mega thread What are you thinking?

[J.J 923]

I hate seeming so prideful, it's probably really off putting it's just a shame that debates are when all this relevant information comes to light, I don't want people to think like me or feel like me, I don't want anyone to think the same, I loathe the idea of a world like that, but some people really don't know what's happened or happening in this world, they know how they feel about things and what they assume based off of how they feel, it's obvious it's a prideful world, but ignorance to a situation or information isn't intelligence, differing from facts is a lot more close minded and ignorant than passing judgments because of said facts...

[Tropical Melody 6,219]

16 hours ago, Splashee said:

Writing a post on the forum is not real-time. I really had 15 minutes to "think" and change and adjust a post, just to throw it all away in the end.

I do that often. Either 'No I dare not post that actually', or 'this is taking too long and I can't get the words right' ...

 

 

[Splashee 28,564]

4 hours ago, Tropical Melody said:

I do that often. Either 'No I dare not post that actually', or 'this is taking too long and I can't get the words right' ...

 

 

I have to triple think as well so I don't step over any rules. Part of the job I do.

[Savy 5,077]

I honestly think that Izzy is the best face maker of g5.

[J.J 923]

That making even just one true friend is worth an army of enemies, I've always appealed more to the outcasts and them to me despite having accessibility to everyone, but not everyone is for you, even if you think you're vibing, only you know how truthfully interested in someone you are, the things they know, the opinions they have, the things they say, if your friends feel like a chore, they probably aren't "true friends".... I'll take my loyal "crazies and degenerates" and you can keep your flaky superficial actors...

Edited November 7, 2022 by Spook Conundrum

[Splashee 28,564]

Pushed my brain a little bit too hard at Tetris. Went out into the rain to cool off.

[Clawdeen 14,214]

I've decided that due to the hiatus in new Yugioh card releases until February I'm going to get back into collecting Pokémon cards. I'm going to need something until Photon Hypernova comes out. 

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,533]

The world is a melting pot of bleh. 

Edited November 8, 2022 by Kyoshi

[Woohoo 34,192]

Thinking of ideas for fanfiction... then remembering I have no ability to write them out. 

[Sparklefan1234 170,990]

2 hours ago, Kyoshi said:

The world is a melting pot of bleh. 

 

Would @Kyoshi like a drink with his blehpperoni? 

[J.J 923]

Social justice is magic, censorship is magic, I'm being hastily demonized for my political/social beliefs without receiving proper context as to why or being given a chance, the real world really would chew up some of these mfers but then again that's probably why they're here....

[Clawdeen 14,214]

I need a better job asap

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

I was contemplating the sky being painted live with streaks of grey over blue, like a fair canvas being returned to its original form. And I just realized how much of a sick freak I am. I am a really questionable individual in general. And now I am thinking how much better my life could have been, if I had simply accepted my freaky nature.

Because I haven't changed at all. I was trying to play saint, because how much I had learned to reject myself. But that didn't help anything. Yes, I had moments of peace, but also unnecessary suffering, because of this self-rejection. You know, I did some bad things in the past. And my conscience is certainly guilty. But there is no point in separating myself anymore. So, I have to learn to embrace that I am far from perfect.

But I think I ended up becoming prey to my own ideological belief system. My childhood environment was very restrictive and far from being integrative. In fact, it was quite the opposite. It was disabling. So, I started trying to compartimentalize my worst aspects. When in reality, it was about integrating them. To accept that I am what I am. And it is such a sad realization to have it so late. But when I saw myself in my father. That easy trigger cowboy with a tendency to vanish. I didn't realize that piece of garbage is basically me. I am exactly like my father. Opportunistic, manipulative, abusive, violent and selfish to a fault.

But now that I am the one compromised. "Oh, no, no, no". "That cannot happen to me". Well, guess what, you piece of ****. Time to drink from your own medicine. But sometimes I still wonder if I could have been a better person, with a different family environment. But seeing people coming from far worse places, doing much better. Well, it makes me afraid I am naturally bad.

Edited November 8, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[Splashee 28,564]

Yet another month away from happiness. When you had it, and you lost it, you wonder if you can ever have it again?

[Woohoo 34,192]

Will the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame induct Iron Maiden next year? 

[Clawdeen 14,214]

I don’t know how I feel about Sonic Frontiers 

[J.J 923]

Here is an example of me calling myself out on my own bullshit, I know that this wisdom should pertain to all social interactions, not only the ones we have in the real world, everyone is like this in relative ways, I'm honestly a great dude that loves ponies and cartoons just as much as you, but with my experience it's hard to know whats socially relative without being so ourselves... I'm not going to apologize or change my opinions, but I am going to conduct my social behavior much more maturely just so you understand I don't have an inability to do so, so much as a cynical need to hold everyone to identical standards without biases if someone else is doing this themselves... 

Edited November 8, 2022 by Cryoshi

[Clawdeen 14,214]

It’s slowly becoming that time of year where I have to decide if it’s still safe to order stuff online to receive in a timely manner and not smashed up.

 

[Sparklefan1234 170,990]

I'm thinking about the fact that every time I see any of my friends on MLP Forums my first thought is always "How are __ doing and are they ok?". 

[Clawdeen 14,214]

1 hour ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I'm thinking about the fact that every time I see any of my friends on MLP Forums my first thought is always "How are __ doing and are they ok?". 

This is why you're an amazing friend Bestie!

[Sparklefan1234 170,990]

Moments ago, Clawdeen said:

This is why you're an amazing friend Bestie!

 

You're the person I've been thinking that about the most lately, Bestie. 

 

[Clawdeen 14,214]

Moments ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

You're the person I've been thinking that about the most lately, Bestie. 

 

Aww I appreciate your kindness Bestie

[Sparklefan1234 170,990]

5 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

Aww I appreciate your kindness Bestie

 

I just think about how rough things have been for you lately and I hope you feel ZERO stress and happier soon. 

 

*Bestie Hug* 

Edited November 8, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[Clawdeen 14,214]

2 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

I just think about how rough things have been for you lately and I hope you feel ZERO stress and happier soon. 

 

*Bestie Hug* 

I appreciate your concern. Things have gotten better since I've stopped going out of my way for certain people and have just been keeping to myself more. 

[Savy 5,077]

I wonder just how much Sunny merch I can collect? >:D