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Nice work there She looks real sassy

Thanks Dawn, and ugh this moderation que is annoying, i get why i got it but.. i wanna post X(

yes, the default yellow faces, in my pms i get the custom pony ones but in threads on the forum i get this:

could you please do mine? My pony: and for the background: something nice with her cutiemark please

I like it, you make Skylar look cute :3

My darkest fears? okay.. Letting everyone on here who counts me eiter as a close friend or part of their 'forum family' down, having some if not all of them leave me, and being alone again. Those are my darkest fears..

First ever convention was Bricvention in Melbourne, (which was a Lego convention), PonyCon AU in Sydney (pretty self explanatory), and ComicCon, (pretty much also self explanatory) to me, it is when you've been to one, you've been to them all. I found it quite boring, merchandise was overpriced and way too crowded, didn't get to hang out with my friends much either.

Honestly? Absolutely nothing! This place is so boring! There is nothing going on, no concerts, gigs, conventions. very little to no friends here, but moving to New Zealand, so much better!

Okay so you may know about how I have been feeling lately, depression, anxiety, suicidal and having mental breakdowns, which has made me lash out at specific members, resulting in my current moderation state, for a long time I could not explain it, but now I have come to the reason why to I have done this.. It is because of my severe lack of irl friends, I mean I have a couple but they are always busy with work or school, and the meetups are very rare, and when there are meetups, i am usually broke so I cannot go, so due to this lack of irl friends, my depression, anxiety, lonliness and sadness comes into play, and at times it gets so bad i have mental breakdowns and lash out at people when I don't mean to. I truly apologize to the member I lashed out at, what I did was completely uncalled for and i hope we can forgive each othere, also, I apologize to the staff for having to deal with it.... Good news is, I will be moving in with some friends in New Zealand in a month or two. Also to all my wonderful family and friends on here, thank you so much for sticking with me through my best and worst of times and for loving me like you do, I truly do appreciate it. ~ Scarlet P.S To everyone on here who I have scared, made worried or lashed out at, I truly am sorry, this is not the real me, the real me is my OC/Ponysona Mirror Image but everything has been getting to me and making me change...for the worse

Oh dear, let me just say this, there is hardly a celebraty out there that doesn't let the fame and fortune get to their heads, these are the people that should NEVER be in the spotlight, that should never be famous at all. All they care about is the fame and fortune, they do not, I repeat DO NOT care a single ounce for their fans. Do you remember when that **** (trying to be respectful here) Bieber (and I don't care if I spelled his name wrong) bullied that girl, calling her fat and stuff, prompting depression and suicide attempts? Yeah people like him, Rhianna, 1D, Gaga, Perry etc.. should NOT be famous at all, they should be forgotten! That is why I prefer 'celebratie's like Slash, Guns n Roses, Slayer even, because it is bands/artsits like that who actually are about their fans!

Canterlot.com Unifaction.com that is it

Hey, just wondering, umm whenever I use a smiley, it goes to the default smiley and not the pony ones, is this due to my moderation que or something else? Just curious

Domestic: - Cats/Kittens - Dogs/Puppies - Birds - Rabbits - Hamsters Wild: - Wolves - Foxes - Siberian Tigers - Snow Leapords I have a lot

Currently no, but after I have moved into New Zealand and settled in, I will be gettng a kitten, and i'll be calling it Fluffy or Fluffles

In all honesty? What amazes me, is how I've become rather 'popular' and really liked on here, I mean most of my life, especially during school, I was kind of a loner, I had people I would hang around with during school (mostly in the computer room) but I never saw them outside of school, or it was very rare. So being rather popular her and from my own perception, rather well liked, it amazes me. Secondally, my boyfriend, no matter how much shit I put him through, especially with my depression and mental breakdowns, he continues to love me none the less.

Twice, the first time was when I was about ten years old, and living in Singapore. I was visiting my friend at his townhouse and had brought some stuff over to his house. Being ten years old, I had a curfew. It was getting late and when I realized what time it was I freaked because I was a little bit over the curfew, I grabbed my things and ran for it,but because my glasses were fogged up, I couldn't see that the glass door was closed, I ran right through it, and had to have about 32 stitches on my chin. The other time was about the same time when i fell back on a water slide because my brother pushed me, had to have about 10 stitces on my scalp.

This has just dawned on me.. Apparently I am rather popular here, not just with my family forum but with other people as well, including some of the staff... But what confuses me is this: This all started to happen after I came out as transfemale and started being a woman (my true self) I was exactly the sam kind of person inside when I was still male, so why couldn't this have happened before my coming out? Nothing about my personality changed, except that maybe I am a bit more free and some what happier, so can someone please tell me why it was after and not before? I also still don't quite get why I am so popular...

Me too, I just gotta prove I'm respectful and mature.. ugh

maybe start it again? yeah ,but could it wait until after I'm off probation? (however long that's going to take)

I couldn;t agree more, yeah I've been guilty of doing "Cry out for attention" posts, but...no more, I mean part of my reason was because i like literally have no irl friends, nothign to do with my personality, just that the few bronies that are here are usually busy with school or work.. Please put this into consideration mods

Mmmm, even though I have been guilty of doing that myself in the past, I now realize just how... well pointless it is. Yes, I mean at times it can be legitimate and not just a cry out for attention, but if someone was really going to do it, they would not tell anyone about it, they would just do it.

I'm pretty unsure about this, it hasn't been posted in in ages, so I am pretty sure it has died, sadly enough