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Sorry, I have been trying to get more talkative again, even if it is just status updates and nothing else right now...
I am... well... kind of bored at the moment! I was wondering if... there was anything to do around here today? I have not explored too deep around here... and... well, I was wondering if there are good places to go?
I know about the Forum games, but... they did not gather my attention too much... Um.... any other ideas? Just a basic place or something that I can go to so... I can seem more interesting and engaging!
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So I did try to ask for people on a meetup around Missoula, my home town, buuuut that seemed to be a no go as well now.... The only person I found was from... Er.... Billings I think? Which is just a bit too far since I have no means of traveling yet! Oh well, I guess I can only keep on trying!
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I just wanted to say sorry for being gone for so long! Just... since not much goes on around here now at all and... my mind going crazy I feel like.... It has really just.... Well I dunno how to explain it!
So all I am going to say is I am very sorry, but I am still alive and... well okay!
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So! This is going to kind of be a.... question/plead of guidance?
I am going to get right to it with this one.... I am willing to do anything to meet anyone locally... brony or not now! Daily I feel just.... so empty when I go on my night walks and all.... realizing I do not have anywhere to go....
You have all helped me so well in the past, and I ask for it once again... but..... how do I do it? How do I get the best chance now at meeting up with some brony groups or just.... some people so I can actually and happily say I have friends offline!
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Any type for making... real life friends? I mean, having such a loving and nice community like you all is SUPER nice and helpful... But as soon as I leave the online world, I feel so alone again... It just makes me awful!
So, I was just wondering... How.... do I actually make friends in the real world if... well... all you really like is ponies anymore?
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@Johnny1226 I can say for sure, it is actually... Back when I was not a brony and all... I hugged a few of my friends and it was very nice!
So, you are wrong there... just gotta find those who are okay with hugging!
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I know everypony wished me before and all, but now it is happily my birthday where I live! The big..... 20!
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@Sunset Rose Thank you! Heheh.... I guess I am glad my teenage years are over?
@Trottermare Galamane Ohhhh, indeed... sad to see them go kind of... but also glad to be moving on!
@Tacodidra It has! By that I mean nothing happened... but I am going out to dinner and maybe getting a couple of things!
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Just to clarify... but then again... Timezones make it tricky.... it is not my birthday yet! At least where I am living... it is still the night on the 7th! But! I guess if the site says it is... Thank you all for the AMAZING wishes so far!
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So.... to kind of get out of the sad thoughts and all, um..... Tomorrow is my birthday!
I am going to be 20 there, I dunno if that is a number I should be excited about or not... But... here is hoping it is a good birthday!
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@Recherche Hmmmh.... yeah, sure, I guess you are right!~ Eheh.....
@Johnny1226 Thanksies again!~ Maybe I should have waiting till my birthday... but I could not wait, I was excited!
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I... well.... I am sorry if I appear more heartless and... dead inside? That sounds very bad... I Just... do not know how else to word it. A lot has happened the passed couple of days and... It.... It really hurt, made me cry, and... almost go... just a bit insane.... I am fine now that I gathered my thoughts.... But.... I am so sorry....
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I'm not Fry-Guy, but if that's really what's on your mind... you're just going to need to keep holding on. I understand that you don't want to get backstabbed again; nobody wants to be betrayed... but that's just the way relationships can go sometimes. The only way you can truly get to know someone is to make yourself vulnerable, but that also leaves you open to be attacked... IF you don't play your cards wisely. If you don't trust any of us right now, that's perfectly acceptable... but if you truly want to make some strong connections to folks, and if you truly want to able to put this behind you... you're just going to have to keep holding on, like I said. We'll be here for quite a while; when you think you're ready to trust us, we'll gladly accept it!
Until then... just keep moving forward; I'm sure you'll get through this, whether it's tomorrow or next year!
I apologize if any of this comes across as harsh... but that's just how things go sometimes.
I wish you luck, Butters; i truly do!
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But... from what you told me anyways, soon as you... grow tired of the forums, you are going to leave that friendship behind.... You told me as long as you are on the forums, that we would be friends... so... what happens when you do decide to leave one day or I decide to leave one day...? What... does it... just end? No matter how strong or close we might have gotten?... I do not know if I want that... Because now I am just kind of counting the days left till you do leave... whenever that might be. I.... want to trust here, but a worry comes to mind if when... what if they leave here, not remembering or... forgetting about me? That.... That would be the worst pain of them all.
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@Butterscotch Pony Butters... I think you might be looking at this from the wrong angle.
Even if I decide to leave the Forums one day, what makes you think I'm just going to forget about you? Your past relationships? Trust me, my dude... I'm different. I still remember the names of all of my best friends in elementary school... somewhere I haven't been in almost 8 years. I have a feeling that many of the folks here are the same; we don't view people as expendable resources... we view our friends as invaluable parts of our lives. Trust me, Butters; you're not a resource or some disposable item. Not to me, anyways.
Even assuming I decide to leave the Forums one day... that just means I moved on, that doesn't mean you failed to do something. Sometimes people just move on from relationships, for any number of reasons. That's why you need to cherish every moment that you spend with your friends; they may not last forever, whether it's due to drifting apart, changing careers, or even in some unfortunate cases, passing away...
The whole point I'm making here is that friendship is an incredibly precious thing. Though friendships may last a lifetime, others can fail to last forever. This is why you need to cherish every pleasant moment you spend with your friends; your bond may or may not last forever... but the joy your friends can bring to your life is something you should never take for granted.
This isn't a justification of your former friends abandoning you; not at all. I'm just saying that people can move on sometimes. You can't let unpleasant experiences control your life. If you do, they will haunt you until you finally decide to overcome them.
Godspeed, Butters; I know you can do this!
Just try not to view relationships as time bombs. Instead, try to think of them as amazing experiences that you share with them!
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Had to get my blood drawn, and now I have 2 appointments I have to go do... Ugh, no fun at all....
But! If it is to help me with my life and future... then I guess I should be happy about it!
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@Recherche Mhm, I am sure it will be at the very best, okay!
Woo hoo!~ I mean fall is okay in my opinion, at least it is the more cooler times and... usually when it is in the middle between summer and winter!'
Well ya know more, so you are hip to me!
@Tacodidra Three times?! Oh no, twice and done for me... I could not be able to let them do it again like that! I am glad it did not either and all... I mean I would have been easier when little... I dunno, you can forget more sometimes at that age!
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So.... I think I might have messed up on one friendship already around here... So just before I do it again... Um, if I ever... EVER, get mad with any of you or... get too dark or something... Please, give me a holler, tell me to stop, quit it... whatever you need to do!
As I said, I really do not want to be the bad pony here... I wanna change and do my best! But.... I still have my signs of my past crawling back on me... and I am sorry to anypony I have hurt or will in the future...