Don't worry man, I can relate to you considerably. I finished School and had no clue as to what to do next. 2 years later im still in the same position and have deteriorated considerably in mood and health. I found this show and became so engrossed that I completely fell in love with the concepts the show promotes. Heck I probably wouldn't be posting this now if it Weren't for this show as i was that worried about how people perceived me.
My parents eventually made me seek help and turns out I have Aspergers Syndrome.
just try to focus on the small things in life such as TV Shows, Favorite Hobbies (Sports, Gaming, Reading) instead of looking out the window at the mess we call society. It's hard to find where we fit in the puzzle and im sure if a portal opened up to Equestria, a good portion of people would take the leap but that ain't the case. we need to make the most of what we have.