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J.J

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  1. How much did you care about him any of the thousands of times he was crying out for attention and support? You feign caring all of a sudden when it gives you an opportunity to use him as a prop in your social vendetta...

    1. J.J

      J.J

      Some of our methods are unique, but passionate and true

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      J.J

      Im his guardian angel, not his bully 

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      J.J

      The world I dream of his anxiety and fear is over, the world you treat like a joke 

  2. Charicature, a lot of people in "real life"(lol) are portrayed as villains for the convenience of others, it's always easier for people to portray themselves as some kind of rising hero coming out of the adversity of prejudice when in reality the person they are coming against has faced it 1000 times worse than they have usually and they don't want to make concessions, everyone irl thinks like Starswirl when it comes to "pride and prejudice" "come against me, you're immediately evil, make me slightly uncomfortable you're a bully." People just have sissy feather paper skin largely... And people ROMANTICIZE PSYCHOPATHY, largely bc these people are something I call "harmless psychopaths" they have violent or painful fantasies about other people, especially about these "bullies" that are way better humans than them in reality, but they repress their psychotic urges and convey them in a manipulative light then makes them look morally righteous so they can socially alienate the already alienated individual as a form of revenge bc they don't want to right the misunderstanding and they don't want to genuinely help this person progress, they want an imaginary villain they can gang up on together and "bully" to create this hypocritical never ending cycle of contradiction that they help serve by isolating the "bully", defaming him, slandering him, etc...
  3. I know you don't know me, feel free to ignore this post, I just love that your name gives me an excuse to share this.:laugh:

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    1. J.J

      J.J

      *waves happily at Amelia Earhart*

      It sounds like a family guy joke in itself, I'm sorry to do this to you 

  4. Thought of a new purpose for the Mayonnaise reaction...
  5. In certain aspects I am a derpy, like what would happen if you fused Derpy, Tempest and Starlight into one pony, but it only helps me, I'm pain retardant.
  6. Talking to the greatest person ever on Discord later Getting my Lena tattoo and possibly some others on my birthday in just a couple days, prob will have to wait a little bit longer... And of course, CHRISTMAS Oh yeah and some other stuff I can't mention just yet
  7. Best night all year.:pinkie:

    1. J.J

      J.J

      Tomorrow will be even better. Freeing up other people's time bc I'm special :pout:

    2. ZiggWheelsManning

      ZiggWheelsManning

      What made it the best night:kindness: all year?  

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      J.J

      I got to talk to my very close friend in depth and some other friends from our Animal Crossing discord, realized I had been neglecting the opportunities to engage with GREAT people, bc I had been so preoccupied with my own things, my mind was lead a little astray... So happy to have good people in my life again, I sometimes get distracted by myself more than anything..:mlp_please: 

      But she's amazing, one of the best human beings I've ever met, but she's like a 4.0 in college and what not, has all kinds of business alternative to myself, great to have time together again... It's been a couple months or so

  8. Restoring friendships<3 Was just chatting with Ziggs on here to, so basically just "talking to friends" in general
  9. Its like, how do you suppose hippogriffs, or Griffons ever came to be?? Or these chimera species? Even if alchemy dawned their creation the two species that bred obviously had mutable genetics obviously meaning there is the capability or tendency for sexual attraction...
  10. Because behind the cute childish free spirit hides a destructive combative monster that is trying to escape... I relate to Lucy probably almost more than any other character... Definitely toward the top, the persecution and jealousy, and insecurity and fear, and unfair ridicule, I understand the feeling of living in a duality that is impossible to just ignore, one that can destroy yourself or others at any given moment.. I love this character. I know the feeling. Elfen Lied may be the best anime if it wasn't such needless gore porn at times....
  11. Some, some I wasn't in my right mind when I made them, so I kind of understand... Nobody is the same person they were an HR ago, let alone yesterday, let alone a year ago, things are constantly changing around us, and our lifestyles greatly change as well, there is inherent wisdom that comes with the reflection of time, a lot of hindsight gives you natural wisdom, even lacking in experience, but those of us that have both, are on a literal rollercoaster ride every day of our lives, changing associates, changing habits, changing obligations, changing friends, changing lifestyles completely... Sometimes changing interests and tastes to... Look back on it more with intrigue to see how you've evolved and where your mind has gradually changed it's frequency...
  12. I have this friend, her and I would always talk, sometimes to an excessive or "suggestive" and flirtatious manner, but she has this "long term relationship" that she's been in, and she would always talk about how flawed it is and everything what's wrong with him, you know, there are always two sides to a fleeting relationship, as I've been in many myself and would hate to appear biased, but she's shown me so much affection, interest and other sentiments I don't come by so easily, that I have to entirely take her word for it. Sometimes it feels like, I don't want to be a hypocrite bc I am super monogamous and would never disrespect or defile another person's monogamous relationship for my own emotions and selfishness... But it's more of a genuine connection than just simply "wanting someone that's taken." Like it feels like her and I were destined to meet and stay in each other's lives... It will probably feel awkward after so long to just push the gas on being emotionally vulnerable after the time that's passed as of recently... I think that she may be one if the genuinely best people I've ever met in my life, and the way she describes what she wants in a relationship, and what this "long term bf" has failed to give her and doesn't do for her correctly, just makes it feel so real.. like we have the same sense of humor, and interests, and it's not that the temperament is the same, it's just how her temperament soothes mine, and puts it at ease... If I'm respecting the nature of people's relationships, I can't say, but if there was ever a person that I've ever met that I think is genuinely right for me, it's her... There are a lot of beautiful souls out there unseen, but sometimes you can't deny something when it hits you in the face like that... I just feel like I'm stuck having to be patient for something to go bad in a relationship, which also feels wrong...
  13. I like being free so I can't actually say
  14. Thanks friend. I'm working my hardest at it, I don't want to go, but I almost feel like it's the only rational option from certain stand points.. I really love chatting with ponies like yourself, you are down to Earth and very authentic and uncorrupted...some of my favorite ponies around to be sure
  15. "there's nothing you can do in a hole with a shovel but dig deeper" I miss my home a lot, but there's a part of me that doesn't want to be a stranger my whole life... I guess I'll just have to take hints when they present themselves to me. Problem with that im trying to discern everything as a hint... I'm confused and I just confuse other people, if I make them mad I genuinely had no intention on doing so...  Sorry for the past trouble I caused you guys.. I think I'm getting the bigger picture...

