Clawdeen

Tired. I don’t want to get up and go to work but I have to lol. I have so many meeting today.

Me waking up thinking I just got a lot of sleep and it’s barely been two hours lol.

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Uh I guess so. Odd pet choice but ok. Would you date someone who cries everyday?

I'm feelin really tired

Start to get ready for bed.

I have the Bella twins theme stuck in my head. You can look but you can’t touch

I’m at the last rank ~

Yes the hiding things and cheating aspect is biiiiig on all them apps. I’m not sure with online dating as far as the websites go as the ones in the past I tried years ago were dead in my area. I know some people like the nice/loving things with people they’re starting to date. I personally prefer someone who would keep it real with me. I got all this personality you can banter with and you just wanna tell me I’m cute? Nah. Not for me. I know plenty of people who like that sort of thing but not for me personally. Not a fan on compliments with my appearance in general really. I’m sorry to hear you’ve had such a rough time with it as well. Don’t beat yourself up over it too much as like I said I’ve went on some dates with some people who were probably very clearly red flags that I missed. It happens and it sucks.

The doctors office mess aside. I’m also feeling conflicted on what I want to do with a writing project I’m figuring out.

All I’m asking is if I do or do not have the virtual doctors appointment tomorrow I scheduled. I have gotten everything but a straight answer. The more this person says to me the less I understand. Best of luck with the move.

Oh my gosh I am so enraged. I just have a simple question. Why are we dancing around a simple question

Like you don’t want to speak to me on the phone rn💀

The way I feel exactly the same. It’s easy to find somebody it’s hard to find somebody of quality tbh. It’s why I really hate how dating apps are the thing nowadays. Which let me not get on a big rant about it but. Nobody fills in an about me section these days. Even on Bumble. It’s very looks based and I can’t connect with other people based off of looks. You’re hot? Great and? How does this help me know if I’m going to be able to have a conversation with you or not. Or even want to tbh.💀 People who don’t write anything about themselves are an auto left swipe for me. If you can’t be bothered neither can I lol. Vice versa on that I’m spending 500 bucks on Botox and 700 bucks on fillers for each side of my face. That seems to be an expectation for some folks out there, especially because I’m a 30+ woman and I’m not doing it. I can’t afford that sort of routine maintenance. Even if I could I could use that money towards other things. It’s the ghosting once you make matches, the bots, the gross first messages, people you have to pull teeth from to even hold a conversation with them, aggressive messages, being strung along, etc. Then once you find someone you want to meet in person it’s hoping you have a good enough first experience to warrant a second date. Which I’ve not had. Because oof. Red flags. Red flags everywhere 💀 Even then it’s just hard for me to connect with people. I’ve already told some of my other friends that I’m just gonna be y’all’s single witchy auntie.

Going to straighten my hair

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Yeah I redownloaded it again. I’ve been alternating between it, Cult of the Lamb and Lollipop Chainsaw

Mines a mess since I’ve been time skipping to keep moving in all the characters I want lol.

I am going to get ready and attempt to take a nap before Clash of Paris comes on today. Since I got up super early again

I’ve been playing Cult of the Lamb all morning

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Look at you planning out how to get away with hiding money from the government

So my answer is yes but we’d have to have a discussion on that. Would you date someone who only bathed once a week?

I have new thoughts. My new thoughts are trying to figure out new clothes to buy

I’d like Winter as a name.