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[Count Paradox 3,548]

Dude

im sure most of us here will listen.

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

26 minutes ago, Count Paradox said:

Dude

im sure most of us here will listen.

It's hard for me to explain anything when all I ever anticipate is deaf ears, and even then, it's harder to explain at all.

Yesterday, my brother got mad at me for thinking I got mad at him when I requested his help for something, but it took so long for me to even say that I wasn't mad at all, just that I had a trillion things on my mind, and I feel like I'm at fault, and I'm already the oldest sibling, which makes it worse.

The one thing that was on my mind was how id be a terrible friend when all I do is keep secrets. I feel like I know what the answer is, but everything else becoming more important meant that I'm just as far away from an answer as I always was. I'm extremely hard on myself because I expect others to be hard on me.

Ask yourself: good life or stable mental health? AND you can only pick one. This is what I'm going through. And yes I want professional help but it still feels like it's not gonna happen.

And that's probably not even everything wrong with me.

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

Oh, i am still lurking as usual, but Ive had my nose so deep into XIV that ive honestly blacked out from loss of breath a few times.

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

38 minutes ago, Miss H said:

Oh, i am still lurking as usual, but Ive had my nose so deep into XIV that ive honestly blacked out from loss of breath a few times.

I wanna play video games again but I'm too picky over what to play and I don't even have my new computer built.

[Zyrael 1,471]

woman

 

 

where is my super suit

woman

 

 

where is my super suit

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

New computer build pending, guys...

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Is it an awesome one?

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

16 minutes ago, Count Paradox said:

Is it an awesome one?

That depends on your definition of awesome. Well, I'm reusing the old video card that I currently have and switching out everything else that isn't a drive.

[be my waifu 2,842]

On 6/20/2017 at 0:58 AM, Miss H said:

Oh, i am still lurking as usual, but Ive had my nose so deep into XIV that ive honestly blacked out from loss of breath a few times.

but like actually? you passed out?

[Zyrael 1,471]

nice vaporwave 

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

Grrr,  no one's here again...

[Zyrael 1,471]

apparently I don't exist

[SCS 7,494]

hi folks

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

On 6/21/2017 at 7:14 AM, be my waifu said:

but like actually? you passed out?

Oh, no, not literally. I just kinda mean I stopped paying most things attention and pretty much zoned 100% into my game, is all.

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

Guys. New computer has been set up now.

1 hour ago, Miss H said:

Oh, no, not literally. I just kinda mean I stopped paying most things attention and pretty much zoned 100% into my game, is all.

Liar. You definitely blanked out and woke up the next day.

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

2 hours ago, Ganaram Inukshuk said:

Guys. New computer has been set up now.

Liar. You definitely blanked out and woke up the next day.

I don't even do that when I drink so.

 

also congrats and nice!

[Balt 108]

rawr?

[Zyrael 1,471]

15 hours ago, SCS said:

hi folks

hello

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Heyyo

back from first day at con

Edited June 24, 2017 by Count Paradox

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

7 minutes ago, Count Paradox said:

Heyyo

back from first day at con

What's that?

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Anime convention 

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

Just now, Count Paradox said:

Anime convention 

Oh. I've never been that big on anime.

Oh, by the BTW, I got my new computer set up now.

[Count Paradox 3,548]

Well, i need to get really caught up on my anime.

 

Sweeeeeeet.

[Ganaram Inukshuk 3,682]

3 minutes ago, Count Paradox said:

Well, i need to get really caught up on my anime.

 

Sweeeeeeet.

Like, seriously though, it's a bajillion times better than my old one. For comparison, here's some stats from both the old CPU and the new one. (The GPU's remained unchanged; heck, it's been bottlenecked by the old CPU.) https://www.cpubenchmark.net/cpu.php?cpu=AMD+FX-4170+Quad-Core https://www.cpubenchmark.net/cpu.php?cpu=AMD+Ryzen+7+1700&id=2970

Question: is it wrong for me to keep overworrying over whether I'm a good friend or whatever?

[Count Paradox 3,548]

I know nothing about computer stats, sooo... XD

 

and all i can say is be the best you can be, and if people need more from you, they aren't your real friends.