mega thread What are you thinking?

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

53 minutes ago, ExplosionMare said:

I wonder how I'll make my fake soda can look tomorrow. 

 

Is that like where you draw a picture of an orange with shadows and everything? 

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Hooray! @PrettyInPipp was able to restore her signature! 

Edited May 28, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

About god. And me waiting for the creator to end all this. I have had enough of his little after-school special in this animal creation. I've been subjected to ruthless people of no morality whatsoever during my entire life, because this corrupt legal system allows corrupt people like them to behave worse than animals, and yet prosper. So, what can I do when justice has gone blind? And this is because of the creator.
"Oh, no. I've just unleashed a pack of hungry and amoral wolves in the pen where my sheep lie, and they are having a feast with the stupid sheep". But sadly this is a common method used by the creator when it comes to "instruct" his people, if you have read scripture. He will often abandon them to the worst elements of this creation, when they stray from his torah; the only way. To "lovingly" force the wayward sheep back into him, if they survive the slaughter, that is.
This system of rewards and punishments... Especially when the human creation gets out of control. What a failure. What is the point of being able to create all of this, if this is gonna be the final result? You are purposely making things worse so people will be forced to follow your way upon the return. The notion that there is no intrinsic value to anything, and that you must cosnstantly teach your human animals with ideology so they live correctly haunts me. Because the animal nature never fails to show up. And this is a form of cohersion, you are solving the problem you have created to begin with. "Poison a third of the waters of the world with wormwood, then cleanse the waters after the descent of jerulem". So, you are forced to gather in the heavenly city... or die.
"Telling the end from the beginning". Of course he knows the end, because this is his script. And I am forced to watch his sh*tty movie. And all of this because in his "infinite wisdom" he couldn't foresee what a terrible mistake it was to leave the watchers without companionship. Nobody could have seen that coming, right? Only a blind moron couldn't.

There is a hatred against god that runs deep in this oh, so beloved family of mine. So, I don't think there is reconciling my relationship with the gracious creator. I just get this instinctive reflex to throw up at the mention of the father. Which means I am screwed, because I have no way out. He is not kidding when he says he is the way. And a part of me naturally rejects him. I wonder what happened in the past, to have left this deeply ingrained stigma of hatred towards god in my human soul. Because this enmity is out of this world.

Edited May 29, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[Splashee 28,563]

21 hours ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

Is that like where you draw a picture of an orange with shadows and everything? 

It needs to be that merged bubbly design pattern that classic 7up or Sprite had

Spoiler

 

 

Thinking about my friends @Woohoo, @Sparklefan1234 and @ExplosionMare 🚩

[TheRockARooster 50,855]

I’m thinking about this cold weather and hoping things change after a while.

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

1 hour ago, Splashee said:

Thinking about my friends @Woohoo, @Sparklefan1234 and @ExplosionMare 🚩

 

@Splashee @Woohoo @ExplosionMare

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

@Sparklefan1234

Sort of. It's a 3D model. Thankfully that part is done and now I can move on to the 2D texture part, which is slightly more fun for me.

I hate it when games patch exploits because the exploits are part of the fun.

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

28 minutes ago, ExplosionMare said:

I hate it when games patch exploits because the exploits are part of the fun.

 

2K patched modding in my wrestling games and now people are upset about that. I guess that's the same thing. 

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Why do I feel bad this morning? I didn't feel bad last night.

[Splashee 28,563]

Spammers failing to get their spams out because of our famous Status Update bug

(Yes, they don't deserve our emojis, spammers get what they deserve)

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Even though I had to miss out on something today, at least that gave me a chance to work on my project some more.

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

1 hour ago, Splashee said:

(Yes, they don't deserve our emojis, spammers get what they deserve)

 

I don't spam, do I? I always worry about that whenever I make a status update. 

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

That would be great if I could get my whole project done today (otherwise I have to hurry up and finish it tomorrow).

[Splashee 28,563]

15 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

I don't spam, do I? I always worry about that whenever I make a status update. 

No, spammers are new accounts that take advantage of MLP Forums google search ranking to only promote links to often shady websites.

They are always dealt with swiftly by our great staff 

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

15 minutes ago, Splashee said:

They are always dealt with swiftly by our great staff 

 

Is the "great staff" MLP's version of a ban hammer?  JK. 

[Tropical Melody 6,080]

Is it time for tea yet ...

 

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

1 hour ago, Tropical Melody said:

Is it time for tea yet ...

 

Silly, pony! Tea is for hares! 

[Savy 5,077]

I really wanna make my dinner already. I'm hungry.

[Tropical Melody 6,080]

So do it!

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[Woohoo 34,027]

Thinking how long the hiatus until The Owl House S3 will be... 

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

I can't believe I'm almost done with my project  I wasn't expecting to make so much progress today.

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

I've made 367 (Soon to be 368) posts in this thread so far. I've never noticed how thoughtful I can be. 

