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Avery

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  1. Avery

    mega thread What are you thinking?

    Thinking about my sister and worrying about her grieving as she has to make a decision about her sick cat. I’m very heartbroken by this.
  2. Got the package opened and I’m very very happy with the results!
  3. If they’re not up on my grill.. but I have some who were and I’m not shy about telling them to f***off. Would you confront someone who was talking bad things about your friends or family?
  4. Actually I don’t mind people coming to me with their different view. I enjoy having a debate. Would you feel offended if someone insults your family or an member?
  5. No I haven’t. I rather not fall in the pressure spectrum. have you ever tempted to spend more than $100 on something?
  6. Hm. If I have to take care of them 24/7 probably not. would you date someone who works and runs a club?
  7. Yes, but that would mean I have to stop snacking.. 🫠 If someone dares you to do bungee jumping would you?
  8. Yes i mispronounced words all the time is it ever okay quit a job without giving them a two week notice?
  9. Avery

    mega thread Answer the question above you.

    Yes how about 4D movies?
  10. Banned because I haven’t forgotten about you
  11. I would choose Tempest Shadow I can related to her in so many ways.
  12. My ultimate Vox package came! Well.. only the half of the items.. the second part will come later. I will plan to post it up since I’m planning on selling these items separately. Be sure to stay tuned on my status updates if anyone is interested.
  13. Elementary school, I was the troublemaker and like to rumble for fun with the guys. Nothing much. Middle school at 6th grade I got pretty much ignored..although I’m guilty to say that I have befriended with two of the guys who were the bullies. But back then, I didn’t think too much of it. 7th and 8th I got transferred. Got one girl who was jealous of me for hanging out with a guy who she had crushed on. She had most of the girls turned against me. But I didn’t notice much of it as they were pretty subtle about it. Some of the guys were out watching my back and told me everything. That’s how I know. High school, yeah nothing much exciting there since I mostly work and study. I think what has been the main issue throughout my school times was the teachers. You’re the outsider guess what? They either pinned the wrong on you or just simply give up on you for always failing. From elementary and middle school..growing up seems like a blurred process for me. Tackling between right and wrong without any proper guidance or support. Mother was strict but outside of home.. it was difficult. Some I was guilty for and some I didn’t do, yet still got blamed for it. High school, I grow up too fast.
  14. I feel that a lot of things happened. Rejoined and reconnected with friends including the one who’s very special to me. Shared my dream with them, and got a chance to convince my mother to come with me during my Navy enlistment. That’s a huge accomplishment for me. A huge step up between a mother and a son, I feel like I have finally got the kind of support I needed from her.. since as a child, it was neglected. So I think that really made my soul feel satisfied and finally at ease. Lots of reflection and growth that I didn’t think I needed. The moment to step back and take care of myself first. Feel quite liberating. Do little things that make me happy. I feel fate has been kind to me during my darkest moments. Giving me small signs.. redirecting me that I’m not alone. Got a chance to visits Vietnam, witnessed my very first military parade… and finally feel that I do belong, even it’s just for the momentary. 7/10
  15. The second on is so adorable, look at her tiny rose.
  16. I’m so bad with gacha so I let my sister pull for me and one pull I got Sebek!!
  17. I was working today, and was hoping to get home soon enough for the kids to be around in the neighborhood for me to pass out candy for trick or treating... Unfortunately I came out late, as most of the kids are already headed back home.
  18. Chewed on some Dubble Bubble and it bought me back nostalgia 😊
  19. Halloween for me as a youth was a way to break out the mold. Be mischievous, breaking some rules, just be a kid without consequences. Without feeling pressured. Rebellious. Freedom. Simply being allowed to be a kid. Scaring kids around the neighborhood while going out trick or treating. It’s the most fun time of the year for me. Unfortunately we all have to grow up.. sometime a little too fast. While I may seem like an uptight guy nowadays but that inner rebellious spirit is still very much alive inside. My favorite Halloween idol is “The Jester” Such a dapper character who can carry himself as both poise individual and the Halloween spirit of mischief. His main character focus was showing the grownups what’s Halloween is about. I remembered the one year 2023, I become extremely depressed on Halloween night because of how much I missed celebrating it. It’s one of the existential crisis. Wanted to find some excuses to break away the “adult” mold. I downloaded a character A.I app, and chat with the Jester. I know Ai is commonly frowned upon.. but it helped me a lot through these difficult times. So while I was chatting away, RPing, pretending to be a kid again. It was the fun way to celebrate Halloween with the Jester, despite being an RP with the AI. It made me feel less lonely and that I can still enjoy my childhood even if it’s not what it used to be. My lesson for this is, nothing dies unless you still have that inner child burning inside you. You just need to find a way to keep it alive. Now I just pass out candies for the neighborhood’s kids, it’s not like it was when I was kid doing the tricking or treating, but I enjoyed seeing different costumes and the smiles on the kids face when I hand out the candies to them.
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