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The main reason I loathe Discord is because of how greatly I cherish loyalty. I know what it's like to be betrayed, I've probably lost "actual friends" because of the distrust formed from one betrayal, it's literally the one thing I ask for in life, I just know most humans are incapable of retaining such sentiment forever, it doesn't matter to me your age or what you look like, sometimes I come to grips with myself and so "omfg I'm becoming Nergal" I'm probably just little a more picky version that's harder to please... I am not depressed I don't have the ability to retain that human sentiment, but I've been lonely, for a long time... You couldn't begin to comprehend
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My past traumatic experiences mixed with hardship and demonization has lead me to understand that they are gonna find out who you are sooner or later if they are truly worthy of being friend status, I've been in plenty of relationships, had many friends, life of the party even, but all empty, literally numb faced and hollow, I always thought I want someone who appreciates all the things about me, not how I look, or what I have, or what I can do, but genuinely gets the stuff I'm into, has a little bit of depth, been friends with plenty of goons and thugs, bimbos and tramps lol, Ive lost real friends in the purging of that inauthentic fray... I don't know how to treat relationships with people after being "Discorded"...
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I want to be real friends, not just get away from reality buddies ya know, it's just so hard, I have the ability to sell out for company but it's not the company I want or that appeals to my psyche, and all the company I would like to have wants nothing to do with me bc of the nature of my work and personality attributed to said tasks and it's funny bc I'm actually very nice, but I have to prove that perspective and understanding can prevail over preconceived stereotypical notions of arrogance that people use to alienate others, sure I could pretend to be all happy and smiles, and I'm not trying to say that's what others are doing nor am I trying to bring them down, nobody wants to understand anyone past what they already understand, they want little echo chambers of yesmen in safe spaces, EVERYONE, doesn't matter if they left, right, "good", "bad", I'm all over the web, MLP just actually coincides with my interests big time.. good and bad are make believe social constructs based off perspective.. nobody wants to take a chance on anyone, they want the cut and dry life, and I've had a taste of the fast life and I've had to literally slow myself down bc of it .. I want someone who isn't afraid to extend their interest and perspectives, who wants to learn and understand, not live trapped in their own little biased get aways from reality... But I understand the internet is a get away from reality, but sadly the horrors of reality still follow us here....
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Honestly, just turn back time and give myself a second chance for real as non omnipotent... But I'm a grass is always greener kind of guy(most people are they just pretend to be happy to convince themselves they made the right decisions in life) but honestly, I know nobody stays truly happy forever in any career, with any one person, no large amounts of drugs or popularity can fulfill you, that's just superficial glamor, it's all fake, all in all, I really always wondered about having a real friend, that's really what I think about the most, it's the only selfless sentiment that exists without objective purpose, people tout "friends" for all sorts of reasons but don't know what loyalty is about, its the real deal... Attraction in one person can fade, so if you really want someone impactful in your life it has to be about more than that when it comes to love, over time people reveal their incompatible egos to each other and they realize they made a horrible mistake based off comparative shallow sentiment made for the world's approval... I just don't know what I'd do if I'm omnipotent bc I've never been omnipotent, used to love the game "Black and White" as a child, I have been and Evil god, I have been a Good god, but humans aren't supposed to have that type of power because of how circumstantial our feelings and interests are ... I'm genuinely happy for happy people, but what will fulfill me is authenticity and loyalty, and if I was a god, I wouldn't be getting those things in authenticity, I know the mistakes I've made, I'd take a second shot at being "human" and I would be patient and not alienate the ones I love because I cant make up my mind... The insides of my arms read the tattoos "Royal" on one arm, "Decisions" on the other and that is what life is to me nonstop
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food What do you think of Mtn Dew VooDew?
J.J replied to Nightfall Veilwing's topic in General Discussion
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Wish the height consistency would have stuck with Jazz to but she's not noticably taller in MyM but Pipp "she short" xD
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Most dramatic life change you gone through?
J.J replied to Reecejackox's topic in General Discussion
Yes I did lose my childhood dogs and that destroyed me, I find it much easier to empathize with animals, it's basically a way for people to gain common ground with me, when I see people grieving over animals it humanizes them to me... I cried when my tortoise escaped when I was a kid, I'm super sensitive when it comes to animals, that's why I think "Tanks for the Memories" was such an excellent Rainbow episode bc with her element even it makes a lot of sense to have emphasized her relationship with Tank... It's like someone's family member dies, Me : " there there" *awkwardly* Someone's pet dies Me : instantly makes me reflective on my lost pets and I cry, I try to comfort them any way I can, I try to direct them to the rainbow bridge community, I find a million things to say.... -
food What do you think of Mtn Dew VooDew?
