well now we have two cakes since I made another one too 2

I’m procrastinating my exercises. Once I exercise I can eat. I keep getting distracted lol

I can’t go any higher than this lol

Great because I was going to keep it anyway. Probably buy a bunch of things I don’t need. Like clothes, records, get a nice apartment etc

I only had the Wednesday one and I agree it’s not that great

My grandmother has either 12 or 14 siblings. I can’t even remember. They all had kids. Those kids had kids, etc. I got a lot of cousins. Because my grandmother has always loved to gossip Ive always gotten told stories. Especially when she’d visit her sisters. I’ve been told a lot of wild stuff over the years 💀 Absolutely! Theres 100% a decent better man out there for her. It’s just making sure like you said she doesn’t immediately find the same sort of person. Thats why it helps to have a good support system to spot out red flags that you would otherwise miss yourself. 🚩 Yeah myself I’ve realized I’m panromantic and either demi or ace myself. Along with my own traumas, upbringing and witnessing bad relationships has made me feel weird with dating and getting close to people. Not that I’ve not tried as I’ve shared my past stories with dates I’ve went on here lol 😂 Which again is why I mention the good support system to catch red flags. Because some of those people I likely missed something with those first dates I had with them lol.

Theres an idea. Last I left my island it was a mess lol. As I was time skipping so I could add in the villagers I wanted to. I bought the amiibo cards because I got tired of searching for my favorite villagers on their own.

I’m always here if you need to talk! I get it. Besides my parents/grandparents I have some cousins in some bad relationships. We’re talking Jerry Springer/Maury show level of mess. Part of seeing what my cousins were going through when I was in high school was actually part of the reason I was so anti dating back then. Even now two out of three of those cousins are in bad relationships. Married. It’s unfortunate how those things happen. Because my dad swore he would never turn into his father. Yet here we are and as he’s getting older he’s become a lot like his dad. (Which you can’t tell him because it’ll start a fight.) And he’s married to someone who behaves just like his father. Like you said it’s hard because it’s understanding that for different reasons these sort of relationships are hard to leave and at the same time it’s also like. I would never. I’m sorry to hear you’re going through this as well as your mother. As I’m sure this is difficult on you as well as your mother. I know it’s hard to sit and watch as these things happen as it affects you too. I hope someday your mother is able to leave him for not just her own mental health but for yours too. You both deserve better.

95 cakes

Yes as long as they’re fine with me watching them lol Would you date someone who works in a morgue?

Banned for not fighting over emojis

I’m feeling bored. I want to play something but I’m not too sure what yet.

I’m sorry to hear you’re going through that. I feel the same way with my parents and my grandparents. I really don’t get this mentality of staying with someone who you pretty much hate and argue with 24/7.

90 cookies

After finding out I have a walnut allergy I tend to avoid all tree nuts and peanuts. While I’ve never had a reaction to peanuts or peanut butter it was advised I hold caution with eating tree nuts and peanuts in general. Due to cross-contact and cross-contamination between the two in food-processing facilities. Despite that I have had relatives who have tried to feed me walnuts still -.- What part of allergic do we not understand.

88 cakes

Absolutely since I now have a three day weekend!