General Chat Thread

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,718]

Sorry.

it's alright. i'm just assuming that people understand how i feel like, and get confused when people say blunt things that don't make any sense to me. it's like i really was born a girl instead of a boy...

 

No, I agreed with you. It was a bit obscure, I know. Sorry about that.

it's alright, as well.

 

Aah, I know how that goes as well.

 

Of course, I'm sure a freaking lot, if not everyone, will feel like that watching something they don't fully understand or are new to.

it's much harder when you're self-conscious and only get time alone on the night, when your brain is not working like it really should be.

 

maybe i would have been more open to experimenting with stuff if i had the living space for myself to go around and babble for myself and shot expletives when things aren't going my way. i hold everything inside of me because of that. i can only really scream inwards, or in very limited spaces, like the bathroom.

 

i know i've told some of my family members i'm not feeling well and would like to see a therapist, but i'm still hiding so much from them, and i haven't gotten any answer from the therapist we've called, either, so i'm still stuck with these kinds of feelings. and they get really horrible at times...

[be my waifu 2,842]

 >hot shit

Eww, I don't wanna be that anyway.

 

I can. I just won't cause I don't think I've listened to them.

And if I have, then I don't remember it enough to judge them.

 

>figures of speech

 

Then go listen to them. Nao.

 

it's alright. i'm just assuming that people understand how i feel like, and get confused when people say blunt things that don't make any sense to me. it's like i really was born a girl instead of a boy...

 

I don't see how that makes you more like a female than a male, but okay.

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,718]

i decided to make this topic about venting. it's long, so beware i guess (please read if you can stomach 3000+ character). http://mlpforums.com/topic/43271-this-kind-of-shit-again/

 

 

I don't see how that makes you more like a female than a male, but okay.

males and females have different thought patterns. a male's way of thinking is often blunt and to-the-point about fixing problems, something i observed about your "go kick emotions ass" comment. a female's way of thinking is often observing, more emotionally inclined. i don't like blunt ways to fix things like that, i moreso want people to care about me and how i feel, try to understand what i am going through. i've gotten quite a bit of comments like yours from other friends i have, them being male too, which has led me to believe i really AM more female than male, at least in mindset.

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

>figures of speech

 

Then go listen to them. Nao.

 

 

I don't see how that makes you more like a female than a male, but okay.

I wanna say cause a lot of girls tend to have things completely fly over their heads where as guys normally pick up on them.

 

Of course, thats a complete shot in the dark.

 

And ok, jeez.

 

Listen to this then. Great song.

k

 

*seconds later*

 

Eww, me no likey. At all.

 

I now have to cleanse myself.

it's much harder when you're self-conscious and only get time alone on the night, when your brain is not working like it really should be.

 

maybe i would have been more open to experimenting with stuff if i had the living space for myself to go around and babble for myself and shout expletives when things aren't going my way. i hold everything inside of me because of that. i can only really scream inwards, or in very limited spaces, like the bathroom.

 

i know i've told some of my family members i'm not feeling well and would like to see a therapist, but i'm still hiding so much from them, and i haven't gotten any answer from the therapist we've called, either, so i'm still stuck with these kinds of feelings. and they get really horrible at times...

I can see that. No way at all to get any alone time earlier in the day?

 

Hmmm, you really should find a way to let any emotions you have out. In any form really.

 

Why not just tell them anything and everything thats on your mind instead of keeping some of it hidden?

And if it gets bad, I'd say spam the shit out of the therapist.

[Modphase 1,271]

Eww, me no likey. At all.

 

I now have to cleanse myself.

 

That's no way to be sarcastic! I hope you were being sarcastic...

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

That's no way to be sarcastic! I hope you were being sarcastic...

I was not.

Not at all.

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,718]

I can see that. No way at all to get any alone time earlier in the day?

 

Hmmm, you really should find a way to let any emotions you have out. In any form really.

 

Why not just tell them anything and everything thats on your mind instead of keeping some of it hidden?

And if it gets bad, I'd say spam the shit out of the therapist.

no way at all. there's absolutely no way i can get any private time for myself under the day.

 

but how do i let them out, then? it's easy to say GIANT FUCKBALLS OF FUCKING FUCKEDNESS on the internet because no one hears you there, but IRL, i'm not really comfortable with them hearing what i am spouting about.

