mega thread How are you feeling?

[Pandora 38,015]

I'm good - streaming series for rooster was fun :3
Now dancing lol!

[Tropical Melody 6,122]

On 2022-05-20 at 6:27 PM, -Buttercup- said:

Feeling pretty good now that I have a headphone stand. A cheap one, but still one nevertheless. 

Had to google headphone stand. Woah dude! Never knew such things existed ...

 

[Sparklefan1234 170,276]

10 minutes ago, Pandora said:

I'm good - streaming series for rooster was fun :3
Now dancing lol!

 

I'm SO GLAD you're feeling good, Bestie! 

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I'm feeling pretty good myself. 

[Pandora 38,015]

2 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

I'm SO GLAD you're feeling good, Bestie! 

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I'm feeling pretty good myself. 

You deserve to be!

[Savy 5,077]

Feeling pretty good at the moment.  

[Lunaholic 898]

Today I feel good and hopeful about the next week 

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,434]

Feeling pretty horrible. My dad has a way with making me feel entirely worthless, but he isn't wrong so I can't blame him. My existence is a burden on everyone around me and I just wish I was never born. 

[Sparklefan1234 170,276]

I feel like being creative whenever I see @PrettyInPipp's Pipp Petals avatars. 

 

2 hours ago, Pandora said:

You deserve to be!

 

I feel like giving @Pandora and @PrettyInPipp a hug. 

 

[TheRockARooster 51,003]

I’m feeling good, I feel like I got an alright amount of sleep and yeah.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Glad to be able to relax now

[Tropical Melody 6,122]

14 hours ago, Kyoshi said:

Feeling pretty horrible. My dad has a way with making me feel entirely worthless, but he isn't wrong so I can't blame him. My existence is a burden on everyone around me and I just wish I was never born. 

Very interesting. My dad used to do that to me. He was wrong, and so is yours. Often dads want their sons to be exact copies of themselves, but we're not, and never can be. It's all bollocks.

 

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Mine:

Annoyed. And got a headache. Hate being messed about by people who say they'll get back to me and don't. Been waiting on my usual guy to come trim the front hedge — 'I'll phone you when I'm coming over, will be before the end of the week' — that was Tuesday. Now his mobile just rings. Is it a case of he can see it's me phoning and won't pick up? If you can't or don't want to do it, say so then we know where we are don't we, and can make alternative arrangements. 'Cause I'm not hanging on the phone forever. I'm away for 4 days starting tomorrow, so that's that, if he phones in the meantime I won't be here, if not I'll try again when I get back. if still no joy then I'm looking for someone else.

 

 

[Pandora 38,015]

15 hours ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I feel like being creative whenever I see @PrettyInPipp's Pipp Petals avatars. 

 

 

I feel like giving @Pandora and @PrettyInPipp a hug. 

 

*huggles for you too* ; A ;

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Doing good but I hope the people I sent a voicemail to will get back to me soon.

[Tropical Melody 6,122]

Alright not so annoyed now then. My guy 'phoned me today with mucho apologies, he's had some really heavy shit going down apparently. Anyway we're cutting the hedge tomorrow ....

Which will be great, so I can naff off on my trip leaving behind a neat hedge.

 

 

 

Edited May 22, 2022 by Tropical Melody

[Savy 5,077]

Feeling really good at the moment!  

[TheRockARooster 51,003]

I’m feeling cold at the moment.

Not ‘chill’ing out.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Getting hungry, good thing dinner is about to start soon.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,172]

1 hour ago, TheRockARooster said:

I’m feeling cold at the moment.

Not ‘chill’ing out.

Ironic that there's cool weather, cloudy and 65 degrees, in my area  

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Tired. I am tired of being forced to play this game. I was contemplating the sky, and thinking about the creator of all this. Most of the purpose that keeps this life going since the collapse of my connection with the mundane and the loss of my family, is the promise of those signs I've been seeing in the sky. That is all. The promise of finding the creator one day. Sometimes, I feel so jaded there is no suffering anymore, but this lethargy that only disappears when I entertain the idea of ending it. That gives me hope, that this life has to end someday. Hopefully sooner than later.

I want to know something. What is the purpose of this creation? Where does this creator come from? What created this creator? Evolution is not real. Everything has been created inside this massive terrarium, there is no outer space as such, as much as I would like to believe there is, beyond the boundaries of the heavenly vault and the waters above. Nowhere to go. So, this is it.

My upper back is killing me. I feel like I am carrying a massive weight over my shoulders, but I am too weak to keep on going, and having to make excuses to give me a purpose that was never there, is not something I am willing to do anymore. Survival doesn't matter, either. What scares me more is to realize that there is nothing. That I am lost. That thought that haunted me during childhood... "there is nothing" echoing inside of you like a knowledge you cannot forget anymore. Now the lethargy turns to hopelessness, hahaha. It doesn't matter what is the price of truth. There is nothing worse than being thrown into the dark and be left there to rot.
There is nothing worse than not knowing. Not being able to see the light anymore. I feel like I'm gonna get my answer soon. This world, maybe it is the problem. It looks so messed up to me. Everything feels like a compromise with the soul. Maybe it was the uncomely situation I was born in, a very harmful and traumatized environment. Or this is all there is to it. And now hopelessness turns to despair.
I need that answer. My entire life I've felt I lost my home there in the sky, but I didn't look at any dot of light in the firmament during my childhood, instead I focused somewhere beyond the firmament, I know I was there at some point, and things were much better, but somehow I must have fallen and ended up here. And I just cannot understand mortality. This life makes no sense to me. I don't get it how people buy into the things of this world. Don't they miss home, too? Or maybe they are earthly creations who descended from adam and eve, so a part of them feels at home despite the many tribulations of this life. But I don't. I cannot even find peace within the good times.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Feeling happy at the moment

[Old Accnt. 3,149]

I'm feeling happy just like the person above me

[TheRockARooster 51,003]

I got my Washington Redskins jersey from the NFL in the mail and I feel happy about that.

 

I’m also feeling cold and lightheaded, might need to take some tablets for it.

Edited May 23, 2022 by TheRockARooster

[Sparklefan1234 170,276]

Bestie Admin @The Wife of Giyu is at the top of my Recent Profile Visitors so I'm nervouscited. 

 

Edited May 24, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[Old Accnt. 3,149]

I had a oke day so I'm feeling alright

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Have you ever felt claustrophobic inside your own body? Like that.