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Midnight Solace
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Neurofunk is my new favorite music genre. Thanks, @TwilySparky!
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Neurofunk for @Midnight Solace
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Tears are words that need to be written. I just wish I knew how...
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Yes, the "3" is gone.
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I’m so glad I actually have friends. For 5 years ever since I started high school, I was always the loner. I should’ve never left the fandom. Thanks to all you amazing ponies, I actually kinda feel good for once.
I mean, not having anyone to talk to for 5 years, you do get a bit crazy.
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I think the reactions you have received are a good way of making sense of what others think of you. Like for me, I have over 300 of the "sad" reaction.
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What @Twilight Luna said.
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Scary.
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@DivineGlow1000 They're just so... Cheesy.
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@Midnight Solace Booo!
Here have a tomato with that cheese!
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I hate myself. I don't even know how I can live with myself. I always seem to be the problem and I can never do right. It's always my fault. I don't deserve to be happy.
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Waking up is always so hard.
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So is getting to sleep.
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@Discordian Random russian man is Anon.
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HOW DO I GET TWILY?!?!
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they aren't really boxes - plastic clamshell thingies in an outer cardboard sleeve wrapped in plastic; would say you COULD just slide the sleeve enough to see the contents (as there i a big hole in the side) without significant damage to the packaging, but I suspect a dim view would be taken anyhow.
I do note though - a few people buy whole boxes of these, unpack them, then sell them on ebay at a premium. might be worth looking to see if you can buy a Twi directly rather than try and break the blind bagging.
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Another drawing. Might be one of my last though.
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I just got an award called an Orange Rupee. Anypony know why?
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@Tacodidra I do? Wha- Oh. I wonder who gave that to me...
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I hate the world as well, Luna.
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Not-so-shy-Fluttershy.
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I just had the weirdest dream ever. I dreamt I was staying awake the while night.
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Strange....
I understand, though. I've had a ton of twisted, bizarre and really random dreams. @Califorum inspired me to keep a record of them, so maybe I'll share them one day
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There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand words, and still not understand you. And there are others who will understand- without you even speaking a word.
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Tell me everything, Twilight.
Good night, homies.
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When I came back to the forums after 5 years, I thought I would make some friends. And I did. And I also made my first enemies in 5 years.
Ponies keep telling me that life goes on, but that's the saddest part.
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It's raining... Again.
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@Phasereale I guess I'm fine... I just wish things could get better.
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I just laid there... Silently. I literally can't sleep. Not a single hint of fatigue in me for some reason. What's the problem now? I asked myself, "Have I taken all my meds?" even though deep down I know I did. What's the problem? Why am I always so... Restless? Lack of comfort? Friends? Family? Am I remembering the bad things again? I just think, way too much. I've forgotten what's it like to have a normal sleeping pattern.
The answer slowly came to my mind... It's been there all along. I'm thinking. Way too much. Too many thoughts running through my useless head. So many thoughts, yet so little words. I just wish... I just need some time, to figure out my life.
So then I laid there, with me and my troubled mind. I just miss the feeling... Of inner peace.
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Just looking at my status updates I can tell I've had a lot of mood swings.
Sometimes I can't decide exactly what is wrong with me. Do I feel too much? Do I feel too much? Am I really that bad?
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All I know is that I'm not normal. And in this day and age, that's enough to hate myself.
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I've had so many days where I really hated myself. It caused me to do things to myself that scare me now when I look back on them. If you can, try to have some self-compassion. It's okay to be kind to yourself.
You're a good person @Midnight Solace!
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For those who haven't seen it...
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Twily! : D"Wait, You're Actually Reading This?"-Yes. Yes I Do.@Midnight Solace do you have more funny vids? -
@Ethan Tran Haha, there are tons of crazy pony stuff on the net. Why don't you try watching the Pony.mov series?
I found it hilarious.
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There goes my friends. First @Ethan Tran then @Pip plup
I wonder what's really happening.
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I'm sorry to hear about that, my friend.
@Ethan Tran has returned to the forums after a long time before, let's hope he does so again!
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Really? Wow I have to talk to @Ethan Tran again. I never knew @Pip plup left to. Hmmm they were some one of my first friends on the forums...
hope they are getting through what ever stands in their way.
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It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible. Instead, I feel painfully visible, and entirely ignored.
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Twily looking at the ocean. She says water in Equestria doesn't look so dark.
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But still, lifting a lot of ponies, including Celestia and Bulk Biceps, is quite impressive! 
I've slept (and woken up) in a dream a few times... 
Hope you can get some sleep.
Don't be so harsh on yourself. I hope you'll get better soon. 
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