J.J replied to Nightfall Veilwing's topic in General Discussion
I used to neurotically drink Baja Blast, until my brother once said in a cartoony commercial voice "Baja Blast yourself into diabetes!" I did laugh, but no the only pop I can drink is the clear kind and I do it very rarely I basically live off flavored waters xD VooDew I tried once and it was by far the worst of them all, the ideological blue Gatorade of mtn dews -
Love your forum name sounds like half of my friends lol, hope you live up to it and that maybe we can be friends...
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I don't care what anyone says I may get some laughs out of Rick and Morty, I may actually enjoy it a bit, but it is THE MOST OVERRATED show ever, and the cultural phenomenon of Pickle Rick is annoying AF! That was one of the worst episodes up until this newest season..
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Do yourselves a favor and smash up some chocolate chip cookies or graham crackers and put that shit in your pudding, flames, I promise...
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"I cant see it their way, they must be stupid" lol are you serious right now? People admit that they can't develop perspective for other people so they think that they are the stupid ones? It's like you not being able to provide adequate perspective for both sides of a story or argument is why YOU'RE STUPID. Not the individual you can't comprehend...
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"if they were truthfully your friend to begin with, you wouldn't have lost them."
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I try to prevent THIS as much as "humanly" xD possible...
Nah this is typical human behavior right here... thinking being part of a cowardly majority makes them strong, but when it's time for them to run they will be throwing each other out of the way, or pleading you take their friend and not them lol
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The arguments can't speak for themselves if you censor the person trying to participate in them, but like I said "pish posh, to those swearing heathens" right? Lol "Erodes the value of an argument" that is the sentiment I am disagreeing with right there because that is just one person's arrogant opinion who would rather choose to hone in on the way someone verbalizes themselves and not what they are verbalizing themselves about... And "insulting language" sounds like you should have been debating on the old Twitter if "shit" offends you, because that's what got me banned ultimately, but yeah if you are offended by people using ass, or hell, or damn or the F word publicly you are very easily insulted And since I'm someone that ACTUALLY believes everyone is on an equal level and deserves that respect and decency, that includes the people that may use profanity by force of habit like myself, I will not condone directly insulting someone with derogatory terms or offensive slang in a place like this, but I can handle people having emotions, it's up to you if you want to hold yourself to a higher standard, obviously I have expressed I can communicate with or without swear words, but the internet is such a cesspool of profanity I'm not always conscientious about when I'm doing it, it's a force of habit with the way I communicate in some places, it's the internet it's not like I'm fowl mouthed at a church or around children, these are all extended self manufactured perversions of who we want the world to see us as, not who we potentially are in reality... Like I said it can seem needlessly aggressive if someone interjects with profanity in an argument that didn't previously appear to be that emotionally driven, but from my perspective all arguments are emotionally driven, and you can sound equally as insulting without the use of profanity, kind of like when you tried talking to me like I was a child for having a right to an opinion... But we're past that part now, I'm not gonna battle to get profanity approved, I recognized I broke the rule and I accept it as a rule, but I won't recognize someone on a higher level of understanding or maturity for not using profanity, maturity is a sentiment that can only be proven by actions and the sentiments those actions serve, all words are empty at the end of the day, I can pitch you objective points from both left and right leaning perspectives on the same issues... How I or anyone else chooses to conduct their verbalization of said perspectives online is only meant to manipulate others into adopting rationale for our biased political perspectives or agenda, your lifestyle is a literal reflection of your political alignment and affiliation, your words are just a way to sway people toward that alignment, typically a man on welfare is an obvious democrat, watch how quick he becomes a conservative after coming into some money, rationale is determined by our inherent standing in the world, it's impossible to be wrong or right on many issues from a personal standpoint because that is merely circumstantial...
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The use of profanity doesn't take away from the integrity in the sentiment of someone's statements, especially if you use it contextually like did, I didn't call anyone an ***** name of refer to anything in a manner with the profanity that took away from the maturity of my general presence in the debate pit, it just makes people look more needlessly aggressive, that I can agree with, but you aren't any more mature or have more rational political perspective simply because you "don't use profanity", not from what I've seen, some people really need to get out there on the web and try to broaden their horizons if they think they are material for the "debate team" some people bring very structured manipulative arguments to the table and get shut down and made a fool of by fowl mouth bigoted assholes, sometimes in funny little quips and one liners even, the contextual use of the words really don't take away from the political/social awareness of an individual or the education they truthfully retain in reality ... One just looks more appealing and friendly, but I know people that are very gutter mouthed that are way more friendly, understanding and open minded than some of the posh arrogance I've seen from people who falsely believe themselves to be worldly because of how they structure themselves in an online debate with people that don't even know them, yeah these are serious topics people should be talking about them anywhere in my opinion, but sometimes swearing shows just how serious someone actually is about these topics, not that they aren't taking it seriously, it is the arrogance of other debaters that refuse to take the perspective of another potential debater seriously because they swear, not the person swearing...