 

i guess i should tell them, but it's so hard to tell them! at least with words, it is. it doesn't flow as naturally for me.

[be my waifu 2,842]

males and females have different thought patterns. a male's way of thinking is often blunt and to-the-point about fixing problems, something i observed about your "go kick emotions ass" comment. a female's way of thinking is often observing, more emotionally inclined. i don't like blunt ways to fix things like that, i moreso want people to care about me and how i feel, try to understand what i am going through. i've gotten quite a bit of comments like yours from other friends i have, them being male too, which has led me to believe i really AM more female than male, at least in mindset.

 

Just because you think like that doesn't mean you're more like a female, though. Those "ways of thinking" can overlap.

 

I want people to care about me and I get emotional over a lot of things too, but that doesn't mean I'd call myself a girl, or that I'm more female than male.

 

I wanna say cause a lot of girls tend to have things completely fly over their heads where as guys normally pick up on them.

 

Eww, me no likey. At all.

 

I now have to cleanse myself.

 

That's being kinda demeaning towards women, don't you think?

 

It's okay if you don't like the style. Just don't start saying they don't have talent.

Edited December 25, 2012 by bluetrace

[Modphase 1,271]

I was not.

Not at all.

Sir, you have just committed the secret eight deadly sin. REPENT!!!

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

no way at all. there's absolutely no way i can get any private time for myself under the day.

 

but how do i let them out, then? it's easy to say GIANT FUCKBALLS OF FUCKING FUCKEDNESS on the internet because no one hears you there, but IRL, i'm not really comfortable with them hearing what i am spouting about.

 

i guess i should tell them, but it's so hard to tell them! at least with words, it is. it doesn't flow as naturally for me.

Well, damn. :/

 

Hmmm, potentially you could find some spot around town that has no one in it whatsoever. Although, I do realize that requires actually leaving your house and not everyone wants to do that just for a stress relief everytime something happens. And sometimes they just can't period.

If its anger you need to dispel, then you could find a gym near you and see if they have one of those practice punching bags. start beating the shit out of that thing.

 

I've never dealt with something like this before, so I can't exactly give good advice, so bear with me. :/

 

And you can write exactly how you feel on the internet right? Why not type it up on the computer away from them, and then show it to them? I'm not sure how your parents would react to such a thing, but its worth a try. You could even type it up for yourself and just read it so that you already have what you want to say right there and not have a need to think of it. Everything is already set how you want it. The only problem with that last one is the fact of if they as questions...

You could actually try and guess what they might ask about anything if there is anything to ask about.

[Count Paradox 3,548]

i'm so happy i may just squee

 

 

i just got done with reading the script and novel that came with my FFVII Advent Children Limited Edition Collector's Set that i got for xmas

 

 

that's it, i'm doing it

 

 

*SQUEE*

[spas-ticShotty 3,584]

New avatar to fit mah current mood. Talk about needless sadness. AFR has been tearing me apart these last few days >

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

That's being kinda demeaning towards women, don't you think?

 

It's okay if you don't like the style. Just don't start saying they don't have talent.

Uuuhhhhh........shut up. :x

Me sozzy ladies.

 

I don't. at all.

But I can sorta see why people would like them.

It also may have just been that song, idk.

Sir, you have just committed the secret eight deadly sin. REPENT!!!

Eighth* :3

 

And no u~

 

New avatar to fit mah current mood. Talk about needless sadness. AFR has been tearing me apart these last few days >

Dammit man, now I'll have a sad every time I see your avvy! D:

 

 

 

I liked it much better when I got a wingboner wub from it. :/

[Modphase 1,271]

I don't. at all.

But I can sorta see why people would like them.

It also may have just been that song, idk.

Eighth* :3

 

And no u~

 

....Operation Make TGAP say, "mmm, kay" to Queen attempt #2.

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJ9rUzIMcZQ

[Viscra Maelstrom 3,718]

 

Just because you think like that doesn't mean you're more like a female, though. Those "ways of thinking" can overlap.

 

I want people to care about me and I get emotional over a lot of things too, but that doesn't mean I'd call myself a girl, or that I'm more female than male.

it's the thing that has made the most sense to me though, and i like to think about it that way.

 

 

Well, damn. :/

 

Hmmm, potentially you could find some spot around town that has no one in it whatsoever. Although, I do realize that requires actually leaving your house and not everyone wants to do that just for a stress relief everytime something happens. And sometimes they just can't period.