Edited May 30, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Just pondering about reality, again. And how the sophistication of this creation does not match the primitive and mundane behaviours of the biblical god. Also, about how there is very little quantifiable knowledge in most of scripture. And how I had to look into the paganistic texts from my family, to realize it is possible to unlock the electromagnetic frequency that keeps our consciousness tied to the physical body. Effectively allowing you to travel outside your biological boundary, which is what allowed me to see that this creation looks like a plane, while I was in incorporeal form, suspended over the atmosphere. Nothing new, really. You can see what I saw in the most current filmations of balloons that use cameras without a fish-eye lense. Which is the kind of lense that gives most of nasa recordings, the fake curvature.
So, I'm conflicted about why there seems to be no real knowledge in scripture, like the kind of knowledge I've just mentioned. Not only that, but also cymatics, divination, electromagnetic frequency manipulation, which I have used on someone before, and it works. You can manipulate another sentient creature with thought alone, human beings included. "Just look me in the eyes and you will see". I am not kidding.
Meanwhile, the bible feels like a "nothing" book to me. Like a tool to inflict ideological submission and spiritual disempowerment. Despite people saying they feel "enlightened", whereas I feel like I am being forcefully shoved into a small box to drown in myself. It conditions me, and limits my behavioural potential. It drains me like a stupor that fogs my mind and takes the clarity from my eyes. I feel weak just by reading it. Because it is, by design, a tool for ideological conditioning. Like a very clever form of psychological warfare to submit the individual under the image of a superior entity that executes judgment. Fear. That is the word that defines scripture. Fear. To create fear. God wants you to fear him "for your own good".

Meanwhile the entire world is ran by criminals. And most governemnts are involved in rings of human trafficking, children especially, you know for what. Also drugs, organ traffic. The number of unnacounted missing persons is in the hundred of thousands. An acquaintance of mine got killed because he was asking questions, and then people around were praying and saying he was better off now, because he was with "god". Where was god when he was kidnapped and asphyxiated? Where was it when the two children nearby got ran over and killed by the ceo of medical corporation, and that criminal is still free? Where was god when everything I owned was stolen by the murderers in the other side of my family? Do you understand the brainwashing of these people, and that the very concept of god could be a frabrication used to mantain people disempowered? How can you see those numbers and justify all with god? They have become so dissociated by ideology, they cannot see reality anymore. Similar with "normal" people and media.

Meanwhile, the entire world continues to be under economic slavery in a criminal system that rewards corruption and abuse of life. Injustice keeps piling on while these indoctrinated people wait for their "saviour" that is idly watching how this entire world was planned for deception and exploitation of human life, under the veneer of civility, society, politics, science, religion, and media. Nothing has changed. So, if there is a god, then this character is a genocidal criminal by mere inaction. And there is one. Because this creation didn't originate spontaneously. And still, the entire world is deceived but there is no answer. Human trafficking, no answer. False flag wars, no answer. Criminals of wars relocated all over the world. No answer. Injecting the population with chemicals, contaminating water sources, creating autism, poisoning food, lying deceiving, emotional and psychological manipulation, abuse, rape, slavery. No answer.

It may look cleaner now, but only in the surface. You know the corruption that is under the surface of this criminal world. You can actually see some of it, deep in the web. It is there.

So, I have had this inner struggle my entire life, coming from a luciferian family that is intrinsically paganistic. Double pagans, actually. Because they all practiced occultism under the guise of catholicism. And catholicism is the very establishment of world-wide deception that started the movement of scientism and the false heliocentric paradigm, space and the "big bang" that the world believes today. The jesuit "astronomers". A lot of atrocities were committed by the jesuits to forge this originally religious deception that is intrinsically tied to science, because religion and mainstream science are two sides of the same coin that sustains this deception. They work like polarity to divide people. And it is all tied into government and the "globe", of course. As some of the high ranking military officers mentioned within my own family, because the military have more than enough resources to map the plane of this creation. They are the enforcers of government, not the one you know. So, you can imagine how much they really know. But they are there for looks, and to orchestrate wars. Like with pearl harbor, and well, any other war, really. Where civilians are sent to die for a fake cause. Because wars are started by the governments, not the normal people. People can be cruel, stupid, ignorant, but most are simple, and have been made simple by the education system during hundreds of years of traditional indoctrination. So, they are taught under a line of logic that disregards the occult, while they are being psychologically prepared to become another worker. It is fine, you can have a good enough life. It is all that matters. Creature comforts. Everything is justifiable as long as you have your creature comforts. Correct?

Anyways, something feels very wrong about all this. And my heart hasn't lied to me, yet. So. Follow the heart, heart seeker. Follow the heart.

Edited May 30, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[TheRockARooster 50,855]

I wonder if I shoulddo something tonight.

Edited May 30, 2022 by TheRockARooster

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

I'm so glad I'm almost done with my project 

[Sparklefan1234 169,978]

@PrettyInPipp *Looking at your current avatar* Did Pipp eat a hooful of hot peppers?