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    2. J.J

      J.J

      I don't like to straight lie to people I consider my friends, but often times I feel like the intentions behind some are inherently dishonest... I mean I don't want to corrupt others, but I want others to be real, and drop down to a level of realism or up, depends on how you look at it, instead of holding crazy standards about how individuals in specific communities should interact with each other, buttery words are great, but I like to hear them when they mean something, not 24/7

    3. Jesse Terrence

      Jesse Terrence

      I get you. I'm afraid I must point out mlpf is far from organic regarding interactions.

      Everyone smiles, but is it their happiness or is just the botox?

      It would be unfair to only blame mlpf of this, though. The entire fandom, at least at surface level, is like this.

      But you'll find the eventual abyss walker coming to the surface and experience a bit of honest interactions every now and then and pretty much anywhere.

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      J.J

      I just see this community having some potential for mediation between differing parties because of the forthcoming nature of the shows message and the overall philosophy highly regarded by the characters that all these individuals claim to idolize or hold in such high regards, the problem, yes MLP is "utopian" or unrealistic in many ways, but the messages and sentiments largely ARE NOT, we don't have to treat all these scenarios as fictional ones in regards to the social sentiments they represent, we are given the ability to understand some choose against understanding they honestly do have because clearly they missed multiple reformation arcs in the series, this community I see as a way for a lot of people to enter the social world or build good principles for themselves within while having individuals alongside them to genuinely support them, without giving their life over to a religious institution or anything drastic, it has a casual vibe to it with good messages in the content to accompany it, but the problem is people are turning this community into something that is honed for themselves, and not much thought to it's potential growth or how opening up their minds to these alternative thoughts in mediation could aid it's potential growth... People like to follow philosophies with conviction, others like to personify themselves with conviction...

       

  16. I've been hoping for a long long time bro, I'm a dog, and I have to listen that's my life. I try to get off the leash I'm on but it's just to tease me with the illusion of freedom, they let me have a little running room, but I'll never be free. I cherish everyone that genuinely tries to put time and effort into my, it will always hold a place in my heart
  17. I don't know if anyone can, I feel like I'm wasting people's time, my destiny was already written before I made it here, I entertain the fantasies of a free life but that's an illusion for someone like me, I really appreciate everything you have done and said and our friendship, it means a lot to me... I'm just running out of time and I can't make anyone see me as anything else but burdened memory... at least the impressions I made will hopefully stick and people can look back and remember me someday
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    Luna Fan Club

    I'm sure nobody thought they'd ever see me post here, including myself, don't know if it's coming to the dark side because it's technically Luna lol or the light, but this is one of the best plushies I've ever seen, and I'd love Christmas pony plushies
  19. I've never been more divided in my whole life
  20. You came just in time, that party emote is new lol! Hey friend!
  21. Apples to the Core, True True Friend, CHS Rally Song, pretty much every song in Rainbow Rocks... Ill Fly and I think those are the ones May The Best Pet Win
  22. Nah, idk I used to like it, but now thinking about it does kinda make me sick... Now this is "funny" to some people, I don't experience it quite to this extent but I understand, Peaches are freaky, they have hair? Anyways if you wanted to see what "fear" looks like in relation to food, here ya go .. It really isn't "that funny" considering his mental state, I had an irrational fear like this once similar, but that's for another day
  23. Well we saw in the new comic they are advertising for that the ponies are indeed using a Ouija Board, I would also love this aspect to be explored maybe to no avail? Maybe to communing with Argyle? Maybe with the Mane 6? Idk but it does seem like Hasbro is gonna "lean in" on this again potentially and I of course want to see it lol
  24. As promised lol, these are the plushies of ponies I currently own, I gave away all my spaghetti hair Walmart plushies
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