If its anger you need to dispel, then you could find a gym near you and see if they have one of those practice punching bags. start beating the shit out of that thing.

 

I've never dealt with something like this before, so I can't exactly give good advice, so bear with me. :/

 

And you can write exactly how you feel on the internet right? Why not type it up on the computer away from them, and then show it to them? I'm not sure how your parents would react to such a thing, but its worth a try. You could even type it up for yourself and just read it so that you already have what you want to say right there and not have a need to think of it. Everything is already set how you want it. The only problem with that last one is the fact of if they as questions...

You could actually try and guess what they might ask about anything if there is anything to ask about.

i don't have anger management issues, so i don't think i need that. although i've had lots of, well, aggressive tendencies.

 

i might just write to them again about this stuff while my mom is now down for christmas.

[spas-ticShotty 3,584]

Uuuhhhhh........shut up. :x

Me sozzy ladies.

 

I don't. at all.

But I can sorta see why people would like them.

It also may have just been that song, idk.

Eighth* :3

 

And no u~

 

Dammit man, now I'll have a sad every time I see your avvy! D:

 

 

 

I liked it much better when I got a wingboner wub from it. :/

Trust me, I like those much more as well, but........................ooh, out of all the ponies to put a dead parents scenario in, why AJ ? I mean, if it was any other pony, it'd still make me sad, but to officially put it on poor lil' AJ breaks mah heart (Goes for AB and Big Mac as well. Smith as well since she also lost her daughter/son, depending on who she had). Even then, I still want an episode that goes into this more. It'll be interesting, but mah sanity and happiness will crumble faster than a bear stepping on a cookie.

[be my waifu 2,842]

Uuuhhhhh........shut up. :x

Me sozzy ladies.

 

You need to watch your mouth, mister.

 

it's the thing that has made the most sense to me though, and i like to think about it that way.

 

Well, if you wish to think like that then be my guest.

[Ron Jeremy 2,032]

*pops into thread*

 

Oh hai everypony.

 

And dead parents = EZ drama. Need to make a character's backstory deep and tragic? Kill one or both of their parents.

[Jinx 2,292]

It'll be interesting, but mah sanity and happiness will crumble faster than a bear stepping on a cookie.

 

Crumble? It will be smashed in an instant.

 

It would be terrible for all of them, at least the Apple Family has AJ, Big Mac, and Granny Smith to act as parental figures. So Apple Bloom still has all 3 of them to look up to.

 

One of my sister's friends died about a month ago, and left 2 children behind. Unfit mother to add on top of that, I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

[Modphase 1,271]

 

Replace "Batman" with "Applejack". Hey, this episode even came out 3 days before christmas.

 

Oh god, I just realized what a sick joke I made.

 

Now AJ can join the superheros with dead parents club...

Edited December 25, 2012 by Modphase

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

....Operation Make TGAP say, "mmm, kay" to Queen attempt #2.

 

Dear, Lord. Please tell me why people like them again?

Cause I'm really not seeing it with this one.

The other one was slightly better.

But that damn intro is annoying. What's up with the piano going on?

 

Blah, you're not gonna get much out of me. Especially since I can now say I don't like them with reason.

[Modphase 1,271]

Dear, Lord. Please tell me why people like them again?

Cause I'm really not seeing it with this one.

The other one was slightly better.

But that damn intro is annoying. What's up with the piano going on?

 

Blah, you're not gonna get much out of me. Especially since I can now say I don't like them with reason.

....fair enough

[Haven Celestii 9,385]

 

Replace "Batman" with "Applejack". Hey, this episode even came out 3 days before christmas.

 

Oh god, I just realized what a sick joke I made.

 

Now AJ can join the superheros with dead parents club...

That joke was already made a few pages back.

[spas-ticShotty 3,584]

 

Replace "Batman" with "Applejack". Hey, this episode even came out 3 days before christmas.

 

Oh god, I just realized what a sick joke I made.

 

Now AJ can join the superheros with dead parents club...

.............

 

Now I just wanna hug poor lil' AJ so much more. Who knows if she's always sad in the inside.......

[Modphase 1,271]

That joke was already made a few pages back.

Y-you're saying I just made a dub? I-I'm sorry everybody for the rustling I have caused. Woe is me. I will now take my leave of shameful silence...