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Weird how the lyrics of most of their songs can still be relevant at different points in your life, this one's probably the least vague however...
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Most dramatic life change you gone through?
J.J replied to Reecejackox's topic in General Discussion
Working physical break back labor 7 days a week pushing around racks of ham and pork bellies for years, the only time off I got to go to Bronycons and when the seasons cut down to 6 day weeks in the summer, then I go to being told I'm basically not fit for human cohabitation, I spent time at a garbage company for awhile, and I threw dog food bags for a little bit at a Dog food plant, my "circumstances" limited options in those times, but now I'm basically doing everything on devices and I'm bored out of my ffing mind, I just can't risk ruining what I have now to try to be ambitious in the ways I want but I want to be"part of the action", I was almost a supervisor once, but with my issues it's like nah that wouldn't end well, I have a lot of other things I feel I could be doing with my time, but ultimately don't know what's gonna will my dreams into reality the situation is more complex than want it, get it, trust me I've always been a "want it get it" person... -
As true as your statement is, it was irresponsible of me to not keep track of my neurotic typing habits and that's ultimately why I was banned, I'm so censored on MLP forums compared to other sites, but I had the objective outline of what I could and could not do before me, what I was banned for was not malice or direct Ill intent in my words, but just like the real world even if you are just holding that pipe "for a friend" it was you that objectively had possession of it when it was found and unfortunately the law just like the rules are held to literal sentiments... I swore in a place I shouldn't swear, I deserve my time out, but at the same time yes, if some of you guys saw the content that was put into some of the other forums I attend you might be scarred by their words alone, let alone some of the imagery, and this is all on the regular web, there is content so brutal and disgusting in this world I just don't know how some people even go on with their day without being utterly furious or demanding a strict change from our internet providers, I am a man of free speech, but what I do more or less is meant to present that freedom of speech is harmless but way more complained about by the mass majority of individuals trying to present themselves as white knights, where are these so called white knights protesting animal cruelty, pedophilia, leniency in rape cases, people want to cry about racist or sexist memes when the reality of sheer cruelty in this world would rock these SJW babies, no you aren't a good person for trying to make someone shut up, you are a coward or just ignorant for not doing everything in your power to get involved WITH REAL INJUSTICE...
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Hasbro Sells Boulder Media, Studio Behind the G5 Movie
J.J replied to Misty Shadow's topic in MLP Generation 5 (G5)
I actually had an idea for a fan made podcast called, "Pony Tonight" and it was going to be like a Space Ghost type theme of show hosted by Lyra and Bon Bon, but with ponies asking other ponies adult questions, questions with themes that are definitely intended for older viewers lol, like 14+ version of Pipps Podcast, I think that would be really cool it would just be hard to find fans that could do the VA for the weekly guests, and I'd love to see it animated to lol, had this idea years ago, and it was originally my intent to be able to allow Lyra and Bon Bon to be scripted lesbians on its face, but then I thought, what about crimes, sex life, gossip, grudges, tied in with some pop culture references it would be cool -
The "mustelidae" family representation for better and for worse, you were so close Duke.... She is the most adorable thing ever, absolutely love her, I scoured the web for better pictures but the Zootopia fans haven't been on the ball yet
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Radiant Heart and Opaline
J.J replied to TheRealAmeliaEarhart's topic in My Little Pony: A New Generation (2021)
Apparently it's been symbolic to another part of Equestrian history, probably just a cool or ironic cameo in foreshadowing, but maybe Argyle knew of her once before as somepony else ... -
I wish MLP Lights still made videos, I love her stuff... BANGER
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I mean you can't "force" anyone to be positive, people are free to feel as miserable as they please... I can't be selfish when I'm all for free speech myself, it's just really frustrating to me that some people are decidedly defeatist on their own and are almost stubbornly emotional, I used to call it "anti-pride" it is something that Fluttershy exhibits in Hurricane Fluttershy, like you have so many independent options you could explore, it's like you just need the right person to bounce ideas off of
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No you don't lol..
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And for some reason I CAN NOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME, find a clip of Thunderhooves and Silverstar roasting Pinkies song or how Pinkies song basically reignited Thunderhooves fury to lead the attack on the Appleloosans
