Do you know why you feel this way? Because I may feel similar. There is not much I enjoy in this world. I don't like material things. I don't watch movies or series - at all. I don't read books and I even stopped playing video games, because it isn't fulfilling anymore. But at least I have MLP and I really like listening to music the whole day. Those two things let me feel emotions and I never get tired of it.
I never had friends in real life and I was basically alone my whole life. We live in a busy world and no one has the time for friendship or doing things together, at least that's my impression. People around me already seem to have everything, like friends, their own small family, their jobs and all that. And I like people, they are really nice most of the time, smiling or making jokes. There was never a difference, even not as a teen. I know some were busy with their religion, going to the mosque and stuff. Or playing WoW every day. I didn't have any other choice but to do the same, ironically. Spending time alone with hobbies or with my pets, that is. But the truth is: I often felt and feel lonely. Some people find happiness in solitude, but I'm still not able to do that. I'm not the monk type.
That's my life goal, you could say. Finding friends who would be willing to spend time with me. I really tried to find a purpose in living alone, but I can't. It's simply not fulfilling. I don't care how busy this world is, that's simply how I feel and even reality can't change that.